Originally posted by: tptwi
Neerja, you have written all of this so beautifully ā¤ļø
Like your title says, Ayesha stole the show today. I truly think it was her best performance till date. I was sobbing with her. Even though she came out of the accident alive, her eyes were almost lifeless.. and yet, you could see the pain pouring out of them. The second she woke up, she started crying. She remembered everything that Virat had said to her. It completely broke me when she asked Pulkit if he thought she had done anything wrong. She knew that she was right, but she just couldn't fathom why Virat would treat her this way... and as she said, she's used to Virat saying whatever he wants, but this time, it was the way he acted that hurt her the most. The tone with which he spoke to her, how he refused to listen to what she was saying, the way in which he treated her friend. It all broke this girl from the inside.
What stood out to me the most was when she told Pulkit that Virat's behavior made her feel as if she has no one... no home. In that moment, she forgot about the love she gets from aai, Mohit, Shiv bua... anyone else... because, at this point, Sai has given Virat the spot abba previously held in her life. The person she respects, values, and loves the most. And for him to treat her this way, she felt as if she is now left with nothing. She had made Virat her home, and today Virat's actions made her feel as if she was entirely alone in the world. Her breakdown missing abba was even more heart shattering. When abba was alive, he never gave her this much pain. He was her entire world... her protector....her everything. Again, the fact that she broke down for abba right after saying she had no home shows just how much importance Virat holds to her... because to her, Virat is now her entire world, but abba never ever treated her this way. So, it hurts even more.
Ayesha is truly the most dedicated, hardworking, and passionate lead we could have ever asked for š
Pulkit was on absolute fire today. It also seemed as if he let all of his pent up emotions from the past 10 years pour out. He knows first hand how vile this family is... so perhaps that is another reason as to why he was able to understand Sai even better. He stood firmly against the family, calling them out... telling them that he knows they don't give a damn about her. He knew that Virat was broken, but today Sai was all that mattered to him. He was not going to fall for Virat's tears or anything else. One of the most powerful lines was when he told Virat that if someone had done this to Harini, he would have killed them. Today, he saw Sai not just as his little sister, but as his daughter...and there is nothing stronger and more protective than the love a father has for his daughter.
Mohit sealed the deal for today's episode. Truer words have never been spoken. This family of vultures does not deserve Sai.
Throughout it all, I felt for Virat today still. He is an entirely devastated man who hates himself for what he has done. His expression of relief when Pulkit said Sai was out of danger, followed by extreme pain knowing that he would not be able to meet her. He knows what he has done, and he is not going to forgive himself EVER... even once Sai has.
It was great to see Virat putting Pakhi in her place today...telling her that she should be ashamed of herself as a woman for defending his actions. This seems like it is just the beginning, because he truly looked like he would burn the entire hospital down in the precap.