@ charmsman....i'm sooo sorry for your lost.....i can understand your pain..i cant even stay away from my mother for more than a few days......
its very difficult for you to overcome this lost...but just think that she is in the heaven above....free from the clusters of evil and pollution in this world......there it is pure and beautiful, just as your mum is and she is very happy and at peace there......
did you know that those we love never really leave us??...they are always around ......protecting us, encouraging us or even warning us against bad things....true love never dies and what can be more true or pure love than a mother's love......