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Originally posted by: Pujakrishna

Let me take a breath.

Where do i start from, like i want to say so much but my heart also feels numb, all at the same time.

Ahhhhhh. It felt like khushi peeked in my heart and asked arnav all the questions that i wanted to or may be vice-versa, i am the one who has peeked in her soul.

So many of her questions and turmoil made me put the phone away and think damnn i thought the exact same, so many of them reminded me of my many comments that i wrote from her perspective, i remember commenting after chapter-3 that not just arnav but so many of her relations have failed her including aman whom she considered her brother and now after so many chapters she is saying the exact same thing.

She is still holding onto the hope and asking did you not know it was not me? Why didn't you stop then? what if it would have been someone else in place of shyam? She still wants to hold onto her arnav. This woman!

I visualized Hassan here saying amir, for you, a thousand times over.

The part where she says if he had ever loved her than it wouldn't have been so easy for him to dessert her so easily, is the exact question i wanted to ask you arpita after arnav's DML when you gave us the 2 question only thing.

In arnav's dml when they have the conversation before her going to lucknow and him to panchgani, he understands that he has behaved vile with her, he understands that she must be crying her eyes out now but he still choose not to go and console her, this part made me feel, may be atleast for that period of time he really fall out of love with her and it was not just what he made himself belief.

Now coming to the ONS, i am confused here arpita, in his conversation with akash he says just for one moment when la came onto him he understood it was not khushi, but here he says he understood it was not khushi not just for once but even when she was under him, this makes it a proper cheating then. That his body was not listening to his mind. So unless lunatic has not given him viagra or something of that sort, it turns itself to a proper cheating. Yes i know she forced herself on him and i am the one who have gone to lengths in saying it rape and talking about man's biology and all, but the admission that he did to himself in this chapter compelling me to think otherwise. It was not just while kissing but also in bed he understood it was not khushi beneath him and still continued till the very last.

In arnav's dml you feel so so bad for him but when it comes to khushi i am lost. In arnav's situation atleast he got to make the choices, all this miseries were his own choices but for khushi she just have to bear the repercussions of the choices she never made.

There were certain paragraphs where i had to put the phone down, stare at nothing and then re-read the whole thing again. At some part you were just brilliant arpita. --- “Do you know what heartbreak does Arnav? At first it leaves you blind with pain. You’re just stumbling across in darkness and then one random day, all the light comes back, and you start seeing things you should have seen all along. Things that you happily ignored all this while because you were blinded by love and trust.” ---These lines arpita, take a bow!

About DV if he is going to be the new love interest of khushi, i don't know how i feel about it. This khushi has loved this arnav just too much to not end up with him.

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https://youtu.be/BT6yhS8SkXY

Them sitting on two ends of the bed.

The whole photo part, where khushi sends her Devi Maiyaa the prayer to look after her world.

Awww puja. Thanks a lot. I knew the chapter was going to be hard on you all ❤️ ❤️

Thanks for pointing out the obvious thing which i missed. I think a lot of readers may have thought what you thought, maybe i would be clearer in future.

When he talks to akash, he is specially talking about the time when she kissed him. He is telling Akash that he maybe should have said no one more time. That at the beginning of it all, maybe he could have gone away. He already told Akash he slept with lavanya and Akash isnt questioning that. That was the only point of that conversation that he was fleetingly aware at the start. It did not make sense to add the whole thing there because he was just talking to Akash about the window of saying no and not actually thinking about the whole act. After that he admits he lost control.

But when Khushi asks him the question, she is actually asking about the act. Here also he didn't say everything but in his mind, he goes through his extremely blurry memories. Even to do the act, he needs to have some kind of recollection right? Even if it was very fleeting. There's a reason he is very harsh on himself after Lavanya episode.

And yes you're right here too! as i highlighted in bold, he did truly think he had fallen out of love with Khushi. He wasn't acting on a hunch. He pondered for months before arriving at the conclusion.

Although in the FF you guys are free to choose your POV and i will not interfere in that at all. But my personal belief will stay the same. Even if he fleetingly knew under alcohol's influence, its forced and the consent is acquired through fraud.

EDIT - He also only has 'FLEETING' recolection of the woman being someone else and its his belief that he should have been able to stop. He isnt really considering how utterly wasted he was.

Originally posted by: tashi26

Will Arnav meet with an accident not die?

And then Khushi will find out his letter in his wallet and about his will too.

Random thoughts are not leaving me,

Originally posted by: tashi26

Like Khushi, I also don’t want to lose hope. Arpita wanted us to be confused and for a moment it does get really confusing.

I have decided to read about all the dml chapters before actually coming to any conclusion. We don’t know what lunatic actually did yet, it’s all from Arnav’s POV.

But one thing you said I totally agree with is, Arnav’s mistakes were his mistakes but what was Khushi’s fault? Why did she have to suffer so much?

Originally posted by: Pujakrishna

Going from here ashvi i am trusting you with all the predictions for this story.

Arnav's drug state, this update not being lunatic's dml, new entry.. so many correct asumptions woman.

Just yesterday you told me, about a new entry.

What if he is like srk from dear zindegi, a therapist kinda.

Originally posted by: Ashviniv

this is heartbreaking Puja...i agree with everything. I understand arnav's misery but atleast we know he brought that on himself..Khushi didnt deserve this period.

@bold and italic - we are assuming VD might be romatic interest, it might not. he might just be a friend or a guide to help her out. though even i am despairing that he might as well be based on that 'you will get your happiness' comment :(

I dont agree to the Bold Red part though

I still wont believe he cheated till we know Lunatics DML. These are arnav's memories..they were hazy to say the least. he doesnt remember saying multiple Nos or asking her to call driver, he doesnt remember he was contemplating the jump just before. He doesnt even remember if he actually mixed drinks or not. His answers always have this uncertainty that he might have drunk too fast and mixed his drinks. he doesnt remember that with certainty. He is bound to think he went all the way isnt it? thats why he believed lavanya could be pregnant. we have doubt because of the boxers but he never had any doubt. Not because he remembers but because he thinkls he did.

as tashi said, i will wait for Lunatic's chapter to get my heart broken completely 💔

Key points. His guilt is doubled up because he doesnt remember with how much conviction did he actually say no or his actual state prior to that. Things have jumbled up in his mind, he has to press really hard for the memories.

Originally posted by: priya_21

Its so painful to read

Heartbroken

No words 💔 😢 describe the state of heart and mind

After reading 📚 the part

Amazing written 👏 👌

Poor Khushi

Why he not try to speak with her

Why he make assumption

Why Khushi not stop him angrily and

Make him speak

Now who is VD

Originally posted by: VeiledWords

Awww puja. Thanks a lot. I knew the chapter was going to be hard on you all ❤️ ❤️

Thanks for pointing out the obvious thing which i missed. I think a lot of readers may have thought what you thought, maybe i would be clearer in future.

When he talks to akash, he is specially talking about the time when she kissed him. He is telling Akash that he maybe should have said no one more time. That at the beginning of it all, maybe he could have gone away. He already told Akash he slept with lavanya and Akash isnt questioning that. That was the only point of that conversation that he was fleetingly aware at the start. It did not make sense to add the whole thing there because he was just talking to Akash about the window of saying no and not actually thinking about the whole act. After that he admits he lost control.

But when Khushi asks him the question, she is actually asking about the act. Here also he didn't say everything but in his mind, he goes through his extremely blurry memories. Even to do the act, he needs to have some kind of recollection right? Even if it was very fleeting. There's a reason he is very harsh on himself after Lavanya episode.

And yes you're right here too! as i highlighted in bold, he did truly think he had fallen out of love with Khushi. He wasn't acting on a hunch. He pondered for months before arriving at the conclusion.

Although in the FF you guys are free to choose your POV and i will not interfere in that at all. But my personal belief will stay the same. Even if he fleetingly knew under alcohol's influence, its forced and the consent is acquired through fraud.

EDIT - He also only has 'FLEETING' recolection of the woman being someone else and its his belief that he should have been able to stop. He isnt really considering how utterly wasted he was.

exactly my point. he fleetingly remembers the act. ofcourse he has to..otherwise he wont fall for pregnancy trap right?

its his POV and he thinks he cheated....in his mind he didnt stop and he should have... whether he could have or whether he tried and was overpowered because he was not in his senses is separate thing and we will only know when we have lunatic's DML

plus my gutter mind has come up with another possibility that just because he was on top of her doesnt mean they actually reached final Base. he might have indulged somewhat and then passed out which he ofcourse doesnt recollect🤣

Originally posted by: VeiledWords

Awww puja. Thanks a lot. I knew the chapter was going to be hard on you all ❤️ ❤️

Thanks for pointing out the obvious thing which i missed. I think a lot of readers may have thought what you thought, maybe i would be clearer in future.

When he talks to akash, he is specially talking about the time when she kissed him. He is telling Akash that he maybe should have said no one more time. That at the beginning of it all, maybe he could have gone away. He already told Akash he slept with lavanya and Akash isnt questioning that. That was the only point of that conversation that he was fleetingly aware at the start. It did not make sense to add the whole thing there because he was just talking to Akash about the window of saying no and not actually thinking about the whole act. After that he admits he lost control.

But when Khushi asks him the question, she is actually asking about the act. Here also he didn't say everything but in his mind, he goes through his extremely blurry memories. Even to do the act, he needs to have some kind of recollection right? Even if it was very fleeting. There's a reason he is very harsh on himself after Lavanya episode.

And yes you're right here too! as i highlighted in bold, he did truly think he had fallen out of love with Khushi. He wasn't acting on a hunch. He pondered for months before arriving at the conclusion.

Although in the FF you guys are free to choose your POV and i will not interfere in that at all. But my personal belief will stay the same. Even if he fleetingly knew under alcohol's influence, its forced and the consent is acquired through fraud.

EDIT - He also only has 'FLEETING' recolection of the woman being someone else and its his belief that he should have been able to stop. He isnt really considering how utterly wasted he was.

So arpita you are confirming the whole thing indeed happened? And indeed was a drunken mistake by arnav even after he understood it was not khushi?

(Damn i am worse than khushi man, i am still asking and holding hopes)

The highlighted part i agree too arpita, the consent was acquired through fraud, but for now what's bugging me is he understood not once but more than that, that it was not khushi but carried on. Changes the whole narrative for me.

Originally posted by: Ashviniv

exactly my point. he fleetingly remembers the act. ofcourse he has to..otherwise he wont fall for pregnancy trap right?

its his POV and he thinks he cheated....in his mind he didnt stop and he should have... whether he could have or whether he tried and was overpowered because he was not in his senses is separate thing and we will only know when we have lunatic's DML

plus my gutter mind has come up with another possibility that just because he was on top of her doesnt mean they actually reached final Base. he might have indulged somewhat and then passed out which he ofcourse doesnt recollect🤣

As i said, we are worse than khushi.

Originally posted by: Pujakrishna

Tashi, i have a question-

Here arnav clearly says that she was beneath him, that means he was doing the deed and was also an active participant along with her. Does that make it a ra*e?

I mean in case of woman, the man does the deed forcefully so it is more clear, that yes it is a ra*e. But here?

I am just trying to understand.

And i also believe he was drugged and that is why i said in my comment if lunatic put him through viagra or something of that sort than the story changes and his body not listening to his mind situation is acceptable because obviously. But if not, then it turns out to be cheating by definition i guess.

In his dml, be it in the party itself or be it him narrating it to akash what i got was, he understood it was not khushi initially, like just during the kiss and then he wasn't in a position to understand who and what. But now when he says he understood it wasn't khushi even afterwards, it changes the narrative completely.

One thing we should not forget is Arnav’s thoughts are hazy, he was very very drunk ( even if we say he was not dr*gged), he is thinking hard to get his memories back.

I am not saying this is the case here but our mind sometimes to connect dots can make us more confused and give us a distorted view. Arnav here is very stressed too, so sometimes mind plays tricks and come up with things which actually are not the full truth.

He is not able to find Lunatics role till now so all these conclusions he has reached can not be the full truth.

I don’t think viagra can actually make you h*rny. But let’s see.

He acted out of character yes, but what made him do that. There is much more to Arnav’s musings alone before we jump to any conclusion.

After all two people were involved and the other one was definitely sober unlike what she showed.