AKSHARA
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After Nairas death she is raised by Goenkas and sirat the step mom accepted her as her own kid. With Ar selfish nature and jealousy issues sirat made Ak bend to Ar as she is a younger one. Ak saw her life with Ar growing and her total love was on that sibling. She is born and brought up conditioned that way in that house that Ar is her priority always and akshu never got that love back . It's always giving.

Sirat's promise before death made Ak bend more to Ar and pacify her deeds as she has to repay that debt to her. As she snatched sirat she has to give something to her is Ar demand. This is all Ak Sati phase bending for the family. Abhi pulled her out of those clutches and made her prioritise herself and her love.

During abhi ar shadi preparations,ak had accident. Abhi prayed mahadev that ak is under sati phase and i don't want to lose her. He gave her vocal chord surgery and gig her voice back which is his soul connect as per ak abhi is her Mann ka meeth who touches her heart like music nodes.

When Manish had heart surgery ak herself thought why my love is dangerous to my family that I have to lose my people.Abhi was very hurt why she can't prioritise her love against him.He asked his mom will parbati Devi leave her mahal and come to kailash for shivji , mata said trust your love and have patience.He prayed shivji on shivratri to give him his akshara as he can't live without ak.Manish came to his house and accepted his love for ak agreed for shadi.

During abhira shadi preparations time some goons attacked ak and abhi came to save her saying Sundari .
Always abhira had girija moments and he used to call her girija.

After shadi her priority was her career and Abhis love and kept Ar away. When kunal asked for Ak's voice to replace his sister's voice in the name of Abhis hand surgery ,she accepted that on gun point and went to save Abhis life. KV case is attached with the Ani death issue and kv is hooked with Ak in Mauritius so proof is there for her presence there. 
Though Ak proved herself she went for Abhis hand surgery and saved him, Ak is thrown in the sati phase again by Abhi blaming as she chose kv against him .With proof being kv innocent she surpassed that sati phase and came out as Parvati choosing her hubby and acceptance from him.

She was successful in getting her voice back and made her career as singer. her penance was done proving herself as good wife and chosing her brother's mental issue too as best sister.This was accepted as second innings for abhira union .

With direct involvement in Neil's death and MC of her kids being careless and adamant not to listen to Abhis words failed in her promises Abhi threw her in the Sati phase again .Total blame by him is Sirat's death , Not choosing him against Ar in the initial love phase , leaving him away for a year in his pain , Neil's death and kids mc . Abhi destroyed her spirit totally by all these blames. Ak can't defend herself for what he said as in his anger he won't listen and not stay at GV she preferred going away.

She chose Abhinav a stranger who helped her in her journey and trusted his friendship stayed with him and gave birth to her kid. When ak tried to inform him regarding kid he rejected in anger not listening full .She didn't reach the news to anyone kept herself away from all .

After the leap she is shown with anger and kohled eyes showing her kaali roop to protect the kid from society.

In hospital abhi left ak pallu after listening to md news from ak and hd can't think or grieve for kids over Neil's death.When ak went from Birlas she held her pallu in her hand holding the kid as her own and entered the bus. In bus suddenly she remembered she went away from all and she was about to fall and Nav takes her to hospital in pathankot.

Ak is told as anchal by Nav in hospital as he didn't know her name.Ak didn't tell him her name or introduce her to him.Anchal means pallu which abhi left and ak held it. Later she wrote her name as ak goenka in hospital during check up.
She being a singer left that voice as it reminds abhi.She is doing simple work with self respect and earning money for the kid and his needs for the future. Ak has transformed into a Shakti totally and Abhi had to join her in that journey. Ak's patience and understanding is the major thing in the story. Her excusing nature is a plus to Abhis anger issues.Though it looks like ego for a few , but her self respect and pride won't let her bend in front of Abhi's anger and impulsive nature. Her adamant nature won't let her fall on his feet easily when he is making mistakes.
His white day blames are stop talking to me , don't show me your face to me along with all his blames with sirat death fiasco. So she went away from that place not to show her face and shut her singing following his words as punishment.

When abhi came to kasalui and saw her as abhir ki maa ,sharmaji ki biwi he was painful to see her.He realised what he lost his family seeing sharmaji family with ak being there.Nav being the catalyst held abhi as bhayiji and pulled him towards them saying aapko aapki manzil tak pahuncha dunga.Nav told lies of his love story and abhi accepted it and cried how did she move on and havd a kid when i can't. Later when nav is in death bed he helped him and gave his life back.Abhi never thought a complicated pregnancy of ak and immediate pregnancy through nav .This is kept as dumb point in plot. He asked sorry for sirats death but ak can't accept it as he has never understood what she went.
After he removed that dead phase , ak entered udaipur for Mimi's bday in the name of holding her relations back. Kv was angry on her as she kept him away and took strangers help.Only elders accepted her in love .Mata as usual can't excuse ak and ar made herself peace for her daughter as ak came temporary there. There was only upar upar bond all saw kid abhir who resembles Abhi having qualities like a abhi but can't get on head.Abhinav asked ak to inform abhi and abhir but ak waited for time to come.

Abhi himself understood he can't live without ak as she is his breaths and why he is not reaching her.Reason is nav kept as block to hold ak from her side and mata on Abhis side .when he realised his love he wanted to meet ak but he had accident and she ran for him as abhi. He understood she too loves him and held her pallu again in that state.

With abhir praying shivji, abhi got consciousness.Ak came in his dream that she is always his and she won't leave his heart.

When abhi confessed ak in mandir , ak rejected him saying he failed to understand or give her respect in their relationship. With her points he got on head where he went wrong. But he was clear that ak has nog moved on like him. Ak refused him saying she is a mom and wife so he has to look at the limits.
This is rejected by ak as abhi accepted ak in life not abhir .
With his heart being activated through ak , he got connects to junior. He can't understand why he feels for this kid as his own.Slowly with Abhir's health issue as a doctor he held abjir in love.With nav blurting truth out in drunken state abhi got abhir as his son who was kept away from him in the name of revenge. He intruded into her journey saying he is father of kid and slowly made his place as best surgeon first by resurrecting abhir .

Mata on gangor said gangor Is a celebration to get parvati Devi from her mayka to sautal and Parvati Devi does more penance and attains shivji love. Ak is doing penance in the name of Neil's death and for the sake of ruhi , ar to be happy there.Abhi too left his everything and sat with Neil's kid holding his promise to save his kid against his own kid. Is this not the penance by both abhira giving their selfless love to Ruhi in their way.

Ak didn't claim any rights from abhi too looked at her own life with her struggles not hurting anyone. Ak has made her kid on her own struggles with help of abhinav staying beside her. It's shown in gangor hints while making doll.Though she is shown married to nav she is a single mom raising her kid with nav as friend .

Ak voice is reconnected with abhir health issue as o Kanha song .so she connected her sathi with that song back through abhir. Ak voice is back in summer camp with abhira singing for the families.ak sang on abhir surgery and made abhi motivated when he can't operate his own kid.Abhira musical voice and soul connect is back through abhir.

Not leaving his rights he held abhir with love as docman and joined kasauli.Ak started trusting him for abhir and their bond was never stopped Both decided to tell truth to kid when right time comes. In this process of living together for abhir , abhira are back to old abhira having their bickering, pulling legs.Nav observed them by staying near by slowly what they are.

In the view of kairan shadi abhi has taken responsibility like brother to muskan and slowly nearing ak heart.With Goenkas blurting abhira shadi memories and siblings in bachelor party ar touched her singing talent in car and ak remembered someone following them in car memorising udaipur events in head.With kv Mauritius memories in head ak wanted to confess her HUSBAND and in dark she confessed Abhi ilu.Abhi rejected it as she is mrs.sharma. and ak immediately introduced herself as akshara and abhimamyu the soul mates meet .
The o Kanha bgm given with ak ilu suits abhira love have no bounds for their love nor dimensions nor care for the society.

Ak got water in bucket in hand and tumbler on head with her folded pallu.Ak is always shown with free pallu.Again the folded pallu Is holding her kid and back to Abhira phase.Abhi held the tumblers and asked ak does she have 6 more hands DEVI. Devi is roop of Durga or kaali.And she is the Shakti of shivji .Abhi accepted ak in Durga roop means along with her kid.Today it's Abhir ki maa and abhir ke papa in their convo of DEVI.In a way the confession pic in lights shown in muskan room is sly done.

Goenkas and birlas know what og abhira are when they are together.Abhi after coming to kasauli , himself said how ak is staying in this shadi with sharmaji for kid these many yrs Goenkas saw love in walls of house as ak built for her kid .ar as soon as she entered understood Abhis love on abhir and ak .Mata saw ak pains and struggles the moment she entered ak house. She got on head abhira love easily seeing their og self.The one who is slowly getting on head is Nav after mamajis blessings.He got it as destiny hinting some thing to him and he can't catch it in his zidd. Mata is making him realise in precap .Let ar tell her side of story to nav ,how she intruded into abhira in her obsession and now got her sadbuddhi. Let manish tell abhira love story to Nav and how they separated.Abhira are separated by their families coming in between them with blames.Abhira are openly showing their families their love and realisation for them next.Mimi, kv and mata are cupids in any track uniting abhira.With nav and ar understanding abhira love and backing out abhira union along with kid knowing truth is coming.

As it's a part of the show leads are redeemed by knowing their mistakes , and accepting each other back.Abhinavs dialogues give a second chance for your kid in intial episodes of kasauli matches Ak diaLogues during Sonography time we get everything in second chances.Mata in precap is asking for second chances of abhira to abhinav.
Their love has second innings as Ar hijacked them first .Their shadi too got second chances with Abhi accepting his mistakes and confession on diwali so second chance through kid Abhir again leaving Abhis ego and Ak pride away .This track is making that journey Ardhanarishwar complete with their son Abhir as Ganesha.
Ak prayers for Kanhaji gave her a son Abhir named as cowherd it suits kanhaji in Vrindavan after his birth in jail. Nav and Abhi are like Nand and vasudev for Abhir.
Nav named Ak son nickiji after his birth meaning victory.This boy is victorious always
Abhis prayers to shivji after kalash puja are for juniors life long health and meri honewali biwi akshara.

Mamajis blessings for abhira abhir to be always happy together as family with more kids. This is Abhis prayers to shivji during ak pregnancy complications time to shivji to save her and their kid and their family.

Names used for Ak in reference are Girija , Sundari , Maya , Devi, Saraswati and Annapurna.
Anchal for a temporary period by abhinav Abhi left her pallu for mc of kids and Ak held the pallu with her one kid alive and again as Ak goenka after her Pregnancy.

Places of reference.
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Pathankot is place where sati devi dead body part head is fell down.The goddess name here in Shakti peeth chintapurni mandir is chinnamastika Devi .Ak head is badly affected with the blame games in her life by all. Abhinav in bus referred her I don't know your problems nor they can get solved . But you take a break from your problems and have a nice journey. Ak problem of MC is solved and blessed with one kid. Rest of the problems came through western lies through abhi.So next is Ak fight for Abhir identity as Abhis kid and winning the family back.
Near by Kasauli four Shaktii peeths are there where Sati devis burnt parts are fallen down.
Mata Jwalaji where mouth or tongue is fallen down and preserved as flames. Ak anger is justified staying at that reference.
Naina Devi mandir where eyes are fallen down. This place is famous for cases to win, wishes fulfilled, exams passed.Ak is reading for becoming lawyer staying there.So her success in studies.
Brajaswari Devi temple where sati devi left breast is fallen.Ak has fed her baby after delivery.
Chamunda temple a shivshakti abode where demons are killed So both unite after countering their inner demons forming the shivshakti roop.
This post is not to hurt anyone's sentiments 🙏 as it's written in flow of given bits in dialogues and pics.
Thankyou Hari for the discussion and pics.
Edited by Mehersudha - 2 years ago
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