The current track is sad.i read some stories and felt like writing after a long time. This is something I would want to see.do leave your comments and criticism.in the last para i have used the lines of a song called "beetein lamhein".
prologue
She saw the old diary and picked it up as she laid on the bed.she read it.
" Kabhi kabhi zindagi mai kuch aise pal aate hai Jab sab kuch galat lagta hai, jab jeene ki wajah nahi milti. Par waqt ki ek khasiyat hai ki woh ek jagah Nahi rukta.raat chahe kitni bhi lambi ho. Sawera ko to aana hi hai "
" Nafrat ko harane ka sabse accha tareeka hota hai pyaar.apno mai itna pyaar baato ki nafrat ke liye jagah hi na bache.parivaar insaan ka wajood hota hai, sab kuch hota hai.kabhi bhi choti moti behes se use tutne nahi dena chahiye "
Her tears were flowing non stop as she read her mother's diary.she remembered she had started diary writing when she came to know that her mother would also write a lot.maasi had given her the old diaries of her mother.she would always say how she is a carbon copy of her.
" Maaa " she whispered clutching the diary to her heart
" Mai haar gayi maa.main ek bhi saccha rishta nahi bana paayi apne zindagi mai.mai haar gayi " she sobbed as she talked to herself.
" Raavi.Chal.der ho rahi hai " Reema said to her.
She quickly wiped her tears before she noticed and got ready to go. She was staying in a working womans hostel in Ahmedabad. She knew a friend who arranged for her accomodation and talked to a School about a job. She was now a dance teacher for little kids.she always loved dancing as a kid.only those few hours in the day gave her peace.she used to forget her own sorrows seeing the joyful steps of the little munchkins.she decided to leave somnath when she came to know about the misdeeds of her family. She knew her maasi was greedy, but after what anita did and her maasi supporting her she couldn't stay in that house. The pandyas never trusted her, most importantly he didn't trust her.did he really think that low of her? The pain resurfaced as she sat on the campus sipping her tea.
" Yeh le. Khaa " Reema said offering her a dhokla.
" Mann nahi hai. Tu kha le " raavi whispered as she slipped her tea.
" Come on raavi. Kitni dubli ho gayi hai. Chehre ka rang ud gaya hai.apni tabiyat ke saath aisi laparwahi mat kar " she insisted as she made raavi eat the dhokla.
Reema had been her constant support system since 3 months. She didn't know how she would have survived if not for her. She made sure she ate her meals even though she would lie on the bed doing nothing. She would take her out for walks in the evening.watch movies with her at night.she had finally found a true friend.reemas family was also really sweet. When they visited her, her mother would cook delicacies for them and pamper her. She felt loved and cared for. But still her heart ached for shiva. For her family.
" Ek baat bata. Mai to teri koi nahi lagti. Teen mahine pehle mili tu mujhse. Itna apnapan? " Raavi questioned.
" Yeh kya baat hui? Tu meri dost hai.teen mahine ho ya teen saal. Rishte dil se judte hai." She said as she stuffed a dhokla in raavi's mouth.
" Sahi kaha. Kabhi kabhi bahut saal bhi kaafi nahi hote mazboot rishte banane ke liye " raavi sighed as her memories again took her back to shiva. Damn her heart.does he miss her like she does? Is he also this restless? Or has he forgotten her?
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Mere kaandhe pe sar ko jhukana tera
Mere sine mai khudko chupana tera
Aake meri panaho mai shaam o seher
Kaanch ki tarah woh toot jaana tera
In a dark room ,He looked at a pic.the only source of light was her toothy bright smile.a tear slipped down his eyes and fell on her pic.