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nandanie

@nandanie

Explorer

Posted: 15 years ago

I went on vacation for a week and half and I put CB out of my head completely, but I came back with anticipation that the new storyline would have already started and we would have our beloved Dev back.

But what do I come back to? A 5 year leap?? Tuesday morning, I read all the updates that I missed hurriedly trying to get to good stuff. Seriously, instead of reading my 200+ emails at work, I read CB updates! And I see topics trailing about a 5 year leap. I was in anguish. How could the creatives do this to CB? Where are they taking this show? I felt like I was slapped with the storyline from Kasam Se when Bani died and there was that awful leap and the tumultuous end of the show. No matter how hard the creatives tried with that "new show and new actors," the show did not go back to what it was.

After reading that the 4.5 year leap was done beautifully, I decided to watch the episode-the last one I watched was the second honeymoon of RaDev. And yes, they did do it beautifully, but there was still a void in my heart.

I never thought I was soooo attached to this show. My heart literally feels heavy for what CB once was. I feel like it's going to lose so much with this leap. The creatives had many different ways to go with all the tracks-I'm not going to mention any because so many of you have already written about all the potential ways they could have moved this storyline ahead.

I need to get over my addiction. I have to say a special thank you to the updaters who update for us everyday no matter the storyline. And how Misti comes up with humor at this time, I do not know, but I much prefer to find humor in this rather than this heartache I feel.

I forced myself to stop watching the show at certain points, but I still do not know how to stop reading the updates. And I'm seriously surprised at myself feeling as lost as I do that the creatives have done this to my beautiful CB!

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gardes

@gardes

Dazzler

Posted: 15 years ago

Nandanie, I feel your pain. I wrote somewhere yesterday - watch when you can and read when you can't watch, but with total detachment. CB will never be what it was once! Don't fret, dear! The forum is with you on this!

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sigrid

@sigrid

Rocker

+ 5

Posted: 15 years ago

Nandanie, we all are in same boat as you........a unique spiritual love story is gone, now only ashes are left.
the reason I feel most of come on the forum is because of the friendship we all have formed and due to Avina........but CB is a lost cause now. 😭

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ashna

@ashna26

Sparkler

+ 2

Posted: 15 years ago

Nandanie I feel the same! everything has changed after this leap for me. Especially Dev and Radhika relationship. 5 years apart is too hard to take, too painfull. 😭 Totally ruined Dev and Radhika relatioship for me. I feel like it is bad dream too. Just thinking that they were apart for 5 years makes me cry and Dev living with another women for 5 years makes me angry. How could the CV do this, to the loyal Dev and Radhika fans. Just not fair.

Edited by ashnapower - 15 years ago

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Sandeepa

@Naivedya

Inactive

+ 3

Posted: 15 years ago

Nandanie, I hear you...I feel the same way, but I'm happy that my addiction to the show is over now. As sigrid said, I only come to the forum due to my friendship with you wonderful people and because I love Avina to pieces and will support them as long as they are on the show. My belief is that Avi and Rubi work so hard for us daily and often without actually having enthusiasm for the story. They put on a smile and do as they're told. So I will be there for them until the end of the show and beyond that by always being their well-wisher. The show lost its charm and magic a long time ago and is beyond repair.

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nandanie

@nandanie

Explorer

Posted: 15 years ago

I've been watching CB from day one as many of you and I joined the forum a few months later. I know we all all share the same sentiments-how are they going to show that connection of RaDev once again?? Especially with Dev having a so-called new family and possibly a child in the mix now. We can all guess that Deepak is not Dev's real child or at least we can hope that even with memory loss Dev would never betray his Radhika. The same way she remained faithful that he is alive, he would also be holding the same vigil.

Part of me wants to see that there is still this divine connection with the two of them and somehow they will show that they will find their way back to each other. But it might have helped if the CVs showed Dev's side of the story-how he's always remembering Radhika's eyes or smile but could never put the entire face together.

I'm still very angry and lost about this whole new "concept" that the creatives have come up with. Part of me still has hope that they could put the pieces together but I dont even see that happening with the creatives because they just jump from one end of the extreme to the other.

Let's just hope that something good or bearable can come from this....I still dont want to give up on RaDev. Not yet.........

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ashna

@ashna26

Sparkler

+ 2

Posted: 15 years ago

Nandanie Love that you think that their is still hope for Radev. I didn't want too lose hope on Radev. But this leap of 5 years and fake wife and child has done it. It was so against their story. So many lost years which they can't have back. Radhika suffering painfull to think about it. But maybe I'm still sad and angry to have hope. Lets see where the story is headed.

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xDoppelgangerx

@xDoppelgangerx

Dazzler

+ 2

Posted: 15 years ago

nandanie we are all in the same condition so don't worry we are all with you dear

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nandanie

@nandanie

Explorer

Posted: 15 years ago

Originally posted by: ashnapower

Nandanie Love that you think that their is still hope for Radev. I didn't want too lose hope on Radev. But this leap of 5 years and fake wife and child has done it. It was so against their story. So many lost years which they can't have back. Radhika suffering painfull to think about it. But maybe I'm still sad and angry to have hope. Lets see where the story is headed.

Believe me, I'm at the same point at you. I went to bed last night thinking about it and woke up this morning thinking about it-how pathetic!! I know!

I still feel that alot has been lost with the leap, but the more and more I think of it, I feel that the creatives knew that their all time high was when RaDev were separated and that's what they're trying to regain?? I can only hope that's what they're thinking.

I really cant see how they can change the entire storyline so easily and bring in a whole new family. They could have thought to do both sides consequetively-like show all the happenings with Purohit family and then show what Dev was going through as well amd meeting this new family and maybe have the gap be like 1 year. But instead they just jumped this awful direction. What's done cannot be undone-as much as I would like it.

I totally understand how you feel though-like Sigrid said CB is ashes right now for us......and it's sooo sad to say that!

But at least we have the forum members to keep us going!

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Anu Kapoor

@anukapoor

Dazzler

+ 3

Posted: 15 years ago

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Nandiane: Yes, it is def true, that the special charm and magic is missing.........but I still don't want to lose hope............... I still believe the hard work Avi and Rubi are putting in, will not go waste............and the show will restore it lost charm.........Yes, it is an addiction and I have not found a way to overcome it.............IT has become part of my life.............But I am treating this as Testing time for Radhika............When Vishaka did not have a chance..............What chance does Kanika have...............I am still hoping that Romance is in the air............especially when they show TajMahal so many times..............

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