Originally posted by: ambika02
I can't stop thinking about akshara's extreme step and wrote this letter which is from her baby...
*The baby's letter for Akshara*
(English translation added below)
'Mujhe jeena hai, Maa'
Meri Pyaari Maa,
Aap ko pata hai main jab se aap ki tummy mein ayi hoon na tabse bohot khush hoon. Jaanti ho kyun? Kyunki main aap se bohot pyar karti hoon. Papa se bhi zyada. Maine abhi tak aap ko dekha toh nahi hai, par aap ki aawaz suni hai, aap ka sparsh mehsoos kiya hai. Aap jab kabhi kabhi mujhe upar se thapthapati hai, main ho jaati hoon. Aur mujhe pata hai aap bhi mujh se milne ke liye betaab hai, hai na?
Toh aap yaha kyun ayi hain? Yaha kitna andhera lag raha hai, mujhe dar lag raha hai. Maine suna jab uss aunty ne aap se pucha ki kya aap mujhe m...maar ne ke liye taiyar hai. Aap ne kuch kaha nahi, par aap mana karengi, hai na maa? Aap mujhe ma..maarengi toh na...nahi na?
Kyun ki main jeena chahti hoon. Iss duniya me aana chahti hoon. Aap ke sath, Abhir bhaiyya ke sath khelna chahti hoon. Woh mujhse naraz hai na? Par main un se bohot pyar karti hoon. Aap un se kahiye na, main unhe bilkul pareshan nahi karungi. Main kisi ko pareshan nahi karungi. Aap ko bhi nahi. Main jaanti hoon aap ko aaj kal doodh dekh kar ulti ati hai na? Main kyun karu, mujhe uski taste pasand nahi ayi. Par main ab woh bhi pi lungi. Pakka. Main abhi bohot choti hoon na, Maa, par main dheere dheere adjust ho jaungi. Jaisa aap ne Papa se kaha tha, main sab ko pyari banungi, sabse pyari banungi.
Mujhe bohot darr lag raha hai, Maa. Aap abhi tak waha se ja kyun nahi rahe ho? Please mujhe mat maaro. Mujhe jeeno do, maa. Main jeena chahti hoon. Please?
-aap ki sab se pyari beti
*Translation:*
My dear Maa,
Do you know ever since I came to your tummy, how happy I am? You know why? Because I love you a lot. More than Papa. I havent seen you yet but I have heard you, I have felt your soothing touch. When you pat over me sometimes, I dance with joy here. And I know you are also eager to meet me, right?
Then why are you here? In this gloomy place? I am scared. I heard when that aunty asked you if you were ready to k...kill me. You didn't say anything. But you will deny, right maa? You won't k...kill m...me, right?
Because I want to live. I want to come to this world. I want to play with you, and abhir bhaiyya. I know he is upset with me. But I love him and I will never bother him. Why are you not telling him? I will not trouble anyone. Not even you. I know you can't stand milk these days. Actually, I didn't like its taste. But I will not make you throw up now. I promise. I am just very small, Maa, so I am still adjusting to things here. As you promised Papa, I will be most loving, I will be loved by everyone.
I am very sacred maa. Why are you still in this hospital? Please, don't kill me. I want to live, Maa. Please?
-Your dearest daughter
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