Funny.. but he will do that today too.
But let’s be honest. Their marriage is problematic. It was working solely around their love for each other.. and trust in pockets. You don’t have to be always polite and nice to your spouse, then it is not a true relationship. If you have to say or do things to keep things peaceful between each other always, then it is suffocating. It is not even a family..not a true partner. That is what happened here. For the sake of their love, their desire to be with each other, they let things slide, brushed things under the carpet, not addressing the elephants in the room. It is very important for a healthy relationship to have an honest and transparent equation. Here they kept it all away and then it all came tumbling out in their anger… and it all sounded wrong. This said things that were ugly and not meant to be comprehended in the way they were.
Today they are operating from the space where the baggage of all that happened on that day of separation sitting comfortably over their love. While in their hearts they still hold the love, they are no longer in the space where they would be all nice for the sake of being each other. Each feels the other has hurt them. If Virat had reflected things would have been different. But he has only felt guilt for letting Sai and Vinu leave which resulted in their death. And now that Sai is alive, the guilt is gone. Reflection was never there. So he sees nothing wrong with what he did. He is back to that day where is was angry at her. Even more now since he was made to feel guilty and he suffered for so many years.
Sai on the other hand, still has the words of V clearly ringing. She lives with the insecurity that his love was conditional and he did hold her responsible for Samrat’s death. And the point that I made earlier. That his whole act of being nice seem like a farce to her, and he was only being polite to keep the relationship going. Something that she knows well about his character. Amicable. Non-confrontational.
With so much anger at each other, they will never indulge in any personal conversation. For them, they are no longer in that space to question the other. Ego, yes. But they are at crossroads too, where they question their rights on each other to even ask for any justification.
Edited by Sherry24 - 3 years ago
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