The thing is I had written this just like that...
its not the way a correct an apt English poem should be..but still its there😛
It goes like this..
the Armaan: and Riddhima: parts are when they think about each other...
Um I guess that's pretty obvious
Anyway here it is..I wonder if it'll pull at your heart strings...😭
UNANSWERED QUESTIONS…
Armaan : When you laugh, I want to laugh as well .
But I'm so mesmerized by your beautiful laughter, I forget that its rude to stare.
When I see that cute grin of yours, it makes me wanna smile =]
It's that moment when I realize why I adore your grins..
Riddhima: When you come close, I cant figure out what's what,
I lose my cool, I'm not myself and I feel like backing away.
But I'm held in place by your probing eyes, and I think you can hear my erratic heartbeat
Miles and miles away…
When you touch my hand, I reach the zeniths height, maybe even more
Something beautiful goes through me…not described by words.
When you look at me, (giving me that STARE of yours) trying to comprehend what I'm saying, trying to figure out what I mean, it is that moment when I get to know
I've forgotten what I wanted to say
Armaan: When I see your smile starting to fade,
When I see your expression in pain
Why is it that you're the one who is hurt and I'm the one who bleeds?
Knowing that I've got nothing to gain..
Why is it that every time you're near me I'm at peace with myself,
And every time you're far away I'm desperate and restless?
Why is it that after all these eons of time,
Knowing, caring and loving you has got me nowhere
Maybe except more closer to you?
How could it be that when I first saw you I despised you
But when I saw your heart I got LOST?
How can it be that you took my heart and never gave me yours?
How is it that I love you so much, that a person as selfish as me can exchange my happiness for your worries..?
How could it be that I love to listen to your problems when I've got enough of my own?
Riddhima: Why am I not myself around you?
Why would I give anything to get just a look of that smile on your face…
I reminiscence the time when I started to fall for you
When love had no special meaning to me..
When feelings had only started making sense
How is it that I've come so far, without knowing that there's no turning back
How did I believe everything has a happy ending?
How come I never saw both sides of the coin…?
Why is it that after having so many people I could tell my feelings to
I told no one, simply because they wouldn't understand!
Armaan: Why do I sometimes feel your feelings for me have undergone tremendous change?
Even though you haven't said anything
Why did you stretch out that hand of yours as an affirmation
And showed me your heart
And when I reached for it…you jerked your hand back
But left your heart behind?
How did you trust what others said about me…so easily?
So easily, that it scared me…
How could you have doubted me? When you knew I was right.
Why can you so easily manipulate me and yourself remain coherent..?
How is it that sometimes your sleeping soundly an I'm missing you so much
It's an unbearable ACHE.
Armaan: Why did you show me your world when you never wanted to share any of it with me?
Riddhima: Why did you make me laugh, when I was crying…
When you were gonna end up letting me cry anyway?
Armaan: Why did you take my side, when you were eventually gonna leave me stranded alone?
Why did you share my problems and worries, when in the end you wouldn't even bother to share my happiness?
Riddhima: Why did you rock my world when it was dull and lifeless,
Knowing that without you it wouldn't be the same anyway?
WHY?
Armaan: How is it that I can't find any of the reasons to hate you…knowing well that there are many.
Why is it that when I picture you getting hurt like I am, I hope that it never happens to you
Riddhima: Some times without you even saying anything,
I know something is up with you even though you're miles away.
Armaan: How can it be that I stand, watching you drift away
Knowing that I'm gonna be hit badly
Why does your happiness seem more important to me ,
Then my own?
How is it that I'll fake a smile in front of you,
To let you know I'm happy with your decisions?
Unanswered Questions……
Armaan and Riddhima: I've started hating myself, coz I can't hate you
Can't forget you
I gave up on myself, but haven't given up on you
Prayed for you, hours on end, in the hope that you get what you want
Even if it means that I get hurt
Simply because…
I Love YOU.
Anupamaa
