Originally posted by: The_Best
Wonder why he’s back since he said he doesn’t care about Viranis, but I guess he’s back he loves his parents. Now I hope he finds out Ran’s reality and apologizes to his mother. Yes, TuHir were neglectful parents but he wasn’t right too. I hope this time he gets to stay for long. I would like a parallel track of him with whoever his next wife is
He’s angry and feels ignored, he was lashing out and wanted his parents to feel guilty.
But no matter how many grievances you have with family especially if it’s your parents, if you find out they’re probably going to die, it’s still a shock to your system. You want to be there, not necessarily because you’re going to be helpful but because you need to be there. You never know if it’s the last time you get to see them or not. You hope it’s not but you don’t want to miss the opportunity if it’s the case and you knew that you could be there. Closure is an illusion we chase but the guilt that you’re bound to feel, the weight that’s bound to crush your soul and heart is not something you can escape from though. You can run away from every single person you ever knew and every single place that ever mattered to you, but where on earth would you go to run away from yourself? Gautam is here because no matter what he feels like now, even he knows that deep down there’s love there, it’s why he’s angry and lashing out at his parents too. He loves them and he knows as he’s a parent himself that his parents love him too. He’s taking out his anger and frustrations on the only two people who will love him regardless and he knows it. He knows he’s a grown man who expects his parents to fix his life but it’s not possible but he’s so sad and overwhelmed that he’s looking for a vent. He’s simply too proud and reluctant to be vulnerable and ask for the help he needs. His anger was precisely that - a cry for help. It simply wasn’t masked as one. It’s him reaching out to his parents to ask - do you care, do you even remember me? If so, why aren’t you with me when I’m suffering? My silence didn’t raise your alarm bells as parents, maybe my temper tantrum will.
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