A Moment Frozen In Time - SaJan - UPDATED

Love often comes unnoticed in life without so much as a sound however as it leaves the scene's changed - life seems barren yet you could feel the hollow inside of you, the once melodious sound of rain clouds seems like the violent raging of thunderstorms

a moment i dont even wanna imagine as to even think of it is to feel a thousand swords ripping me apart - what the world saw was fiction - what we felt was the love, the fear & yes ironical as it seems the unbelievable pain despite the numbness

really dunno if i am making sense here, have no idea what just hit me - however to see & feel what i just did perhaps is making me so insane

2 unreal ppl are so tugging every string of my heart , what was it a mere audition - a silly make believe situation yet - yet despite it - MoNaya the performers and SaJan the couple so made my day & made me proud to be called their fan

as SaJan are doing a scene perhaps neil interferes saying things arent working try something else - instead of this romantic scene go for a break-up one

Gunjan protests however Sam's cool - she feels even thinking or saying such things is a bad omen - however he manages to soothe her saying it's all a act

she consents and they perform a scene which i am sure will well up ur eyes - Gunjan says she's about to leave sam, he asks her why - they were to marry , she said yes they were but now things have changed

he asks her what has changed & she replies sometimes there are no answers - he says but she has to answer this one - has she forgotten how he 1st held her hand or when he 1st confessed his love or the talks of their happy future - there are flashbacks from Vday & yes morena with last night are shown which are so lovely , he says what about their dream home has she forgotten all

she says she hasnt forgotten anything but at times things change - yes w/o him her life is still incomplete yet now there is no place for love in her life & what is the past - just some feelings we go thru at some point in our life - we must now part as she is about to have someone else in her life & wait for time to fade all those memories

she walks with tears with a silent Sam standing behind

the room breaks into an applause as neil declares he's found his star

but as he moves - Sam assures her as long as he's alive they shall be together - and they hold hands - just then neil comes to congratulate gunjan

and we see the handshake from the precap - now gunjan refuses the offer saying it aint her dream - this was for di but Neil reminds her how talented she is & she could make it big

he narrates an incident where for a science exam gunjan had mistaken & came prepared for geo yet as she cried he said she could do it & she tops the class

Sam a silent witness shows a slight annoyance at neil's fondness as she refuses despite he says u cant lie to a camera & behind it lies a heart which cant see anyone but u

sam takes a hint here but then neglects - neil again urges her to think over again he wont force her & gives her time - he says decide after u listen to ur heart & not mind & then ans me - yet she leaves

the precap is beautiful as Sam urges gunjan to live for herself & let her dreams fly

so even if today's intense episode is anything to go by Neil if even in love with Gunjan will let her decide things if they do end up the audition way

Sam will await Gunjan' return as she's all he has & she would choose him over anyone else letting him know despite any thing they might face her home is where her heart is - in his arms - with him

yes Time has stood frozen for neil perhaps - yet he will have to move on as he may cause the same time to freeze perhaps for a few moments in our beloved SaJan's life too

EDITED:
beautiful topic aahana... u said it all beautifully..!!
m totally NUMB after watching tonight's epi..!! i dont noe hw to react... godd dis is all wat we r gonna get..?? dis is jst d start... sajan will make us shed tears lyk anything..!!
d epi ws sooo heartbreaking... 😭 😭 m still crying... god noes wat wil happen at later stage... 😭 😭 😭
firstly.. gunji rejected to do dat break-up scene.. she cant even imagine to do a break-scene even in an act... she jst cant...!! bt den sam consoled her.. n said dat its jst an act.. dis is NEVER gonna happen in real lyf... he's never gonna let dat happen..!! n finally gunjan agreed..!!
gunjan told sam dat nw deir paths r different...!! bt sam asked yyyyyy????? did u forget wen i first tym held ur hand..?? did u forget wen i confessed my love to u..?? did u forget all d convos we had abt our dreams n future..??? n gunjan's reply.. NO i hvn't... n i can never forget dose memories.. bt nw we need to seperate.. nw m nt ur's, i belong to sm1 else..!! n dis lyn totally broke me up..."humare bitaye hue saare lamhon ko, mujhko.. ek KADWI yaad samajh ke bhool jaana.." 😭 😭 😭 i cant even think of such words even in an act.. i noe dat she ws saying all dis for sam's welfare, she wanted him to move on in his life.. bt still d dialogue ws too touching..!! n from start till d end tears were trickling in sam's eyes... ohh godd dis is gonna be very painful for us..!! 😭 😭 😭 n even gunjan ws crying.... 😭 😭 😭
den after d act.. sam cupped gunji's face n again consoled her.. dat no one can EVER separate dem.. he's never gonna let dat happen.. dey'll always be together..!! both were lost in each other's eyes.. as if d world stopped arnd dem...!! neil approached towards dem.. asked for a handshake.. n gunjan left sam's hand... 😭 😭 😭 n when dey were talking.. all abt d morena days n everything else.. sam ws standing at d back, d expressions on his face were jst....... 😭 😭 😭
me too liked d precap... bt dis track is gonna be veryy emotional, heartbraking, painful n what not.. 😭 😭 i cant even think of that break up scene for sajan in real life.... 😭 😭 😭
bt we need to be STRONG.. abhi its jst d beginning, its gonna be very tough later on...!!
sammy ws totally right.. no one can cm b/w them... they'll always be together.. n this will once again be proved till the end of this track..! 😳

main kuch bhi bolu usse pehle .. applauses for monya... what a tremendous performance...
absolutely fabulous... i donot havewords to describe i feel...
and as u said it was onlt acting but even saying those words there were tears.. not only gunjan but sam to cried but he hid it as soon as the applauses started and the act was over.......
i havent ever seen someone so madly and deeply in love yaar.......
and as u said yes i am very very very proud to say that i am a sajan fan...
sam supported gunjan whenever she needed it.... every moment she needed it.. tried to bring a smile... didn's care about himself.. and how can i ever forget the precap... dusro ke liye jee liya ab apne liye jiyo... apne sapno ko urao....
both are so selfles not thinking abt oneself but about each other...
a huge hug and a standing ovation to monaya and sajan for the magic they created today... 👏 👏 👏 👏 👏 👏 👏 👏 👏 👏 👏 👏 👏

reserved! I need to watch the episode though I don't know if I can bare it!

gr8 topic aahana...!!!

OMG twinnie you are scaring the heck out of me!!😲😲😭😭😭....I haven seen the episode yet (not time😭)...but your beautiful post is already making me cry....I dont know how I am gonna be able to watch this episode today😭.😭.....today I will have to make sure I am by myself before I watch this episode because I am gonna be crying my eyes out and then my brother (dodo) will make fun of me for doing that😡😆

aahana!! beautiful post!!🤗
i'm soo not in a state to write down what i felt coz i can't stop the tears yet...bt i will write more tomorrow!!! the pain, the love, the longing, the need for each oder in sajans eyes, their dialogues!! damnnn!!! monaya did suchh a fabbb job wid it!! kudos to them!!

brilliant post....aahana....u have done utmost justic to d pain that drenched the camera which was capturing the essence of the pain........just writing wat i wrote elsewhere as well---- that was an act for others but for gunjan it was relving the nightmare that she went thru during sheena's track, doubled up this time coz she has a love which she has to give up on her own volition which was not hers then.....today gunjan proved y everything touches her so deeply yet nothing taints her even a miniscule %....her honesty of emotions, baring her vulnerability openly, feeling a pain much more than if it were to happen.......truly she showed wat samrat means to her....he is not just in her heart...he's part of her conciousness to which she can never lie, he's part of a thought process which cannot breathe without him, he's beat of that heart that cannot pump blood without his essence going in first....he's in her guts, he's in her bones, he is a part of her soul like a primary n secondary color combination which when mixed can never be reversed to their prev state of existence...along with a whole lot of tears i felt the pain of her subconcious soul just as mine.....n i swear it was pleasure to feel this close n bonded to character who's existence defines a spirit of which u will always be in awe of......there's a bittersweet pain....if intense love brings joy, intesne pain brings an intense bonding, a strength of bonding u never realised u possess, mostly a peace of its own kind....sam's expr in cetain scenes just brought d vulnerability quotient in open today...sammmy was januable but gunjan was divinely.....sam is getting into d skin of vulnerability while gunjan lives it from heart..