Originally posted by: drnidsur
He was waiting for her
For her eyes to see him , not to make her realise how much he was hurting but to give her a glance of solace, in the car .
His wife , on the backseat of his car with a stranger
The fact that the stranger could be his wife's first husband worried him lesser at that moment than the thought of how uncomfortable she was there .
She was his to protect. Now and forever . This what Raghav knows and does, even when his mother and sister were mad at him, that did not stop him from ever shying away from his responsibility
Throughout the journey till they reached the Deshmukh house , his eyes are on her .
Her eyes ,
even when they were not looking at him
even when they were hurting and turned to the window trying to hide from his - they spoke to him .
Those eyes couldn't hide how much was she angry at herself and was cursing her fate to be
hurting the only person who loved her in the whole world
How could she , she be the one hurting him out of all the people in the world ? I must admit today my heart was hurting more for Raghav, not because i didn't feel for Pallavi but because i saw that she was on sort of like an auto pilot mode, she just wanted the whole ordeal to be over, even i am taking Pallavi's endurance for granted!
How could she see his eyes - disappointed in her for a second and -
. That was her worst nightmare .
She was always scared , may be someday her unsung notes would disappear into a void leaving her with she so much to say and so much love to give him .
And he wouldn't be there .
Just as suddenly the car goes on a bump and she jumps a little closer to the person next to her
He looks back at her with concern ,yet again
This time His anger , his jealousy overpowering for a second , just a second
But his concern still very deep in the air trying to catch her . Ditto, mujhe bhi yeh hi laga!
As he makes way through the Deshmukh home with her , he stands there just behind her
Having her back as he always did. Couldn't agree more and want this more!
His fist tightened , his eyes hooded , his jaw clenching but he stands there for ,just like how she stood upto them for him .
His heart breaks everytime mandaar utters her name
That name is so precious that if he could , he would have killed him for uttering it .
He makes his way ahead making an invisible barrier when mandaar holds her hand .
If there was a chance he could have killed him there , he would have burnt him with his gaze for even looking at his wife once
He throws his hands away from even touching his wife and threatening him to never be around her . How loved the Hey... so deep, he said before reinforcing the idea he is her ex
She was too valuable to be even seen by him (mandaar)
The moment they both enter the room , she sits down dejected
Her world comes crashing down
Her entire life which had been shades of grey until his warmth had made way into her heart making a space which she never existed , so big that
Without it she would cease to exist
She curses herself as she tries to rummage and find the wedding frame , trying to act strong
Trying to straighten the creases on the crumbled paper
He comes to her , in the same desperation.
Just when Amma leaves them with themselves
Her hands slowly take his , in them
For the first time voicing out how much scared she was and how even if she wanted she couldn't distance herself from him . Gosh, she truly has very few people in her life who love with true passion, how can she give up on the one person who she loves back with the same intensity?
Lovers don't finally meet each other , they're in each other all along - Rumi
He was hers , since eternity
He is overwhelmed , maybe a small word
for what she was to him , it would unfair to her to compar to anything , she was beyond anything that he had ever imagined in the world
pupose to a meaningless life
small flicker in the dark
Warmth in the cruel world
His words find it hard to name these feeling anything but - love
I swear I couldn't love you more than I do right now and yet I know , I will tomorrow
His infinite dreams start at her and end
as her as he confesses that
He couldn't help but fall in love
I just want to tell you that I- love -you - pallavi holding her hands to himself
Her heart unable to hold back
" I love you too raghav"
His tears make way as he takes her in a hug , while she clutches on him as if her life depends on him , and it really does
The smile , the happiness nothing that she had ever experienced in her life as she tries to come to terms with being his arms finally
Whatever our souls are made of , his and mine are the same
His tears still unable to believe that she had chosen to love him and his head making his way onto her neck to hold her more tightly if he could .
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