Hey all You Twilight Lovers !
First of all i would like to say that I love Twilight and everything about and I've been dying to vent at place where other people can really understand how I feel and why I feel this way.
So of course Twilight is awesome but after i read New Moon i started to get pretty depressed. All of you who know that New Moon was the saddest of all the books really does start to torment you because all these characters that you've come to love so much are in so much agony .... I've cried some heavy tears after New Moon and I'm really hoping that my anxiety and despression will be gone soon.
Personally for me After reading New Moon, Eclipse and Breaking Dawn I fell into this hole of anxiety and I think its because i came to love and understand these characters so deeply that the deep emotional turmoil that Bella, Edward and Jacob go through is really heart ranching and u feel like ur going through the very same pain with them. It really struck a cord of me!...I'm hoping that I'm not the only crazy one out their who's been so deeply affected by these books to a point the this fictional world almost seems to real.
I know that their are alot of people out their who don't like Jacob but I really do love him... I'm actually an equal Fan of Jacob, Edward and Bella. I feel like I really do understand Jake and my heart hurt when he was in pain.... he's a simple, warm, loving guy who fell for this girl he knows he can never have... I'm sure all of u have gone through that feeling at one point or another. His pain is deep because he knows that even though the girl he loves has love for him 2 but its nowhere as strong as the love she feels 4 Edward. Edward is prefect is every single way possible.... and incredibly understand guy but I think that's we all love him soooooo much because their is absolutely nothing wrong with him where as Jacob is more close to being human...
I'm not ready to accept that Breaking Dawn is the last book. I was really disappointed at the end when their were merely only 2 pgs on their happily ever after. I feel like I got jipped ! She spent sooo much time describing all the non essential things that it felt like the closure that I needed as a reader just wasn't there. I felt the end was almost rushed, I would have loved more dialogue between Bella and Edward about their happily ever after so that I could have gotten my closure that i need so desperately. I really hoping that she'll continue the world of twilight with Jacob, Renesme, Bella and Edward and everyone else.
Thank You to all of you who read and respond to my post .... Its just a great feeling to vent at place where you know ur understood .... So Truly Thank You ....
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