because no...it jus cannot CANNOT get more amazing than this ... it really cannot ( and I m sure I m gonna b proved wrong wit tomo's epi and I m quite glad abt it 😳 ) !!!
I was always always proud of gunjan ... but TODAY, that pride has surpassed every other feeling in me ... sooo much love and pride for my gunjan ... that I dont think I cud hold it in anymore ... my heart swells wit pride for her .. 🤗 and for once, I didnt even have tears in my eyes..not at all ... all I felt was .. love, pride and above all - respect, for the person she IS .. 🤗
yes, I adored the kitched scene of sajan a LOT ... but when I watched the first scene .. I realised that had the first scene been different, then I wudnt hav liked/adored the kitched scene that much ... !
the WAY she was today ... there were millions of ways she cud hav handled this situation...oh yes, its very easy to SAY that "I wil tel all my friends myself coz I dont want them to pity me ... I want to b independent" .. its VERY easy to DECIDE ... but equally difficult to implement things ... and she proved it today that only a few ppl have the capacity to do so ... seeing all her friends look at her tat way she cud hav all of her resolves broken down ... but they didnt...they soo soo DIDNT!
and for once..the shy gunjan was cracking jokes...to get a smile on everybody's face .. "abhi abhi driving seekhi hain.. isiliye agar koi mere raaste mein aaya toh main uda doongi"
when she was alone..ONLY then was the time she felt weak ... only then was the time did she allow tears to fall down from her eyes ... but even then, she resolved herself again ... and here too, all she does is think abt the others ...
even in the kitchen scene .. its soo easy to SAY that I wil do things on my own .. but equally difficult when u try and implement it practically .. and thats when for the first time the fear gripped her "shayad main galat thi..main khud ke liye ek cup chai bhi nahin bana sakti.." and I soo soo ADORED sam here ... jus wanted to go and give him a HUGE 🤗 for BEING THERE for gunjan ... and NOT making her dependent on him ... nobody understand her like him .. I SWEAR 😍😍😍
this is totally the kind of track I has always wanted for them when I heard this paralysis thing for the first time .. and I m soo glad the beginning is this way ... 😍😍😍
BUT ... everything else kept aside, coming back to my main topic .. I hav NEVER EVER been soo proud of gunjan bhushan..the way I hav been today ... she is..jus SOMETHING ELSE 🤗