Part-116
A: riddhimaaa……(with shock)
R: (turned to armaan) armaan kaha na mujhe thoda time do, tumhe mujh par vishwas hai na, mai kuch bhi aisa nahi karungi jiske liye mujhe ya tumhe pachtana pade, kuch baatein hai aisi jo mujhe sanjana ko clear karni hai… bas tum thoda time de do, please interrupt na karna, please……
(turning to sanjana) bolo sanjana yehi sach hai na… strange ki tumne mere uss din ki baaton ko sirf baatein samajhkar hi taal diya, tumhe kya laga tha sanjana ki mai majak kar rahi hun, ye trust, vishwas, pyar sab majak lag raha tha tumhe??? Just a lecture haina…. Maine kaha tha na uss din bhi ki mai armaan par blindly trust karti hun, you know what is the meaning of blind…. Blind.. blind faith, andha vishwas, isliye nahi kyunki mai uss se pyar karti hun, balki isliye kyunki armaan ne khud mujhe aur mere vishwas ko jeeta hai apne pyar se, apni sachai se…. itni aasani se nahi tut sakta…
sanjana was looking her like dumbs, she kept on listening her, at present her mind as if stopped working, no feelings, no thoughts was crossing her mind as well as heart…
R: mai chahti to ye sab mai tumhe subah bhi keh sakti thi canteen mai kyunki pata nahi kyu mujhe lag hi raha tha ki tum armaan ki hi baat kar rahi ho, kyunki pichle 10 dino mai maine tumhe armaan se jayda kissi ke close nahi dekha tha, isliye mujhe kahi na kahin yakeen tha ki wo armaan hi hai, par phir socha kyun na shaam tak ki wait kar lun….
Uske baad ek aur coincidence ho gaya, jiske baad to doubt ki koi gunjaiysh hi nahi rahi ki tumhare wo armaan hi hai… tumhari pocket se ye papers gir gaye.. (she took out papers from her pocket) mai uss waqt bhi tumhe ye keh sakti thi ki sanjana armaan sirf mujhse pyar karta hai, uske sapne dekhna band kar do, uske dil mai hi nahi uski aatma mai bhi sirf aur sirf riddhima hai..
Jab tumne kaha ki ye armaan ne 3-4 din pehle dustbin mai daalne ke liye kaha tha mai tab keh sakti thi ki armaan kissi bhi haalat mai aisa keh hi nahi sakta, subah tak lag raha tha ki pichle 10 dino mai jo hua wo sab co-incidence tha par inn notes ko tumhare pass dekhne ke baad pata nahi kyu par aisa laga ki sab kuch pre-planned tha…. (riddhima moved towards armaan's locker)
Sanjana pata hai tumne plannings to bahut achi ki, tantrums bhi bahut ache khele, but ek problem hi gayi, pata hai kya????
R: (while opening armaan's locker) tumne theek se enquiry nahi kari ki hamare pyar ki limits kya hai aur hum ek dusre ke liye kya aur kaise karte hai… tumne hamare pyar ki haddein nahi jaan ne ki koshish ki, (she took out many things from his locker and armaan was looking her and hearing her with surprise)
(placing things on bench in which there were some papers, some little things, some cards, some comics, and 2-3 little soft toys) Armaan ke locker mai inn sab cheezo ke alava kuch bhi nahi milega, isliye innka hospital se related saara saaman mere locker mai hota hai, kyunki unhe rakhne ke liye bhi jagah chahiye, par wo saari inn cheezo ne rakhi hui hai .. (pointing to the things, sanjana was looking them with a face as if ye sab kuda kachra) maine kitni baar kaha armaan ko ki inn cheezo ko phenk do, par meri baat hi nahi sunta ye, haina ajeeb… to kya hua jo maine kabhi pyar se ye cheezein armaan ko di thi, phir bhi apne paas hi dump karke rakhi hai…
ye papers aur cards dekh rahi ho… (taking some papers in hand) hamari kabhi agar kissi baat par ladai ho jaati hai to hamari awaj paper ki form mai change ho jaati hai, aur hum saara din aise hi baatein karte hai, mujhe aaj tak samajh nahi aaya ki hamare patch-up hone ke baad armaan inn papers ko phenk kyu nahi deta, isme har ek wo note hoga jo maine armaan ko diya hai, chahe uss note par ek word hi kyu na likha ho….
Ab tum batao armaan kaise inn notes ko dustbin mai phenkne ke liye keh skta hai… (armaan take notes from her hands) itna gussa to usse kabhi aa hi nahi sakta, agar kabhi aa bhi jaye to bhi wo atleast dustbin mai meri koi bhi cheez ko nahi phenk sakta… ya second option ye hai ki armaan ke dil mai mere liye pyar hi khatam ho gaya ho, isliye usne tumhe ye papers dustbin mai gerne ke liye keh diya ho,
par iss options ke chances negative se agar koi kam cheez hoti hai utne hai, kyunki iss janam mai to armaan ke dil se mujhe nikalna thoda mushkil hai, chahe isse mera over-confidence samajh lo, ya ye samajh lo ki mujhe sapne dekhna pasand hai apne aap ko tasalli dene ke liye ya isse sacha pyar samajh lo….
A: (who read all the notes, first was lost then literally surprised) riddhima ye kya hai????? Tumne ye notes mujhe kab bheje, aur mujhe kyu nahi mile????
R: (not so surprised) acha tumhe ye notes nahi mile, nahi armaan tum yaad karo ye maine tumhe uss din bheje the jab tum sanjana ke saath movie dekh kar aaye the aur hamari chotti si fight ho gayi thi…. Uske thodi der baad hi maine tumhe ye notes bheje the.. par tum to bahut gande ho.. (looking at sanjana) tumne reply to kya karna, sanjana ko ye notes de diye dustbin mai phenkne ke liye… itna gussa… kyu chaddha tha tumhe???
A: kyaaaa???? maine usse dustbin mai phenkne ke liye diye, riddhima mujhe ye notes seriously nahi mile, mai to aaj pehli baar hi inhe dekh raha hun…
R: ( looked at sanjana) pata nahi sanjna kya sochkar tumne ye notes armaan tak nahi pahunchne diye, really tumhe itna yakeen tha ki tum ye notes uss tak nahi pahunchne dogi to hum alag ho jayenge, itna kacha relation lag raha tha kya tumhe hamara, we are married sanjana aur shaadi ka rishta itna kamjor nahi hota ki at present tumhe apne partner mai kuch galtiyan najar aayi to tum usse chodkar challe jao, present ki galtiyan najar aa gai aur jo unhone pyar diya hai uska kya, pata nahi tumne kyu nahi socha iske baare mai, 1 saal ka rishta iss chotti si ladai ke kaaran tut jayega, wah kya knowledge hai tumhari rishto ke baare mai…… (then turning to armaan)
R: armaan agar tumhe mere notes nahi mile the to atleast tum to mujhe note bhej sakte the na, hamare relation mai to ego ki jagah hi nahi hai, phir uss din kya ho gaya tha tumhe… pehle ye batao ki tumne jhoot kyu bola ki tum kissi important kaam se bahar ja rahe ho, agar bol dete ki sanjana ke saath movie dekhne aur dinner karne jaana hai to mai tumhe mar deti kya??? Atleast hum to uss din program na rakhte jaane ka….
A: msg, jhoot, important kaam??? Ye sab kya ho raha hai riddhima, kyu itni confusion ho rahi hai, mujhe kuch bhi samajh nahi aa raha???
R: mujhe laga tha ki tumhe hindi samajh mai aati hai, but aaj tumne mera doubt clear kar diya, mai kya pharsi mai baat kar rahi hun jo tumhe samajh nahi aa raha…waise tumse aur bhi bahut si baatein clear karni hai, par uss se pehle mai jara sanjana se baat kar lun..
A: pehle mere se baat karo, baad mai sanjana se hum dono milkar baat karienge, Aur note excuse me mam, maine thodi der baad hi tumhe note bhej diya tha aur tumhe promise bhi kiya tha ki please naaraj mat ho, aage se mai kabhi movies dekhne nahi jaunga kissi ke saath tumhe chodkar.. par tum please naraj mat ho, maine ego ka E bhi nahi dikhaya..
R: aisa karte hai starting se discuss karte hai, aise sach mai confusion ho rahi hai… pehle to tum ye batao ki tum mere saath program banakar sanjana ke saath kyun bhage, I mean agar jaana hi tha to batakar to jaa sakte the na, mai to na taiyar hoti…. Aur message kiya bhi to jhoota message kiya ki koi jaruri kaam hai, kyu????
A: waise to mai ab bhi confuse hun, (riddhima looked him as if she gonna kill him) nahi tumhari baat samajh aa ggai hai, confusion iss baat ki hai ki tumhe maine kab message kiya, sabse pehli baat tum hi to O.T mai lambi surgery karne gayi thi aur mujhe message bhi nahi diya, aur uss din sanjana ka movie bahut jaane ka mann tha par koi uske saath hi nahi ja raha tha, aur tumhe 6 hours lagne the O.T mai to..
R: (cutting him in between) 6 hours?????? (surprised) mai to sirf niki ko thoda uska case samjhane gai thi, kyunki surgery usne karni thi, thoda nervous thi aur usne rquest ki thi ki mai thoda usse samjha dun, jaane se pehle tumhe message bhi bhijwaya tha ki 15 min mai aa rahi hun….
A: mai paagal ho jaunga riddhima, ab to mujhe kuch samajh nahi aa raha, mujhe tumhara koi message nahi mila, aur sisters ko baat karte suna aur sanjana ne bhi kaha ki tumhe abhi 6 ghante lag jayenge to uska dil rakhne ke liye mai movie dekhne challa gaya aur jaate hue sister lovely ko note bhi dekar gaya tha, par tumhe kaunsa message mil gaya??? Aur maine kab tumse jhoot bola tha…
R: par sister lovely ne to mujhe koi note nahi diya, aur tumhara message.. wait may be outbox mai ho… (she looked in her cell) yup ye raha message….(she gave cell to armaan) ab bolo jhoot nahi bola tha…. (in between armaan paged someone)
A: ye message maine nahi kiya… (sister lovely entered in locker room, without greetings..) sister lovely yaad hai aapko 6-7 din pehle maine aapko dr. riddhima ko ek note den eke liye kaha tha, aapne unhe diya kyu nahi…
S.L: (trying to remember, then looked at sanjana) par wo note to ji dr. sanjana ne dr.
riddhima ko de diya tha, wok eh rahi thi ki wo O.T mai ja rahi hai to unhe de dengi…
(armaan riddhima both looked at sanjana, who was looking sister lovely with anger)
R: theek hai sister lovely aap ja sakti hai….
A: sanjana tumne wo note riddhima ko kyu nahi diya…
Sa: may be out of mind…
R: waise sanjana tumne armaan ko bataya kyu nahi ki niki surgery karegi mai to sirf 15 min ke liye gayi hun??? Tum to janti thi na??? strange tumhe laga ki ye baatein kabhi bhi sort out nahi karienge hum…. Isliye har waqt tumhari yehi koshish rehti thi ki armaan aur mai akele na time spend kar lein???? Par kab tak????? Really sanjana game to kheli tumne par bilkul budhu aur nasamjho ki tarah…
mere saath ek dinner chodkar armaan tumhare saath challa gaya to koi problem nahi ho gayi, mujhe problem uske jhoote message jo usne kiya hi nahi tha uss se thi, problem uske mere liye wait na karne se thi par usse to kissi ne bataya hi nahi tha ki mai O.T mai kya karne gayi hun aur uske cell off karne se thi jo bychance tumse hi ho gaya hoga.. hainaa… taaki mai armaan se beech mai koi contact na kar lun…
kahi bhi armaan ki galti nahi thi aur mai faaltu mai uske upper gussa ho rahi thi, sorry armaan… (turning to armaan who was still thinking about the day) armaan ki usme bhi galti nahi thi jab usne mujhe subah 4:30 baje wo rude message bheja tha, may be wo bhi tumse hi bheja gaya hoga galti se, haina….
A: (time to surprise) kaunsa message riddhima???
R: cell tumhare paas hai armaan, outbox se read kar lo aur delete bhi kar dena, bas tumse ek baar baat karna chahti thi uske baare mai isliye rakha tha…
A: (shocked) maine tumhe kab bheja message???
R: jab maine tumhe message bheja ki I'm missing you…wo bhi sent items mai hoga check it….
A: that's it…. Mere cell mai message aa rahe hai mujhe hi nahi pata, mere cell se message ja rahe hai mujhe hi nahi pata…
R: strange armaan…. Aise kaise…. Lagta hai koi nahi chahta tha ki tumhe iss baare mai kuch bhi pata na challe… (looking at sanjana) challo anyways jo hua bhul jao…
A: phir to tumhe mere notes bhi nahi mile honge, 5 notes…(riddhima shaked her head)
R: agar padhe hote to sath hi tumhare pass bhaag kar aati aur gale se lag jaati, coz I's really missing you, 4 din ho gaye the armaan tumse theek se baat nahi hui thi, tumhari
theek se aawaj nahi suni thi, to agar tumhare note mila hota to mai itni pagal nahi hun ki tumse baat karne ka mauka apne gusse mai nikal deti….(riddhima looked at sanjana who was giving look as if she's totally bored)
R: bas sanjana itne mai hi bore ho gayi, abhi to bahut baatein aur sun ni hai tumhe… lectures se bahut problem hai na tumhe to aise kaam hi mat kiya karo jiske liye koi bhi tumhe lectures de… ab tumne itni achi achi games try ki hai hamare relation par to hamara bhi to kuch farz banta haina tumhe return mai dene ka, coz na hume ehsan karne ki adat hai na rakhne ki….
R: movie waala case to solve ho gaya, ab aayi Christmas ki baari, omg uss din to tumhara haath jal gaya tha aur candle bhi jalayi nahi jaa rahi thi, armaan ka help karna, tumhara uske haath par haath rakhna, candle jalana… really bahut hurt hua tha uss din, sach kahun to hurt bhi nahi hua tha it's just I was jealoused… kyunki wo hak sirf mera tha,
Isliye mujhe thoda gussa bhi aa gaya ki kya hai saaara din mere armaan ke saath chipki rehti ho, par not even for a single second I thought that armaan is misleading me, ya uske dil mai tumhare liye kuch hai and all that…. Iss confusion mai na rehna…. Tumne ek baat notice ki sanjana, bhagwan ne tumhari wishes accept nahi ki thi, tumne jo armaan ke saath candle jalai thi wo jab 5 minutes baad armaan mujhe lekar gaya tha bhuj chukki thi, ab bhagwanji ne aisa kyu kiya ye to wo hi jaante hai….
Party par tumhara armaan ke saath itna close and cheap dance karna, aur pretend karna jaise tumhare aur armaan ke beech kuch hai… sanjeevani mai sabne dabbi jubaan mai tum dono ka naam saath jodna shuru kar diya hai, par mujhpar usne bhi apna effect nahi dikhaya, kyunki phir mera yakeen aage aa gaya,
kya karun Armaan ne mujhe diye hi kuch aise moments hai iss 1 saal mai, jo har problem par hawi ho jayengi par mera yakeen meri aakhri saans tak nahi tutne dengi, kabhi dag magane bhi lagungi ya armaan khud mere saath hoga mujhe sambhalne ke liye ya wo moments mujhe aur mere vishwas ko sambhalne ke liye aa jayengi……. Isliye uss din bhi bas meri aankho se 2-4 aansu gire the, jealousy ke aur armaan ke saath time na bita pane ke liye, but phir sab normal ho gaya…..
aaj subah tumhe aur armaan ko ek saath dekha keerti mam ke cabin mai, phir mujhe dukh hua ki armaan mere pass kyu nahi aaya jab free tha to aur tumhe uske itne close dekhkar phir bahut jealosy hui, isliye mai ghar bhag gayi… par jab uthi to jaise kissi ne jaadu kar diya ho…(looked at armaan) hamara room hi magical hai, saari tensions hi dur kar deta hai… aaj finally mai hospital mai aayi thi armaan se sab clear karne ke liye aur tumhe batane ke liye ki jitni marji koshish kar lo par armaan aur mujhe alag nahi kar paogi…
I really trust him, and I mean that kyunki mai iss baat ko ache se jaanti hun ki tum kya aur koi bhi uske jitney marji kareeb challa jaye usse koi farak nahi padega…. Mai aur meri jagah uske andar koi nahi le paayega….
Isliye subah se koshish kar rahi thi tumhe ye baat kehne ki, notes waali jab baat hui to
isliye kuch nah kaha, kyunki mai tumhe full demo dekar I mean uska locker dikhakar explain karna chahti thi, uske baad aayi nayi problem, omg tum armaan ki baahon mai, mujhe to armaan ka khoon hi kar dena chahiye tha… according to you haina….
But but.. when you touched his earlobe, mera maan kiya ki mai tumhe wahin par itna kasske thappad maarun jise kabhi kissi ko na maara ho, but stopped… socha agar maine aisa kuch kiya to surely tum kahogi ki tumhare husband ko to problem ho nahi rahi to tumhe kyu ho rahi hai…isliye I was waiting ki armaan tumhe kab thappad mare coz I know him aur mujhe pata tha ki wo kaise react karega … aur agle hi pal ek jor ki aawaj aayi, come on sanjana saara din armaan ki naajrein sirf mujhe dhundti hai, uski baatein mujhpe shuru hokar mujhpar khatam ho jaati hai, phir bhi tumne kaise soch liya ki wo itna calm rahega tumhari aisi harkat ke baad…….
Aur uss pal se lekar abhi thodi der pehle tak mai pichle dino ko sirf conclude kar rahi thi, aur mujhe realize hua ki jo bhi hua usme armaan ki kahi bhi galti nahi thi, kyunki usse jo dikhaya jaa raha tha wo wohi dekh raha tha, mujhe really armaan par gussa aaya ki wb wo mujhe time kyu nahi deta, par usme uski kya galti, wo time nikalne ki kohish bhi karta to bhi tum usse mujhse baat na karne deti… aur usse realize hota bhi kaise, usse to nahi pata tha ki tum kya kar rahi ho…. Tumne har possible situation create karne ki koshish ki armaan aur mere beech mis-understanding create karne ki par atlast unsuccessful rahi, thanks to armaan's love jisne mere vishwas ko pakki dor bana diya hai.. but really disgusting ki ladki hokar tum aisa kar sakti ho… (riddhima turned when felt her saree pallu was little stretching.. she saw armaan was holding that pallu with watery eyes…. Sitting on bench)
A: (in a very low tone) riddhima maine koshish ki thi uska haatth hatane ki Christmas day waale din, maine usse dance karne ke liye bhi mana kiya tha god promise…. Aur mai aaj subah bhi tumhare pass aana chahta tha par sanjana ne kaha ki aaj aaj ke liye tumhe disturb na karun, phir to tumhare saath…. Sorry riddhima… sorry for everything.. tum sach mai bahut tolerant ban gayi ho… mere kaaran tumhe kitna suffer karna pada… (one tear dropped from his eye as he imagined the past days and trying to feel from which state she'd gone through) I'm really sorry….how much stupid I was….
Riddhima cupped his face and clear the tear, then kissed him on forehead… one tear dropped from he eye too….
R: ye kya armaan, ansun bahane ka to department sirf aur sirf mera hai…. Aur mai tumhe apne department par kabza nahi karne dungi, agar karne ko koshish ki to uss se pehle tumhe boxing karni padegi mujhse…(armaan smiled with watery eyes, and hugged her tightly placing his head on her tummy… riddhima also hugged him and start caressing his hair..) armaan tumhari koi galti nahi thi, jab mai hi nahi samajh payi to tum bhi to meri tarah hi ho tum kaise samajh lete, waise bhi aaj tak aise logo ko kabhi face hi nahi kiya, to kya pata tha ki sanjana aisi niklegi… tum bhi unaware the uske plans se aur mai bhi.. to obviously thodi to problem honi hi thi, but thanks god aaj sab sought out ho gaya, new year se pehle……
Sa: abhi nahi riddhima, itni jaldi kaise sab sought out ho sakta hai… (armaan riddhima turned to her) bahut trust karti ho na armaan par, par tumhare trust ke wo kaabil hai bhi ye to jaan lo pehle…armaan par itna vishwas karna armaan bilkul deserve nahi karta… wo to kissi bhi ladki ke vishwas ke kaabil nahi hai, tumhara wo vishwas ka putla (dummy) to jab se mai iss hospital mai aayi hun tab se tumhe dhoka hi de raha hai…
Tumhe kya usne kabhi bataya ki wo mujhe already jaanta tha, aur mai uski ex-girlfriend reh chukki hun, ek aisi girl friend jisne iske pyar mai apni jaan dene ki koshish ki, ek aisi girl friend jiska iss vishwas ke putle ne aisa burahaal kiya jo hamesha top karne waali se seedha fail ho gayi.... yakeen na aaye to apne putle se hi puch lo, wo to kabhi jhoot nahi bolega…(armaan forgot to even breathe, he was standing as if paralysed, not moving a bit….) tumhara vishwas…… bahut vishwas ki baatein karti ho, bridge, pucci dor, aatma, dil.. pata nahi kya kya…. Are pehle jaan to lo ye cheez kya hai (pointing to armaan) vishwas.. huh..(she smiled) tumhara lecture to sun liya….
Ab jara apne husband ki ex-prem kahani bhi sun lo, I'm sure you'll enjoy…(and she told her everything right from the starting till end)Riddhima was shocked….
And that's it for today…
Next update on Thursday…
Sorry no comment replies, not feeling well.. but liked everyone's comment….hope you all liked todays part, sorry agar koi mistake hui ho, not able to think properly, but still tried my best….
Precap: same as previous…
Ishanki…
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