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Originally posted by: Pujakrishna

Awwwwwww that was so so sweet. Thank you so much ❤❤

Not sure if that is the case or not but it made me happy.

Fun part is, that comment was actually my very first comment about any chapter in my personal history of reading ffs in IF. I was a mute reader, one of those who never even pressed a like, let alone comment.

Arpita made you do things i guess. I remember being soooo miserable and restless and finally decided that i need to let it go and just commented in a whim. Rest is history.

Originally posted by: tashi26

I know his mother said this to make him a better human being, but I hate this statement now. Whenever in Arnav’s musings it would come I wanted to just pull my hair. Wanted to tell him “take it easy man”.

seriously too much expectations. . especially i felt like telling him to smash things and scream when he shuts himself in the room after lavanya's curveball

Originally posted by: tashi26

Hey, we used to say it would have been better if we had found the story after it was over, now I feel this commenting on forum has made this more interesting. I am glad I found it before it was finished.

So true man, all this fun. Goofing around with everyone, teasing arpita on her love, teasing you all with boxers, going all melo dramatic with arpita. Would have missed so much otherwise.❤❤

Originally posted by: Learrntowrite

Asvini, Tashi , puja

You guys are making me cry. First of all so sweet of you to try n take care of each other and our writer di here through kind messages. Appy di I really can’t fathom the effort this must have took. And you were going to post this 37k chapter in one go? That’s somehow the lengths of whole ass SS.

Ashivini, we are definitely twins. We think on such lines. First Arnav’s drives and now this.

Puja I wait for your comments because they’re so raw and unfiltered. No wonder at times I cry reading them too.

Tashi, I have tortured myself whole day with the demons song especially with the lines di highlighted.

Your eyes they shine so bright

I wanna save that light

I can’t escape this now

Unless you show me how…

I keep picturing a broken and crying Arnav during this and it hurts me so much. And mehrama suits here so much! At one side I can imagine Khushi looking at Arnav with those innocent and hurt eyes with questions bubbling in them “O mehrama kya mila, yun juda hoke bata”

And Arnav just dying at the lines.

So many judai wale songs are now centre’s around this ff for me now. I legit cry at them thinking of these two. Somehow the intensity has increased after Arnav’s chapter.

Yesterday ashiqui 2 album was on loop and I was not thinking of this story.

But then the line came “Har khata ki hoti hai koi na koi saza” and all I could think of was this Arnav 💔

Keep sharing what you guys are torturing yourself with. I am having an entire playlist for this ff.

yeah i think much of our guesses comments do match up :) kahi tum khumbh mein meri bichadi hui behen to nahi....the typical bollywood background music please 😃

for me the song perfect for arnav and khushi is

Waqt ne kiya kya hasi sitam, hum rahe na hum tum rahe na tum

Hey , hats off to your pen!!!!!

The whole characters changed in matter of just two chapters!!! The interaction’s now seem so different from when I read them before…

From arrogant proud ASR to the completely devastated Arnav…. His wounds run deep, I guess this is the first time he is really ready to accept and work on them… he just went down on the slippery slope of his guilt and let it cloud up all his judgments . One thing ,I am proud of this flawed character you created. In all his miseries he took all his pain but still took responsibility for his mistake (of staying back in the party ) graciously . I love him for not forcing lavanya for abortion, even when it burned all he holds dear to ashes!!! I think this man deserves respite and be told that he is loved with all his flaws!!! Quite a tough one to love but equally gem enough to loose!!! He also is very much insecure, in his world everyone wanted him to do the right thing and left him emotionally,if he didn’t . No wonder he thought khushi also to be in the same boat. He didn’t go after revenge because he thought it was his fault that he let himself be vulnerable to the vultures . I am speechless, as he had so much faith in khushi that after knowing of Punchgani she will beat herself for his vulnerablities . Alas he read everything but her love!!!

Khushi redeems a lot for me in this chapter !!! But she also suffers with deep insecurities that is needed to be acknowledged, any wife no matter what would’ve confronted her husband and wouldn’t just believe on the photographs!!! Her mental state when she received the photos broke her so much that she too went down the slippery slope. Didn’t allow anything rational, landed herself in complete mess!!!

Unfortunately both of them did push each other towards believing what that did. Arnav was sure baby was most important for her , she let him believe so . The pill thing is how much she failed to communicate, at that point he couldn’t see because all anyone in his place would think that she took any crumbs, even at the cost of his extreme discomfort to gain what she wanted!!!
khushi thought he pushed her away because he didn’t love her!!! She mistook his self loath and guilt filled anger , as his anger towards her!!!

All in all they both need help, and I being a woman do believe our kind is made of more metal!!!

But I do think, this extreme curve ball though hit them hard but was needed!! Or else both of them are self sacrificing emotionally weak people. And would have beaten themselves rather than having honest heart to heart. They both came to rude awakening from the cocoon they created around each other to save the other from hurt.

I will wait for Arpita to clear out what shaped them like this.

One more song for Arnav..this is from movie Break ke baad

Don’t worry about me, i’ll be fine
I’ll make my bed and take my pills on time
And when i see somebody on the street
I make sure i say hello, i say hello
Don’t worry about me, i’ll be good
And i’ll do all the things
You said that i should
And when i see somebody on the street
I make sure that i smile
Though i can’t stand them
They’ll never know
They’ll never see
They’ll never get through to me,
Get through to me, get through to me
They’ill never know
They’ll never see
They’ll never get through to me,
Get through to me, get through to me

Don’t worry about me, i’ll be ok
I’ll be the quiet one
When there’s nothing to say
Just sitting by himself in
The corner singing this song
Thinking of you
Don’t worry about me, i’ll be allright
It’s just that haven’t slept for 64 nights
Coz sleep won’t come without
Your arms wrapped around my soul
They’ll never know
They’ll never see
They’ll never get through to me,
Get through to me, get through to me
They’ll never know
They’ll never see
They’ll never get through to me,
Get through to me, get through to me

It’s not that i got something to hide
It’s just that, just that i got nothing inside
It feels like, feels like
Bulb in my ceiling went out
And i’m stuck in dark without you

No, i know i said that i won’t even cry
But, but you gone so i see don’t why
I shouldn’t be spending
Every single day curled up on my floor
Thats my soul
Yeah i know there’ll be
Times when we’ll meet
Get a cup of tea or maybe
Pass on the streets
And everytime you look into
My eyes you’ll se i’m living this life
Just fakin it
They’ll never know
They’ll never see
They’ll never get through to me,
Get through to me, get through to me
They’ll never know
They’ll never see
Coz you are the only one,
Only one who ever knew me.

Originally posted by: Arilip

Hey , hats off to your pen!!!!!

The whole characters changed in matter of just two chapters!!! The interaction’s now seem so different from when I read them before…

From arrogant proud ASR to the completely devastated Arnav…. His wounds run deep, I guess this is the first time he is really ready to accept and work on them… he just went down on the slippery slope of his guilt and let it cloud up all his judgments . One thing ,I am proud of this flawed character you created. In all his miseries he took all his pain but still took responsibility for his mistake (of staying back in the party ) graciously . I love him for not forcing lavanya for abortion, even when it burned all he holds dear to ashes!!! I think this man deserves respite and be told that he is loved with all his flaws!!! Quite a tough one to love but equally gem enough to loose!!! He also is very much insecure, in his world everyone wanted him to do the right thing and left him emotionally,if he didn’t . No wonder he thought khushi also to be in the same boat. He didn’t go after revenge because he thought it was his fault that he let himself be vulnerable to the vultures . I am speechless, as he had so much faith in khushi that after knowing of Punchgani she will beat herself for his vulnerablities . Alas he read everything but her love!!!

Khushi redeems a lot for me in this chapter !!! But she also suffers with deep insecurities that is needed to be acknowledged, any wife no matter what would’ve confronted her husband and wouldn’t just believe on the photographs!!! Her mental state when she received the photos broke her so much that she too went down the slippery slope. Didn’t allow anything rational, landed herself in complete mess!!!

Unfortunately both of them did push each other towards believing what that did. Arnav was sure baby was most important for her , she let him believe so . The pill thing is how much she failed to communicate, at that point he couldn’t see because all anyone in his place would think that she took any crumbs, even at the cost of his extreme discomfort to gain what she wanted!!!
khushi thought he pushed her away because he didn’t love her!!! She mistook his self loath and guilt filled anger , as his anger towards her!!!

All in all they both need help, and I being a woman do believe our kind is made of more metal!!!

But I do think, this extreme curve ball though hit them hard but was needed!! Or else both of them are self sacrificing emotionally weak people. And would have beaten themselves rather than having honest heart to heart. They both came to rude awakening from the cocoon they created around each other to save the other from hurt.

I will wait for Arpita to clear out what shaped them like this.

This is true. They both have assumed things and rather than talking it out just let it fester. Arnav bears the maximum blame here but yes i am with you on the Pill thing

I hope now finally they will have that much needed conversation. In a way i am glad that they didnt talk after anniversary. That talk would have been a disaster as arnav was under the impression lavanya is pregnant. The 3 months being separated from each other made them see things from other's perspective and shown them how miserable they are without each other. Especially Arnav as he realised what colossal mistake he did

How the story will go we cant predict but they both need help and i wish they reach out for it. whether to each other or a professional thats immaterial.

Originally posted by: Ashviniv

One more song for Arnav..this is from movie Break ke baad

Don’t worry about me, i’ll be fine
I’ll make my bed and take my pills on time
And when i see somebody on the street
I make sure i say hello, i say hello
Don’t worry about me, i’ll be good
And i’ll do all the things
You said that i should
And when i see somebody on the street
I make sure that i smile
Though i can’t stand them
They’ll never know
They’ll never see
They’ll never get through to me,
Get through to me, get through to me
They’ill never know
They’ll never see
They’ll never get through to me,
Get through to me, get through to me

Don’t worry about me, i’ll be ok
I’ll be the quiet one
When there’s nothing to say
Just sitting by himself in
The corner singing this song
Thinking of you
Don’t worry about me, i’ll be allright
It’s just that haven’t slept for 64 nights
Coz sleep won’t come without
Your arms wrapped around my soul
They’ll never know
They’ll never see
They’ll never get through to me,
Get through to me, get through to me
They’ll never know
They’ll never see
They’ll never get through to me,
Get through to me, get through to me

It’s not that i got something to hide
It’s just that, just that i got nothing inside
It feels like, feels like
Bulb in my ceiling went out
And i’m stuck in dark without you

No, i know i said that i won’t even cry
But, but you gone so i see don’t why
I shouldn’t be spending
Every single day curled up on my floor
Thats my soul
Yeah i know there’ll be
Times when we’ll meet
Get a cup of tea or maybe
Pass on the streets
And everytime you look into
My eyes you’ll se i’m living this life
Just fakin it
They’ll never know
They’ll never see
They’ll never get through to me,
Get through to me, get through to me
They’ll never know
They’ll never see
Coz you are the only one,
Only one who ever knew me.

DAMNNNN!!!!

This is so perfect man.

First of all congratuations on the 100K+ view count, you deserve all of it and so much more.

For a show that's 12 years old, an FF pulling these many views, likes and comments means that you have managed to reignite the fire and passion in the fandom brilliantly. This story would definitely end some day but I would like to be selfish enough to request you to please never stop writing about them ❤️

On to the chapter, I always like talking a cup of coffee or tea while reading through your chapters. I love reading lengthy chapters for some reason, especially ones where I finish sipping my beverage but the chapter rages on since I tend to read pretty quickly.

This chapter seemed like a stock market preview, not that I follow stock markets but thats just the way it felt.

The highs and lows that this chapter made me go through.

The anguish that Arnav felt while trying to hold on to his sanity to deal with this huge turmoil in his life. The way you penned feelings and emotions made me hate him and sympathize with him at the same time.

I KNEW IT, IT WAS A PLOY!!!!!

And AMAN, I love him, he is the MVP of this chapter, or should I say this story.

I was reminded of this discussion on the Podcast, "Iss Podcast ko Kya Naam doon" helmed by some very talented people, wherein they were discussing that had Aman been present when Arnav-Khushi met during the fashion show, he would have been sure to launch an investigation and proved Khushi's words.

In this story, I am sure Aman felt like he was in the middle of this tug of war happening between his beloved Khushi and employer Arnav. He was sensible enough not to shout at Arnav and use his logical intellect to sniff out the plot where Arnav was a failure. God, now I really doubt how Arnav does his business, maybe Aman is the mastermind after all.

For an actress who conducts raves, I was sure that she must have some permanent contraceptive to avoid such pregnancy scares after being in the industry for so long where Arnav knew how much her PR agency sweeps under the rugs. And given the control that Manali reigns over Lavanya, I am sure that the IUD was her idea and rightly so.

Also, I for the love of God cannot believe how Arnav did not expose their le and let them go scott-free. Manali had the nerve to try and blackmail him using Khushi and he still did not retaliate like he said he would. If not Lavanya, I want at least Manali to crash and burn, but then my hate for her means she is doing a hell of a fine job for her client.

That small interaction with Leher did cement my doubts that maybe if Arnav did father a child, somewhere down the line as much as he vehemently denies he would develop a soft corner. The child deserves every bit of love irrespective of who her mother is.

And now that we have seen Arnav's storm clear, I want Khushi to rain hell fire. If not her then at least Payal and Aman should be the knights and lead the parade. Arnav had 2 people know the truth and not punish him - Akash and Aman but poor Khushi had no one. She was just being bounced to and fro between the players. And also, seeing how selfless she was towards Arnav's parents, I am surprised how they did not try to contact her and offer their support knowing how their son is.

I need Khushi to rise from the ashes like a phoenix.

Apologise for the rant! * runs away to hide *

Thank you for another long chapter..no wonder you fell sick writing this. Hope you are better Arpita. 😘

Coming to the update. Are there any surprises here after reveal in part 1? I will come back to it.

First the most important housekeeping or let say one that led Arnav to start distancing himself from Khushi (end of 2013).

He mused about Payal and Anjali pregnancy and how hard it was on them physically. But his issues is not what it does to a woman physically (one can adopt)..it is him becoming a dad.

So he held Leher for the first time at length and "and for once Arnav tried to forget the insufferable memories in the innocence of a smile."...so what secret is it that he wants to take to his grave.

Why recall always

"Always do the right thing, chhotey!"

What did he not to do in the past. That he refuses to address and he pushes it under the carpet..damn the collateral damage.To me that is that the biggest problem in their marriage. Reveal will happen after the la saga is over. Which leads me to Arnav and La. The false pregnancy saga.

I was glad that he was clear with La how he will only financially support her nothing else and even more that he made sure that his wealth goes to Khushi or her next of kin in the event of his or her death. (My stand would be same if the circumstances was same and it was just another random stranger).

What stumps me is that..let me list the few that I remember

1. Aman gives him a file and tells that La is not pregnant..uses an IUD etc. His first response was you checked someone medical history !

He shut up only when Aman retaliated that Aman Khushi brother did the check not his secretary.

2. We have him forever being soft on La. The last 2 chapters and more this because see she got pregnant by him. He needs to support her because in a drunk state, she is pregnant and will keep the baby. Nothing more. He is a good man. She the woman has no responsibility.

But wait he saw something genuine in her eyes for him..when she pleaded with him in her New Year's party.

So he instructed his man Friday Aman to trace the photos to the awful Manali Gujral.

Which is why I guess when Manali came to threaten him in his office (divorce leak) he talked about La wanting a genuine relationship.

A relationship with a man you hardly know, because you slept with him drunk. Because you got pregnant and will keep baby (see there is no other way for her to be a mother) !

He buys that..even in his musing.it is only about her clingy behavior that bothers him. Not that it is absurd and that woman is abnormal.

But see in few months he has understood La, her genuine needs but not his wife of 10 years ! I forgot, the man is astute and a good person.

3. There is one more..something about how his actions ruined another woman..career etc. I don't need to rant more #2 is enough.

All the points I listed after he knows the truth about the false pregnancy. Arnav care for La makes no sense. This reaction is not normal..given he claims not to have emotional attachment. So,

Well in all his musings about Khushi it is his need,how she is his shield. It is never about her needs.

He is so used to hero worship (La wants a relation with him after one night and we already revels in Khushi's worship) that he never thinks what another person may have needs that he has not thought of.

I will repeat myself does he even know what it means to be in a relationship? That a relation is about two people. Two people make it work..you don't assume and take actions for others. Only for toddlers or mentally unstable folks (his La for example).

This update answers all my gripe with Arnav. Maybe this is how folks behave who get to take all decisions in life about everyone connected to them. They hide behind their goodness and genuinely do not understand you have no right to make decisions that affect others.

Anyway Kudos both to Aman (for going with his gut and checking on La past. Futile but glad he did) and Akash (being a level headed friend who gave sound advice. Unheeded but glad he did).

Ps. I really don't care if he manages to ruin Manali. La he will find an excuse. His musings is enough for me..to not care.