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Originally posted by: Learrntowrite

well we don’t know that yet. Her bua ji said they went through a lot. Khushi had an accident. They were surviving on mere pennies and still making a beautiful life. Plus whatever happened with Anjali.

on top of that Khushi had been trying to maintain things for the last year and a half. Arnav can’t really say that she didn’t try and that has been his main realisation in this chapter. She had fought quite a bit. Arnav in his own way has done that too, but whatever scars he has are too deep. And he needs to know it’s hurting his loved ones

Yes I know, Arnav does bear the majority of the failure but khushi also has insecurities deep down that she doesn’t realise. The very reasons she thinks herself as a gawar and a responsibility dumped on him. The communication lines were cut somewhere in their relationship and they started fighting alone!!! They had enough love for each other to do so but the question is whether they have enough left in their hurt and broken hearts to fight for the relationship!!!

Originally posted by: dair10arshi

Agreed! We are in for a roller-coaster ride since the day we committed to this FF. I have become so engrossed in this, drawing up scenarios and then counter scenarios knowing that everything I think is going for a toss.

Although I don't particular have any positive outlook towards Arnav and Khushi's future as a couple, I want someone, Aman and Arnav to become the powerful duo that buries and buries the MaLa duo in the pits of hell. I would probably write a string of curses if there does end up more to that night in Panchgani.

I want Payal to know this. But then again, Payal and Akash will be torn between their decades-old friendship and fondness. I need Khushi and a third person, Rhea seems nice to be Khushi's executioner.

Please don't hate me for saying this but I want a subtler revenge like the Kdrama "The Glory" where Song hye kyo rose from the ashes and had Lee do hyun and that lady help her. VD and Rhea can be Khushi's solace and executioners.

Panchgani incident is not that simple and if it was planned for months we don’t even know what all this lunatic duo has done.

Even her insecurities of being Gawaar can be from them starting rumours.

Right now Khushi needs to be independent and come out of her insecurities.

Originally posted by: Ashviniv

did he send the pictures :P

but thats the only part of this chapter arpita i felt disjointed. may be u could have put that in the end. but somehow my link was broken there. I know he has significance in the story but still in all emotions going through my head, it was kind of a break

He might be the friend Khushi needs at the moment, every relation does not have to turn romantic.

Isha, I am not able to concentrate on anything and I have always felt you should never push writer for updates. Arpita anyways tries to be regular despite her work commitments and compromises her sleep too.

But today, I am not able to take it, I just want next update soon and this time about that lunatic. So, that before Arnav Khushi I can get some closure.🙁

I am seeing you on the forum and I guess you are also very disturbed after this particular update.

Originally posted by: tashi26

Isha, I am not able to concentrate on anything and I have always felt you should never push writer for updates. Arpita anyways tries to be regular despite her work commitments and compromises her sleep too.

But today, I am not able to take it, I just want next update soon and this time about that lunatic. So, that before Arnav Khushi I can get some closure.🙁

I am seeing you on the forum and I guess you are also very disturbed after this particular update.

I cried myself to sleep last night and I woke up with a heavy heart. I went back to older chapters. I needed to see their happy memories. I am so glad I had an off today because I’m sure I would have cried in my office.

Let me take a breath.

Where do i start from, like i want to say so much but my heart also feels numb, all at the same time.

Ahhhhhh. It felt like khushi peeked in my heart and asked arnav all the questions that i wanted to or may be vice-versa, i am the one who has peeked in her soul.

So many of her questions and turmoil made me put the phone away and think damnn i thought the exact same, so many of them reminded me of my many comments that i wrote from her perspective, i remember commenting after chapter-3 that not just arnav but so many of her relations have failed her including aman whom she considered her brother and now after so many chapters she is saying the exact same thing.

She is still holding onto the hope and asking did you not know it was not me? Why didn't you stop then? what if it would have been someone else in place of shyam? She still wants to hold onto her arnav. This woman!

I visualized Hassan here saying amir, for you, a thousand times over.

The part where she says if he had ever loved her than it wouldn't have been so easy for him to dessert her so easily, is the exact question i wanted to ask you arpita after arnav's DML when you gave us the 2 question only thing.

In arnav's dml when they have the conversation before her going to lucknow and him to panchgani, he understands that he has behaved vile with her, he understands that she must be crying her eyes out now but he still choose not to go and console her, this part made me feel, may be atleast for that period of time he really fall out of love with her and it was not just what he made himself belief.

Now coming to the ONS, i am confused here arpita, in his conversation with akash he says just for one moment when la came onto him he understood it was not khushi, but here he says he understood it was not khushi not just for once but even when she was under him, this makes it a proper cheating then. That his body was not listening to his mind. So unless lunatic has not given him viagra or something of that sort, it turns itself to a proper cheating. Yes i know she forced herself on him and i am the one who have gone to lengths in saying it rape and talking about man's biology and all, but the admission that he did to himself in this chapter compelling me to think otherwise. It was not just while kissing but also in bed he understood it was not khushi beneath him and still continued till the very last.

In arnav's dml you feel so so bad for him but when it comes to khushi i am lost. In arnav's situation atleast he got to make the choices, all this miseries were his own choices but for khushi she just have to bear the repercussions of the choices she never made.

There were certain paragraphs where i had to put the phone down, stare at nothing and then re-read the whole thing again. At some part you were just brilliant arpita. --- “Do you know what heartbreak does Arnav? At first it leaves you blind with pain. You’re just stumbling across in darkness and then one random day, all the light comes back, and you start seeing things you should have seen all along. Things that you happily ignored all this while because you were blinded by love and trust.” ---These lines arpita, take a bow!

About DV if he is going to be the new love interest of khushi, i don't know how i feel about it. This khushi has loved this arnav just too much to not end up with him.

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https://youtu.be/BT6yhS8SkXY

Them sitting on two ends of the bed.

The whole photo part, where khushi sends her Devi Maiyaa the prayer to look after her world.

Originally posted by: Learrntowrite

Also, where is puja. I was waiting for her comment 😭

Guys i am fine❤

This time it took me just too long to wrap everything around.

You people make me all the more emotional. Thank you for the concern tashi, ashvi, isha.❤❤

I woke up at 4 in middle of my sleep, checked and saw arpita updated... contemplated on keeping the phone back and go to sleep but as always couldnot. So started reading, had to stop in middle to wake up and do all the morning chores and then again sat down to read from the start.

Now i need to catch up with all the comments but i feel so tired mentally.

Will Arnav meet with an accident not die?

And then Khushi will find out his letter in his wallet and about his will too.

Random thoughts are not leaving me,

Originally posted by: tashi26

Arpita, now I have two conflicting responses to the above chapter.

One, Arnav was just drunk, like he believed, tried to refuse to lunatics advances then succumbed and had S*x with her, like he says he went all the way, even knew it was not Khushi under him. In that case it is infidelity.

He is sorry, wants her back, loves her but that will not take away that he cheated.

Now, the second point is which I still strongly feel happened, I don’t believe he was just drunk, I believe he was dr*gged, he has some hazy memories which is not letting him believe he was tricked plus their investigation so far has not been fruitful and though he says it but I believe he actually did not go all the way. Because even if he did it was rape. That’s why still believe boxers helped.

Now, Khushi has told him about the photographs and he has strong doubts, hopefully he will be able to dig the entire truth out of the lunatics mouth.

Khushi in her hurt has given him a reality check, whatever he did to her over the years, he needed to know that and that too from Khushi herself. I am really happy this time she did not mince her words for his sake. She even told him about her being callled gawaar or infertile. Arnav may be the righteous man but he needed to know that in doing that he had taken Khushi for granted where she should always have been at the top of his priority list.

God she is also hurt by Aman, it’s like every relationship she loved, she is hurt by them all. From our to everything became your for her.

My god! When she said what did you ask after you knew about she knowing about divorce, I wanted to slap Arnav ( here I know he was also going through a lot at that time but it does not take away her pain).

I cried a lot for Khushi and she may forgive him for lunatic once she knows the entire truth but it does not take away that she was wronged and it was Arnav who did it.

This feeling that Arnav might have had a child with someone else and he in his righteousness was being there for her even if she comes to know about all the lies Lunatic has woven, how will it go away.

This Arnav couldn’t even tell her that he was trying to protect her from Lunatics PR team, save her and his family by taking care of the financials but instead tells her he was there because he felt responsible for lunatic.

If he was there with lunatic because of sense of responsibility then what forgiveness is he even seeking. He thinks if he says I was only protecting you with no valid explanation she will believe him.I am very confused now.

Arnav now has to realise Khushi is way past that stage where she would understand his unspoken words, he needs to talk and be articulate at least for once.

Khushi should be made to feel that she is important and if his guilt can not let him do that then she is better off without him.

When you read about Arnav’s POV you want to forgive him and when about Khushi you can’t. Arnav has a long path to redemption but till lunatic chapter is solved the last one year mistakes redemption can not even start.

Now who is this VD? I am sure he is going to be potential love interest of Khushi who will help Khushi realise whether she can fall again in love or not. Like they did not already have a lunatic and Shyam in their life now this VD also had to come.

If after so much hurt and pain Khushi still can be moved by Arnav’s tears then I don’t think she can love another. But may be this person can help her gain her confidence back.

( it reminded me of Sridevi of English vinglish and that French chef case🙈)

Also, I hope when this VD comes and Arnav in his self pity mode let’s her go, then this time khushi will go, she will not stay even if it’s not VD that she is moving on to because it really hurt her that he was ready to let her go if it was someone else and not Shyam.

Ps they are in penthouse right and not shantivan. I think you wrote it by mistake.

Originally posted by: tashi26

Will Arnav meet with an accident not die?

And then Khushi will find out his letter in his wallet and about his will too.

Random thoughts are not leaving me,

God no!!! Because then again it will become Khushi’s punishment. That woman has had enough. She didn’t do anything wrong to deserve this.

Out of all people, I don’t want her to live with regrets. 💔