My Take on Nupur's Death

ok...I am a silent viewer on this forum..have been silent for a looong time but now, I just couldn't make a silent exit from the forum! I had to say my piece before bidding farewell to this show.

so…I stopped watching MJHT after MaYur confession simply due to personal reasons. I would try to catch up with the episodes but only managed to go till the 1st date. Since then, I have been only following the MJHT forum for latest peaks and troffs. Everytime there was something exciting going on, I would feel an urge to pick up from where I left off but could never progress. But I did cheat my way into watching 'Pehlibaar' and 'Sajda'. For every downside of the serial I would, on the other hand, feel glad that I am no longer watching this serial. But now…I think its time to bid farewell to MJHT and the MJHT forum without the regret for postponing my views of the earlier episodes as I continue to live with some extraordinary memories that were created by MaYur.

Nope..I am not the senti type like lots of fans here (no offence to anyone, we are all different after all). When the news came out that one of the leads is to die, I went on declaring that it has to be one from MaYur (had my bets on Mayank) with no hesitation or remorse or sympathy. It seemed like a fact that I could accept easily. Then there were rumours about Gunjan or Nupur and of course I knew it had to be Nupur (even till the last minute I was sure its her and not Gunjan) and I was fine with it. But yesterday, in the middle of the night when I receive this message from someone who is very close to my heart, who has actually arm-twisted me to watch this show couple of years ago and because of whom I fell in love with MaYur, I just started having certain restlessness in my soul. Not because its Nupur or Rati Pandey, perhaps because she would resemble to someone who made such a difference in my life just by being like Nupur. With Nupur's death, I felt like I lost that person too. Could that be the reason for such heart ache? I don't know because I have seen worse in my life and a character's death in a fictitious drama serial should not effect me in such a way.

Anyways, my final message to ALL MJHTians, keep watching the serial. New faces would mean new fans for them and the show whilst the old ones may or may not be able to cope with the lost one or the ones left behind with the scar. For ALL MaYurians, what can I say? I can only grieve with you all but there is only one hope that I have left is perhaps, Nupur will keep making appearances as Mayank's imagination (like Aish in Mohabbatein) and you still get to live the reminiscences of the chemistry MaYur once created on screen.

As for me, I have a choice (and I am lucky). I will continue to live MaYur memories from the point I stopped watching the show…waiting for their 1st date. I will clear off my memory of the wedding saga, the accidents and Nupur's death. This way, I shall immortalise the love of MaYur in my heart forever and I will continue to reflect that love in the FFs I write.

To Nupur: you were the buzz and the 'jaan' of the show. I owe you all the smiles you brought on my face with your cracking dialogues and the brilliant performance. I hope there are more and more people in this world just like you with dreams and hopes so high but feet firm on ground. I hope Mayank can live without you and I sincerely desire that at least he keeps you alive in the show, one way or the other.

Adios MJHT forum and farewell to the fans, Cvs and performers. may you all succeed in life and all the things you do.

-Neela

So true yaar we willl miss her to the core

awesome post...v will miss her a lot

Hi Neela.. hope ur feeling better.. nice post, at least its easier for u coz u weren't so attatched to the show so u didn't get into the habit of seeing Mayur together 5days a week... lucky for u that u didn't otherwise u would be more depressed than u already are.

wow this was definitely an awesome post made by u ms neela....ur rite d show won't be d same without nupur i will really miss her character coz she was closest to me ....i found myself in her....nyways i didn't c d show frm a long tym like u ( bt my rsn ..of course due to my hectic schedule n studies studies n some more studies...😉) jst ws updated due to IF....but still it pains me to c a fictin chars death...esp whn its so near n similar to u....i'm a bit senti n emotional u c...!!..... 😳
tc 😊

I am same like u Neela.What u said above each n every word r like which i want to say.Thanks making this post inspite of me.

i want nupur back at any costt!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Even i felt that heart-ache😭😭i cried almost the whole night whan it was revealed that nupur is dead..............seriously it seems as if someone very close to me has left!!!!!!!!!!!MISSING U RATI😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
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i srsly miss her to the core