I still can't believe it! - Page 2

......mayur are the first couple i was attracted on tellywood......else i never watch such soaps........................mayur even made me make an id on yahoo and join india forum.................i have not slept since two days because of this news................you know showing this end ..........they are too destroying mayur dreams.................usually when i listens any song..i imagines mayur on it...................and enjoy listening it.............but now when i listen a song...........my all memories go at thew end to death and tears start falling................i am hurt to core..............even i am not able to study................tears are flowing continuously ..........watching old scenes but than also i am not able to get rid of my depression.................. even i dont want my studies to be affected...........par kyan karu whenever i started reading the topic...............mn memories start coming in my mind leading to nupsi death and tears start flowing...............even my mother say a zillion of times that it was just a character.........rati is still alive...........why are you crying...........directors do such things ........but my heart is not listening..............how much i have fallen in love with my angel.............only i know.......................only you mayurians can understand my pain right now.............as we all are affected by the same thing....................even my birthday is coming and my mom was planning a birthday party for me and i canceled...............thank god she understood my pain.........and dint force me......................you know even i used rati formula in my studies.............learning long long bio questions like dialogues ..............and it really works................ cant live without mayur ...................even i dont know .how much exactly i love them but i know i can anything and everything for them.............................😭😭