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Posted: 15 years ago

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ARMAAN - Dil Hai Ki Maanta Nahi ...
(aanhke khuli ho yaa baand, chahera sirf tumhara hai)

Pyaar kya hai, kyu hai, kaun hai ... saare sawal ek hi naam pe aake ruk jaate hai - RIDDHIMA. Meri jaan, mera pyaar, meri zindagi. Woh meri zindagi mein pyaar ki ek boond ki tarah aaye ... aur mein usme doobta chala gaya ...

Uski honto ki muskurahat, uski aankho is chamak ... meri zindagi kaa maqsad huwa karta tha, hai aur shayad hamesha rahega. Uski yehi khushi ke liye mera usse door hojana ... ek failsa, ek galti ... sabse badi galti. Sab kahete hai ki maaine galat kiya ... kissi ko khud se bhi zaada pyaar karna galti hai ... Bhagwan tak ko bhi ek galti maaf hai ... toh mujhe kyu nahi ???

Sab kahete hai ki maaine kyu usse bataaya nahi ... kaise kahe dehta mein alvida ... kaise dekhta unh aanhkon mein aanso ... uss maathe par shikan ... kahe dene se kya woh mujhe jaane dehti ...

Yeh dooriya ... kyu, kaise ... nahi kabhi nahi ... ek pal ki bhi dooriya mere se bardarst nahi ... usse haar ek pal ki khushi dene ke liye mein wapas aagaya ... lekin ab dekho naa mein uski khushi hi nahi ...

Meri zindagi toh kahi kho gayi hai ... ab kya hai khushi ... meri khushi yaa ussi khushi ... meri khushi toh hai ussi khushi ... aur usne kaha uski khushi kissi aur ke saath kai ... kya yeh saach hai ... kya aaisa bhi ho sakta hai ... kuch bhi ho mein uski khushi se uski dosti zaroor karwanga ...

Dil ke paanhe paalatne se dil ke rishte toote toh nahi jaate ... mera dil ek khuli khitaab ki tarah hai ... jisme sirf ek hi dil hai ... ek hi dhadkan hai ... joh ruk si gayi hai ... mere aankhe khuli ho yaa baand ... chahera toh sirf ek hi hai ... aaj bhi kyu aaj bhi .. mere dil mein khayal aata hai ... mein jaanta hoon ki tu ghair hai magar kabhi kabhi mere dil kayal aata hai ... ki jaaise tu mujhe chaahegi umar bhar yuhi ... aaj bhi mera dil ... dil hai ki maanta hi nahi...

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Posted: 15 years ago

RIDDHIMA - Dil Toh Pagal Hai ...
(mein kyu aapni aankhe baand karne se darti hoon ... )

Pyaar matlab ARMAAN ... haar baar ki dooriya se mera pyaar, humaara pyaar baadta hi chala gaya ...haste khelte kab woh meri jaan, mera armaan ban gaye pata hi nahi chala ...

Meri jaan basti thi uske mein ... jaan bhi diya usko ... kaash meri jaan chali jaati ... lekin usse bhi bura huwa ... woh meri zindagi se ... mujhe chood kar chala gaya ...

Sab ne kaha ki Armaan mujhe chood kar chala gaya ... aur maaine maan liya ... kaise, kyu ... nahi aaisa socha bhi maine kaise ... kyu maaine kabhi apne dil se nahi poocha ... woh kasme, woh wade, woh pyaar, woh pal, woh lamhe ... sab iss baat ke ghawa hai ki hume pyaar kiya tha ... toh phir kyu kya galat ho gaya ...

Aapne khayalo mein ghum ... mujhe pata hi nahi chala ki kab SIDDHANT ne meri zindagi mein dastak di ... aur meri zindagi kaa sabse haseen rishta usske saath joord gaya ... mein rishto ko sirf nibhana hi nahi balki unhe jeena chahiti hoon ... lekin kaise ...

Ek ne kaha ki woh mujhe aanso nahi dena chahta aur woh mujhe chood kar chala gaya ... aur doosre ne kaha ki woh meri aanhko mein aanso nahi dekha chahata aur issiliye woh mujhe choodna chahata hai ... lekin dekho naa aaj bhi mein aankho mein aanso hai ...

Peeche mudkar dekhti hoon toh mujhe khushi hai ... ARMAAN ke liye ... woh zinda hai ... saase le raha hai ...toh kiya huwa ki hum ab ??? ... aaj waqt badal raha hai ...

Aaj ... lekin kyu aaj bhi mein aanhken band karne se darti hoon ... kaun dekhiye deega mujhe ... kisse dekhna chahiti hoon mein ... yeh mera dil ... dil toh pagal hai ....

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-TomNJerry-

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Posted: 15 years ago

SIDDHANT - Hum Aapke Hai Haun ...
(mein kyu aapne aankhe kholne se darta hoon ... )

Pyaar ... ??? aaj tak mujhe kabhi naseeb hi nahi huwa ...

Jise maaine socha mein pyaar kar sakta hoon usne mujhe chood diya yeh kahe kar ki mein bacha hoon ... aur shaadi ke liye tayaar nahi ... aur jise meri shaadi huwi ... usska dil ka toh koi aur hi armaan hai ...

Sab kahete hai ki ek shaadi mein badoon kaa aashirwaad bahut zaarori hota hai ... lekin kaise mein aapne mummy papa ko apni shaadi mein bulata ... kya woh meri shaadi hone dehte ?

Meri shaadi ....meri biwi - RIDDIHMA ... kyu uski khushi mere liye saab se baad kar hai ... kya mein usse theek se jaanta hoon ... dost? ...kya hum dost hai ... khushi? ... kya hai ussi khushi ... kya mein usse poochonga toh woh mujhe baata dehgi ... yaa phir mujhe ki thyeh karna chahiye ki uski khushi kiya hai ... kisme hai ... aakir maine uska haath thamma hai ...

Jab bhi mein usse aankhon mein dekhta hoon ... kyu mein kho jaata hoon ... band aanhko se ek sapna ... joh mein khud se bhi kahe se darta hoon ... usse tootne se darta hoon ... ek dost kaa ... ek humsafar kaa ... dil ka ek rishta ... zindagi saath saath jine kaa ... aaj bhi darta hoon aankhen kholne se mere sapne toot jaayenge ...

Bhagwaan ....kyu Bhagwaan kyu mujhe pyaar karne kaa itna bhi haaq nahi hai ... RIDDHIMA aakir bataao naa ... hum aapke hai kaun ???