Hi MJHTians!
I'm Mahi, as some of you might know, many might not. Some of you might've seen my very few posts here. Anyway, I love writing, in fact it's one of my obsessions and passions in life.
I want the SaJan confession soon as I think they've already stretched it enough. Samrat's the outgoing person and even he's not confessing, goes totally against his character.
Anyway, so I was thinking of what a SaJan confession could be like and I had a few ideas. I put them down while talking to Pari (you all know her as IQ or blushpink) and thought of posting it here too.
It's a bit long, as I told you, I love writing and get carried away really easily 😳
Although my Hindi/Urdu is not that bad, I am much better in English so I wrote it only in English, hope that's fine.
Would love to read your comments! 😃
I've posted a MayUr scene before:
MayUr Confession After Confession
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It's a beautiful evening with full, bright moon. Everything seems to be in sheer peace. Birds have gone home and so have the bright, fun loving students of Excel. It doesn't happen often but the Excel campus is quiet... No one living this is to be seen there except.... well except Samrat. What is Samrat donig there all alone? He's doing something with a huge smile on face. He can't hide as if he's thinking about the most special person in his life... but there is also a nervousness on his face as if today's the day of judgement. Day of judgement it is because tonight the fate of Samrat's love will be decided.
Gunjan's home thinking about Samrat. Even though she had decided to forget him and start life afresh it's not easy to forget your first love especially when he's your best friend. Di, you've also gone with Mayank... What should I do now? I don't want to think about Samrat but I can't help it... Whenever I sit alone, he's all I think of.
Gunjan's cell phone rings which snaps her out of her thoughts. She picks it up and sees Samrat's name flashing there. Samrat? Why is he calling me? At this moment? Reluctantly she picks up the phone.
"Chashmish, I need you here, Chashmish," Samrat's desperate voice reaches Gunjan.
"Samrat? What happened? Are you ok?" Gunjan asks worriedly.
"Chashmish, please, quickly come here to Excel, quickly Chashmish, please," Samrat says and hangs up the phone.
What happened to Samrat? He seemed to tensed... Oh God, what happened? Gunjan's way to nervous and she forgets to even tell Dia or Uday. She's desperate to get to Samrat and help him.
Gunjan gets to Excel in a hurry and enters the hallway. Everything's dark.
"Samrat?.... Samrat? Are you there?.. Samrat?" Gunjan calls out. Then suddenly a light flashes her way and she sees that there are rose petals on the floor. Yes red rose petals. The petals seem to be making a way for her as if asking her to follow them. At first Gunjan is confused, then she decides to follow it. First, the rose petals takes her to a classroom. She looks around and suddenly looks at the board. When she moves closer to the board, she sees a note there saying, "I'm sorry for ever hurting you knowingly or unknowingly... I'm sorry for bringing tears in the most beautiful eyes I know.... I'm sorry for not saying..." And dot dot dot... Whoever wanted to say something didn't quite finish, and for some reason Gunjan's heart tells her that it's Samrat. At the end of the note, there's an arrow that tells her to go out the classroom.
Gunjan leaves the classroom and decides to follow the roseway wherever it takes her. Then the rose way leads her to another classroom where she finds another note on the table. "Bhavesh met Gunjan before Samrat did, but this is where Samrat met Gunjan, something changed that very day only I took soo long to realize it." Gunjan can't believe what the note's saying. First she's confused. She wonders if someone's playing a joke on her but then deep in her heart, she knows it's Samrat. It can't be anyone other than Samrat.
Again following the rose petals way, Gunjan enters the Music room. Everything's pretty much the same except it isn't. The note on the board says, "Music has always brought us together, chashmish. Music gave us the most beautiful gift of friendship and music now has give us... everything. Music binds our souls together forever and ever." At this point, Gunjan has slight tears in her eyes. She had decided not to cry for Samrat anymore but she can't help it now.
Entering the library, she sees a of lot of books on the table and and a note on them says, "You taught me the importance of books, the necessity of being honest to myself and others, the meaning of friendship and..... and love." Gunjan's eyes fill with tears this time. She can't believe it. Even though this is the biggest happiness for her, she wants to hear it from Samrat, from his mouth. She's about to leave when she finds a small CD player next to the note that has a huge sign on it, "Press PLAY." Gunjan hits the play button and is surprised to hear Samrat's voice. Samrat's voice is recorded. "Tum se dil ki baatein seekhin tum se hi yeh raahein seekhin tum pe mar ke main toh jee gaya."
Gunjan had always loved Samrat... everything about him, but never before has his voice sounded so sweet... just so so beautiful. She doesn't want to leave. She wants to listen to it again and again but decides to follow the rose way wherever it took her now. This time, it takes her to the basketball court. At first everything's dark and Gunjan can't quite see anything, but when the light follows Gunjan to the middle of the court, she sees written with the same red rose petals "Samrat" and then under it there's a heart of flowers and then "Gunjan."
Gunjan smiles, but she needs to find Samrat. She bends down to touch the rose petals and then calls "Samrat"..... "Samrat".... Then she picks up a few of those petals and smells them. Right at that moment, the light flashes in the corner where Samrat's standing smiling.
"This is my dream, Gunjan... this is my dream." Samrat tells her.
Gunjan stands up to look at Samrat. Samrat walks towards Gunjan then getting near her, he bends on his knees and says, "It's true that before you there have been many girls in my life. It's true that Samrat is every girl's dream. But Samrat only has one dream... and that's you, Chashmish. You taught me what loving someone with heart and soul meant. You have taught me the real meaning of life, of love. Yes Chashmish, I LOVE YOU. And regardless of whether your answer is yes or no, regardless of whether or not you love, I'll always be yours. For me, there will be no one after you. No one."
Gunjan smiles and the tears in her eyes find a way out. Samrat stands up and says, "You were and will always be my best friend, but now you've also become much more than that. You've become my life, my love, my passion, my obsession, my... my everything. Without you my day has no beginning and without you no end. I love you." In the background it plays, "Khuda Jane keh main fida hoon, Khuda jane main mit gaya, Khuda Jane yeh kyun hua hai, keh ban gaye ho tum mere Khuda."
The music fades in the background as Samrat goes closer to Gunjan and wipes her tears and in that moment Gunjan says, "I love you too." With that she hugs Samrat and Samrat hugs back! It's the perfect moment, even though Gunjan has tears in her eyes it's just the perfect and most beautiful moment. And... as they lose themselves in each others' arms, Khuda Jaane continues in the background. "Dil kahe keh aaj toh chupa lo tum panahaon mein, keh dar hai tum ko kho dunga, dil kahe sambhal zara khushi ko na nazar laga, keh dar main toh ro dunga..."