There is a saying in Malayalam pathramarinju bhiksha edanam) ( Meaning: Understand the vessel before you give alms. Indirect meaning, u have to test the vessel before donating)
The gist of meeting between K and Ru in her room was this. See today Ru takes ar ka white shirt inhaling it. It was symbolic and figurative. Ru's armaan ya desire was always black as ar was in black shirt when he married ab.Ru was advised not to chase armaan, she chased. She chased her darkest desires, she didn't get them, got up, course corrected and tried to move on.
But now her armaan ya desire is white. She wants to complete her sister's family, give her happiness that every woman deserves. Now what is the problem with that.
Why are the reflections of the past coming to her. She is doing good only. So she comes to confront K who has bashed ab and v with her traditional views.
But with ru what K speaks is the ugly truth of her decision. We need to understand K was in the saree that depicts colors of spring and Ru in grey with white dupatta with the color of winter.
K has lived a life where she has tested people before granting them their desires. The way Shakti has to behave. She has to know whether the vibrant colors and power to give will remain with her, if she satisfies a certain desire.
But giving child to ab means it's winter in ru's life, she cannot give anything else to anyone. She will be owned by ab as pookie's maid while she went about doing nautanki and talking about feminism.
Ru forced to go for babymoon leaving behind Daksh is the beginning. Ab wants to feel mother. Is keeping a pillow in your stomach and dancing away the method to it. Or taking time out and speaking to the baby in ru's womb. Telling the baby she is the mom. Singing for baby, telling stories to baby.
Not enjoying mindlessly while another woman is bearing the pain of carrying the baby.
Once pookie is out what will this ab do, she is partner in P firm, who will look after baby. Ru. Kyunki Ru ka koi kaam nahi. Pati nahi. Abhimaan is her only support system. So while she baby sit, changing diapers, feeding ab will do bhasan on how Maa should be.
Colors will be taken from the power of love and so be her ability to love and give including her own self respect.
That's the mess ru has landed herself in with surrogacy for a woman like ab who cares for none, just shows she cares. And only use them to further her desires.
Now ru is send on a spin by K, power of love is asked to rethink about her decision of giving power to ab.
If given winter awaits not just her, but for her child too. And K told ab one thing the baby's heartbeat has been in sync with ru's heartbeat.
But ru ka heartbeat doesn't just belong to her, it belong to someone else too.
Manyu once told to Neil “ agar mera bacha dil, tho tumhara bacha dhadkan”. So Abhir is dil, ru is dhadkan beating as one, sibling, friends, twinflames. Kids who played Radhakrishna in childhood. And rubhir represents the purest bond of love in entire s4. The bond broken by ak and now with ab in between. Heart and heartbeat communication interrupted. Language of love not finding the route to come out and maybe the eyes of entire universe is on one person who can give power back to love. But the person is masked and we don't know what that person will do to cut the chords with which ak has given power to adharma and abhimaan.
Ru can't break the vyuha she is in alone, because reflections will chase her.
Abhir's eyes are closed and he is unable to read the reflection Kiara is creating.
So abhimaan ya prem. Spring of love ya winter of love. Track is open.
The game is with reflections and the game will continue with reflections till the masked person hits the fish eye.
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