Originally posted by: Aazeen02
Yeah... Sigh! I think I never talked about this trauma publically. Initially I was very ashamed of myself and then over time deniability by people around me came into course that things didn't happen this way and that... Simply Gaslighting my thoughts.
So I basically didn't talk about it.
Ab na toh sharm aati hai aur na mujhe koi misconception hai.
Anyway I am not bitter either. It's just that I am no longer excited about my birthdays now. Though my father made sure that he celebrated the next 21 birthdays with greater fervor, more than he did for his elder daughter. Probably to make up for that one birthday when nobody wished.
Sigh! I get happy to humour his efforts and he gets happy too. But I don't expect it the next year again.
He does every year and every year I humour him.
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