|| Miss You When I'm Dreaming || Prem One Shot

I've been hooked onto Westlife songs, courtesy of Rinki and this is literally one of my most favorite ones but until today I couldn't think of an idea, but this seemed to work! 😃 Hope you all like it! 😳

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He arrived home and threw his briefcase on the bed as he sat down on the chair by the window and just ran his hands through his hair. Not a moment would go by when he wouldn't think of her She was the one person who ruled his every emotion. Sure he tried to be strong now around his family members but only he knew what his heart was going through. He'd see Meher and Preet together and his heart would ache. He used to have that with someone before he went ahead and ruined it.

Today I didn't think of you
Today was alright
I had a lot of things to do
I was moving on with my life

He took off his specs and went into his bathroom to change out of his comforting gloomy black clothes and into his clear crisp white kurta. What a lie it was; making him feel all pure when he knew he was all but that.

He had just wanted some answers from Heer, but just to get them what an act he had done. He was the worst man to ever be on the face of the earth. Yet there was nothing he could do but live in the hope that one day he'd find his reason for living again; the only woman who'd be able to breathe life back into him again.

But now I need some answers, some answers
I'm tired and I'm getting weak
Some answers, some answers

He laid down on his bed face up staring at the ceiling. He had one solace of being here in Canada halfway across the globe from her. When he'd be asleep and deep into his dreams about her—she'd be awake and it was the only way he had to be connected to her. Maybe in some way, she'd enter his dreams and his life at the same time.

I only miss you when I'm dreaming
That's why I don't wanna close my eyes
Tell me why you only hurt me when I'm sleeping
The only time I can't put up a fight
Is when I'm dreaming

He opened his eyes again hating the feeling of sleep not coming to his eyes. He wanted to dream of her again. His angel—she always entered his dreams to give him comfort that she'd be there when he awoke; only he awoke to be disappointed each and every time.

Another hour passes by
It's gonna be a long night ahead
Coz I feel you creeping up inside my mind
Every time I look at my bed

He turned to his left side and wished he could see her sleeping on the right side of the bed again, just the way it should be. He closed his eyes again and saw her smiling at him in that teasing way she always used to just to taunt him. A small smile formed at his lips and his hand reached out to hold her face in his but he only felt the pillow in front of him.

But now I need some answers, some answers
I'm tired and I'm weak
Some answers, some answers

That night at the train station it took all his will power not to follow her. How could she leave him like that—wouldn't she let him explain?

He sighed as he shook his head relieving the moment again. He didn't have any answers for her but he only had one question. Did she trust him?

I only miss you when I'm dreaming
That's why I don't wanna close my eyes
Tell me why you only hurt me when I'm sleeping
The only time I can't put up a fight (dreaming)

He closed his eyes again and felt himself drifting back into a dream.

She was in front of him and he saw her smile and call him to her with her hands.

The only time I can't live without you (dreaming)
I can't let you go
Oh no

He ran towards her, not caring about anything. He needed to reach her before she left again. He stopped in front of her and smiled waiting for her bright smile back but instead he just got some tears falling from her face, causing his heart to ache. He reached out to brush away the tears but his hands couldn't touch her face. He was helpless.

I only miss you when I'm dreaming
That's why I don't wanna close my eyes
Tell me why you only hurt me when I'm sleeping
The only time I can't control my mind, oh
And the only time I can't put up a fight
I miss you when I'm dreaming

He wanted her back. He wanted the feeling of her hands on his chest. He wanted to smell her hair. He wanted to kiss away her tears and tell her it'd be okay. He was hers' just like she was his but again she faded away from him.

His eyes opened wide as he realized it was just another dream....she wasn't with him. She never would be. She was gone. Away from his life—forever.

I miss you when I'm dreaming

Whacha think? 😳 Don't worry, that's it for the day! 😛 I don't think I've EVER written this many in one day! 😆 😳 Comment or hit the 'like' button if you wish! 😃

Meera😳

Originally posted by: ~Rinki~

Mera haiii!
-edited-
like i said, this is absolutely perfect. Song was totally suited this scene...*sigh*
Poor Prem...i really do not have words. Well i do, but im prolly gnna start babbling and repeat them, becuz i think everything was perfectly shown suits this, the emotions....😳
-Rinki

And u knw, u love my influence! They are amazing!! Kian's mine though! *hugs plushie* 😆