Part-161(B)
It had been 3 months since they came back from lonavla, lot many things happened in these months whether its with respect to atul-anjali relation or w.r.t responsibilities on armaan or related with Aarish growth or with the new entry in sanjeevani…
Atul and anjali're divorced coz anjali found it difficult to tackle with atul, gupta family's very unhappy with her decision yet didn'tspeak anything as she's determined to take divorce, atul was totally shattered yet he only said "anjali jisme tumhari khushi hai ussi mai meri khushi hai, hamesha khush rehna, hasti rehna", saying so he left their house, settled back in his P.G., for 1 month he didn't go hospital, just kept on sitting in his room, totally sad when one day he received letter and booke from unknown person
"Atul maana tum jindagi ke mushkil daur se nikal rahe ho, par apne aap ko iss mushkil mai puri tarah khokar aur na apneliye mushkilein bhadao, har mushkil ka koi na koi solution hota hai, uss solution ko dhundo, aur apne aap ko ek kamre mai band kar dena, sabse cut-off kar lena ye koi solution nahi balki kayarta hai aur ATUL JOSHI, SON OFDr. OMI JOSHI kayar nahi hai,
apne room se bahar niklo aur apne papa ka dream pura karo, abhi tumhari responsibilities puri nahi hui hai, tumhare patients aur tumhare papa ke sapne ko tumhari jarurat hai, apna waqt aur apni jindagi ek kamre tak na rakho, kissi ko nahi farak padega tumhari jindagi se par at the end you'll suffer, you'll feel guilt ki ek itni pyari jindagi jo pata nahi kitni mushkil se milti hai wo tumne yuhin bita di,
aur aaj agar sambhal gaye to apne end time par tumhe ek satisfaction rahegi ki tumne apni jindagi mai kuch kiya hai, apne papa ke liye aur apne liye, aaj shayad inn baatton se bahut irritation hogi , sochoge ki ye letter likhne waale kitne heartless aur feelingless honge, tumhara dukh tumhari feelings aur tumhari mental state iss waqt kya hai koi nahi samajh payega, par apni aankhein band karke apna aane waala time visualize karna,
aaj tumhe acha lagega ye sab karke, aaj satisfaction milegi apne aap ko kamre band karke, sabse khud ko chupakar bahut acha lagega par ye satisfaction bahut temporary hogi jo waqt ke saath saath tumhari unsatisfaction mai change hoti jayegi, permanent satisfaction chahte ho to apne aapko face karo, bahar niklo apni iss chotti si duniya se,
thodi si dikkat hogi par atlast u'll be succeed and grow up atul, pyar mai paagal hona acha hota hai, par budhu ban jaana ki saamne waale ki har galat baat ko bhi sahi kehna is not good, pyar mai apni hasti khona galat baat nahi hoti par tumhara pyar bhi to tumpar apni hasti apni pehchaan lutaane waala hona chahiye apni khushi se, give it a thought"
Tumhare
Well-wishers
Atul's totally surprised after reading that letter, he turned that letter and booke, tried to find out who can send this letter to him but didn't find accept one card in which all the darkness started surrendering in front of one lil ray of sun and nothing's written on it.. atul folded that letter and lay down on bed, still shattered, cried and when he dozed off he didn't know, and in midnight when all the words started coming in front of his eyes as a dream,
he opened his eyes and again took the letter and read it, there's a storm in his heart, finally after 5 days he entered in hospital, composed, calm with a sweet smile… someone asked him "dr. atul aap yahan aaj itne dino baad" to which atul smiled and just patted her arm and said "yess, mere patients aur mere dreams bahein kholle mera intejar kar rahein hai"
and then outside the AIDS ward he closed his eyes and mumbled "sorry papa mai ek sapna pura karne ke chakkar mai baaki sab sapno ko bhul gaya tha, par ab aisa nahi hoga, anjali ko kabhi bhul nahi paunga par uske kaaran baaki responsibilities ko bhi najar andaaj nahi karunga, I love you papa.."
and turned to find armaan standing at his back, as soon as atul looked him, he started reading his file and left from there, atul felt little strange when found lil hidden smile armaan's lips, he thought a bit then joined his duty, he'd safely placed that letter in his locker, whenever he feels lil doubt or confused or loneliness he reads that letter, he always blessed that person whole heartidly thinking "he's surely his well wisher"
he wanted to meet that person but didn't find any clue, so just prays for the person everyday in his heart. He talks to anjali normally which surprises anjali but she didn't say anything, on other side anjali too's sad after their divorce, she misses him badly sometimes yet she composed herself and joined sanjeevani after4-5 days of their divorce, both was lost in their fields,
everyone's surprised with change in atul that's coming in him slowly slowly, his way of treating patients, his talks all were changing slowly slowly and its observed by everyone who's around him…. And someone secretly were happy in heart when noticed the change coming in atul.. and that someone's Armaan, Riddhima who're aware of each and every step of Atul and anjali.. they knew the reason behind their divorce which hardly anyone knows except dr. shashank, anjali and atul..
they didn't want atul to feel alone that time, want to hug him but somehow their past stopped them, so they posted letter on his address and armaan in hospital keep eyes on atul secretly, for anjali they just think " she's just mad for losing a gem like atul for a reason in which atul's innocent… this's atul anjie relation, in between armaan's burdened with more responsibilities to supervise lonavla hospital side by side and head ofneuro section in sanjeevani, now all the decisions are made by him only, side by side all critical cases're handled by him…
They got shocked badly when saw ankit singhania in hospital after their lonavla trip, riddhima'd come to give armaan his lunch, when she bumped into unknown person and when raised her eyes, she's shocked like hell, armaan who's going for rounds, first smiled when saw riddhima, but when saw her shocked expressions, he moved to her and asked what happened and turned only to find ankit standing with wicked smile, he's also shocked…
A: tu… (and before he could complete, one of the trustee came)
Tr: dr. armaan acha hua aap yahi mil gaye, waise aap dr. ankit se lonavla mai mil hi chuke honge par ab aapko k aur news deni hai, aur wo ye ki ab se dr. ankit aapke saath hi kaam karienge, ye bhi bahut ache neuro surgeon hai, I'm sure aap ko acha lagega inke saath kaam karke…. (in between riddhima moved at theback of armaan, totally hidden behind him and holding his arm)
Ak: hello dr. armaan, hello dr. riddhima.. (with a smile and forward his hand, but armaan took riddhima and moved forward without acknowledging him, that day riddhima remained disturbed but armaan assured her that he can do nothing to her, riddhima nodded and visits hospital occasionally, faced ankit too in between always feels digusted when his eyes stopped on her various curves with wicked smile, she always ignores him and he thinks " kab tak mujhe ignore karogi dr. riddhima, aana to mere paas hi hai tumhe aur dr. armaan malik aap bhi dekhiyega kaise teri aankho ke saamne tere pyar ko dur karta hun tujhse.."
AR home…
Aarish remained insecure in first week but then started settling down in his parents love, he started growing too, when aarish's 3 months old, AR for the first time tried to feed aarish with bottle, but making him drink with bottle proved the toughest task for both of them as he's not taking bottle in his mouth, he kept on crying loudly, turning his face opposite from bottle, thrwing his legs in riddhima's lap,
then they first caressed him, then armaan holds his head and legs and riddhima inserted bottle in his mouth but hardly he sucked milk, atlast they gave up and riddhima feeded him… and they decided to feed him with bottle when he's in deep sleep at night, riddhima at night while feeding him trickly replaced bottle, at first he made face but then'd milk though a little,
slowly slowly he started having milk from bottle, now in midnight or when riddhima feels lazy to go in kitchen and make milk for aarish, she gives him her feed.. in the mid of 4th month of aarish, he first time tasted cerelac, he first didn't take it fully but slowly slowly started enjoying it, armaan's surprised when riddhima after 2 days asked him to bring cerelac…
A: abhi 2 days pehle hi to laye the..
R: wo to khatam ho gaya na.. (with lowered eyes)
A: itni jaldi??? Riddhima ardhaan ko itna cerelac mat khilao, kahi uski tabiyat na kharab ho jaye… (and before he could say anything more, she rushed in bathroom, and came after a while) kya hua???
R: kuch nahi, tumhare liye dinner lagati hun..
A: aur tum???
R: nahi mera.. (and she rushed in bathroom again holding her tummy and when she came back)
A: mujhe koi batayega ki hua kya hai???
R: (trying to steel her eyes from him) wo thoda sa dehydration..
A: par tumne to kuch khaya hi nahi to dehydration kaise ho gayi??
R: wo maine thoda sa cerelac..
A: (cutting her) what???????? Cerelac
R: mujhe bachpan se hi bahut acha lagta hai cerelac khaana..
A: aur tumne ye pura dabba 2 dino mai khatam kar diya, hey bhagwan riddhima tum kab.. (and before he could complete, she again rushed to bathroom)
And this incident was added in armaan's jokes dairy, he kept on making fun of her..in return she only pouts..
With the start of 5th month, aarish started getting irritated, he cries a lot, his health too started getting down, everytime he kept on crying, initially AR found lil difficult in handling him, their all pampering and care was going useless, after 2 days they discovered that he's teething, they're really happy,
armaan kept on inserting his finger in his mouth after a little while, he always shouts aaaaaaaaa when he bites on his finger in agitation but feels on the top of the world too, riddhima scolds armaan for disturbing their lil prince but all's useless, after a week aarish started settling down with lots of pampering from his parents…
He started mumbling "aaaaaaa, eeeeeee, ooooooo, uuuuuuuu" daily he creates new ringtone, he started holding toys in his little palms, he even started holding his bottle, AR're really feeling great, enjoying the growth of their lil angel, in mid of 5th month, riddhima tried to make aarish sit on bed, and chuckled loudly when he kept on sitting for 1 minute on his tiny bumbs but very unstable, his body's totally bending forward as if trying to touch his knees , but then fell down on bed….
Riddhima hugged him and told armaan about his new progress, that day they's many photos with aarish sitting in between them, now she usually feeds him after making him sit with support in all directions, he started eatind meshed banana, and meshed potato, lil daal and curd and also started opening his arms if AR asks him with opened arms "aajoooooo, mumma pass, daeda pass",
he started taking turn from his back to on his tummy, riddhima armaan kept on checking him at night as he started sliding down too, if riddhima made him sleep next to her, after 1 hour he reaches at the other end of the bed by dragging himself down, armaan asks riddhima "kahi isse neend mai chalne ki adat to nahi hai na" and one more habbit, riddhima kept on covering him with blanket but he with his legs threw it down, armaan says "ab to mujhe puccka vishwas hai ki hamara beta bada hokar footballer banega", he started smiling chuckling loudly, in short he's growing day by day that's making his parents on 9th cloud….
Today i.e on 14th feb he completed his 6 months, he's half year old now, so armaan riddhima decided to celebrate his angels birthday and their love day too, with the start of 14th feb, both wished each other valetines day with a sweet kiss, then they mumbled "happy birthday in their angels ear" and finally armaan took riddhima in his arms,
first gave her rose, and both kissed each other passionately, when they break apart riddhima found diamond bangles in her hands, she thanked armaan and hides herself in him, showered many kisses on his chest and both remained in each other's arm, kissing each other, and didn't break till their eyes're literally started closing, finally they slept in each other's arm..
In morning, armaan found riddhima missing from bed, he found one rose and card, after reading that he smiled and caressed aarish and took him in his arms carefully so as not to disturb his sleep and came down, placed aarish in his cot and goes in kitchen, and found riddhima packing his lunch… armaan goes near her and hugged her from back tightly, first kissed tightly on her neck leaving a lil mark, then placed his chin on her shoulder..
A: happy valentines day jaan…
R: ( kissing on his cheeks) to you too..
A: riddhimaa..
R: hmm….
A: mera hospital jaane ka mann nahi kar raha, aaj off le lun…
R: nahi armaan, ab tumhari responsibilities bhad gayi hai, tum careless nahi ho sakte ab bilkul bhi..
A: but I want to spend my day with you and ardhaan..
R: I promise aapke ye 11 hours mai aapko with interest waapis karungi, aapko ek baar bhi nahi lagega ki aapne kuch miss kiya.. but hospital to aapko jaana hoga… (armaan made a baby face, riddhima pinched his nose and pushed him outside) jaao jaakar taiyar ho jao… (and she turned but armaan pulled her back..) armaannn..
A: ek shart par mai hospital jaunga..
R: aur wo kya???
A: (moving his arms around her neck, making a necklace) tumhi mujhe taiyar karogi, mere saath bath, then make me dress, then make me eat my breakfast in the most lovable way you can… bolo???
R: isme se kuch minus nahi ho sakta???
A: sorry mujhe minus nahi pata kya hota hai, but add ka ache se jaanta hun..(riddhima placed her hand on his lips)
R: rehne do…. Mujhe tumhari shart manjoor hai..
A: (pulling her more close) oee hoye itni jaldi hai mujhe ghar se bhejne ki, kahi aisa to nahi ki tumhara mujhse mann bhar gaya ho???
R: hmmmmm…. (acted as if thinking, then placing her arms around his neck) abhi to mera mann bilkul khaali hai, 0.1 % bhi usme feeling nahi hui…
A: kyaaaa??????????? 0.1% (with widened eyes) bass itna sa…
R: (nuzzling on his nose) bass itna batana hai ki tum jitna pyar karoge utna mera mann khalli hoga, kyunki usme aur jayda pyar pane ka laalach aa jaata hai, you know I'm very greedy when it comes to love with you, tum mujhe paagalo ki tarah bhi pyar karoge na to bhi mere andar se aawaj aati hai armaan aur pyar karo mujhe aur jayda….
A: kitna jayda???
R: itna ki janamo janam tak meri aatma tumse alag na ho paye, soch hi na paaye ki alag hone ka matlab kya hota hai.. just love me, love me… (she closed her eyes, armaan smiled and sucked her lips till she groaned lil loudly when he bit her lower lip… he showed his dimpled smile to him and she hugged him tightly after hitting him on chest) I love you armaan… (armaan took her in his arms and both moved to their room after taking aarish..)
Both had shower together that's quiet romantic as well as full of love and passion, seriously after bath both didn't feel to get apart but they'd to, somehow riddhima hold her inner wish as she knew armaan'd lots of responsibilities and they've night to share their love, to lost themselves completely in each other, so she tried to regain senses though it's hard for them but they got departed and riddhima buttoned his shirt and jumped when armaan touched her waist as if she touched current..
R: armaan please…
A: (hugging her) soch lo, mujhe bhejna chahti ho???
R: (with unsurity) yesss..
A: par tumhari aankhein tumhare words ka saath kyu nahi de rahi..
R: armaan tumhari shart puri kina maine ab challo jaldi se niche aao taiyar hokar… (armaan atlast gave up, riddhima thought "mann nahi kar raha, par phirmere surprise ka kya hoga, armaan ke saamne mai wo nahi kar paungi aur aaj mujhe wo usse gift karna hi hai kissi bhi haalat mai..")
Finally he left after kissing her again and mumbling "I Love You"
Aauuchhhhhhhhhhhh… riddhima shouted when felt something pointed hitted her finger and looked at her finger, then at aarish who's sitting in front of her, quiet shocked may be because of her scream, and in next second started crying loudly, riddhima forget about her finger and took him in her lap..
R: sholly betuu, mumma aapko darana nahi chahti thi, par aapne mumma ke haath par kaati kaati ki issliye mumma chillayi, dekho mumma ne kaan pakde.. shollyyyyyy… (he sobbed and hides his face in her shoulder, riddhima patted him, when his sobs subsided) challo shaam ke liye preparation karte hai…
They goes in room, first dressed aarish in a capree syit, looking as charming as ever and put black dot of kajal at the back of his ear, then she called armaan to confirm when he'll be coming, he just said in 2 hours and disconnected the call as he's attending someone, riddhima quickly changed herself in red suit and placed one short nighty in bathroom for night, she heard "oee hoye,
u'll look very sexy in this" she looked here and there with excitement and blush, and found that voice's coming from her heart, she's lil disappointed but then came out and stood in front of mirror, while putting lil red bindi on her forehead, she gasped when found someone's hand crawling on her tummy, she deeply mumbled "armaannnn",
and again gasped when felt his lips on her shoulder, but opened her eyes when felt him stop and looked in mirror and found herself alone, she kicked herself mentally and smiled and put sindoor in her maang, again visualized armaan giving her flying kiss, she shaked her head and
looked at their photo that's attached on mirror with armaan hugging her from back and both're having a sweet smile on lips, she caressed that photo and mumbled "aaj subah jaate hue hue black magic karke gaye the kya, tumhare bina har ek pal mujhe bechain kar raha hai, jaldi aa jao na aur mujhe apni baahon mai bharlo, missing you badly jaan…
Suddenly heard "ye black magic nahi love magic hai baby aur iss se tum bach hi nahi sakti, chaho to bhi nahi", riddhima smiled and again shaked her head when realized it's again her imagination, she kisses on photo and started hmming song…
Aisa sama na hota
Kuchh bhi yahan na hota
Mere hamrahi jo tum na hote
Mere hamrahi jo tum na hote
(she took aarish and kissed him lightly, then spread roses on bed and goes on terrace)
Mausam yeh na aata, yoon na chhaati yeh ghata
Aise gungunati, yoon na gaati yeh hawa
Gul shabnam ke moti na piroute
Mere hamrahi jo tum na hote
(first she twirled around with excitement, and blushing, where ever she's looking she found armaan only blinking naughtily at her or giving her flying kiss or was standing with opened arms, she then looked at one place where one statue's there, she slightly touched that statue and smiled, then caressed the statue gently)
This statue's the one which she's giving to armaan as valentines gift, this statue's very special for her firstly because she herself made that statue with clay and plaster of paris, she's making this statue from last month just for armaan..statue of AR.. with riddhima sitting in armaan's lap and both were looking each other with all the love as if saari duniya ka pyar inki aankhon mai sama gaya ho,
statue's very small yet precious, covered with kundans and while stones and she knew armaan'll surely love it, she's already imagining his expressions, and took the statue carefully and came down and placed it on table, then after settling aarish on his chair she moved in kitchen and took out 2 cakes from microwave and started doing icing on it…
she again imagined armaan holding a bunch of red roses for her, she smiled and slightly hit her head and placed cakes in fridge, then goes out, in between armaan left from sanjeevani and straightway goes to flower shop)
Raahein wohi, vaadi wohi badla kuchh nahin
Phir bhi tere milne se hai duniya kyun haseen
Kahin khwabon mein hum gum na hote
Mere hamrahi jo tum na hote
(she starting placing flowers from door to one of the table on which cakes're supposed to be placed after a while and then made the boundary of way with candles, then she made heart on table, still imagining armaan everywhere..
Aisa sama na hota……..
(she placed balloons everywhere in room but stopped suddenly when felt her heart thumped badly, her heart beats raised all of a sudden when heard "riddhimaa… riddhimaa", she turned around but didn't find him, and before she could understand anything, she rushed to wash room and threw some contents out from her tummy, she raised her head and felt a little dizzy, her head too started swinging a bit… she waited if she could threw some more but didn't, she dragged her body outside, was not able to understand what's happening to her…
Have you ever heard about the word bechaini?????restlessness which can take breathes of a person away… something like this started happening to riddhima…
All of a sudden riddhima's foot banged in sofa and she's on the verge of falling but somehow composed herself, she thought may be it's tiredness, she moved in kitchen but was not able to stand a second as each and every smell was making her uneasy, she came out from kitchen, settled on sofa but again got up as felt sitting was creating more problems for her,
she took aarish but placed him in cot back when felt she's shaking badly, as if her hands're lifeless, so she somehow dragged his cot and came out thinkingto have a walk in garden, but all in vain, her restlessness doesn't came to an end infact it's increasing more, she mumbled armaaannn…. Armaaannnn…. Tum kaha ho, please jaldi aa jao na, mujhe bahut ghabrahat ho rahi hai,
her mouths taste turned to sour, she moved in, tried to have water but spilled out in next second, in between aarish started crying may be feeling hungry, she thought to give him her own feed, may be she'll feel better, she somehow settled on sofa and took aarish in her armsand after caressing him, she started feeding him and closed her eyes,
but to her luck that too didn't work, her restlessness increased more, her heart beats came to her mouth when loudly heard "ridddhimmaaa", she looked here and there and from her eyes unknowingly tears started coming out, in between she felt as if aarish's digging his nails in her chest and his teeth too's entering in her skin, and she little concentrated in herself, then found that aarish's not getting a bit from her, her mammary glands all of a sudden as if stopped responding, as if her body doesn't know what lactation is???
and in next second her breathes got locked in her throat, she tried to breathe but as if someone'd pulled her breathing pipes, from her eyes water's flowing in continuation, her grip around aarish started loosening, before aarish could fall down riddhima placed him on sofa and mumbled armaan, but from her throat voice didn't came out…. She searched for her cell and moved to table on which her cell's there,
she quickly dialed armaan's number but before she could do anything, her cell fell down from her week hands and broke down into 2 pieces, she again heard "riddhima" this time much more painful than before, riddhima mumbled armaannn… she dragged her body near pooja room and joined her hands that're shaking badly, from her eyes tears's running down.. she just mumbled "armaan" looking at god…suddenly heard their landline tone..
she tried to run but loosened her balance, then she walked little slowly and again banged on table and heard a loud noise as if something heavy fell on ground but she took receiver and in next minute from her hand receiver fell down and her gaze fell on ground and found the statue which she made broken into 2 pieces…
again words banged in her ears…."ji ye dr. armaan malikka ghar hai, mai glitters flower world ke pass se bol raha hun, ji dr. armaan malik ka bahuttt bada accident ho gaya hai, hum unhe sanjeevani hospital le jaa rahe hai, unki bahut critical state hai, saasein bhi ruk ruk kar aa rahi hai, shayad hi survive kar payein, kissi riddhima ka naam unke hotton par tha, ho sake to unhe jaldi se jaldi hospital bhej dijiye…" and he cut the call…..
riddhima shouted "armaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn" and fell on ground as a lifeless doll….
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Ankita….
Edited by GoDsLoVe - 15 years ago
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