Shakhi FF "Ho Jaata Hai Kaise Pyaar" Chapter 39#updated# Pg101, Oct 18 - Page 24

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Posted: 4 years ago

Thank you so much😊😘

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Originally posted by: Dumpling

Please update early waiting eagerly .

Ok. Will update on Saturday.

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Posted: 4 years ago

Hiiii!


Omg! He is leaving her. Wtf!! I hope Anokhi stops him. Or actually goes with him!! Hopefully she admits her feeelings too!


Mira ❤️

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Chapter 19


Shaurya started speaking warily "I recently got a new job" he paused...


'Ohh he is just leaving school, I will also be leaving after exams...it's okay, not as bad as I thought! I can still talk to him, he'll be here only. Thank God!' Anokhi thought as relief washed over her. But what she didn't know was that this relief will be very short lived, she was about to get hit with the shock of a lifetime in the next few seconds.


Shaurya continued "Interview and paperwork was going on for the past few months and last week everything got finalized!" He paused for a few seconds "I uh I...I have to go to the USA in January" he said quickly in low tone.


Hearing the last sentence about going to USA Anokhi felt numb, It took her few seconds to comprehend what she heard, her stomach curled up with unknown scary feelings, her eyes widened in shock, her heart started to pound and her jaw dropped opening her mouth wide and her pain was so extreme that her words got stuck in her throat, her voice lost! Tears started flowing involuntarily from her eyes, her world came to a stand still, the only thing roaming in her head was "I HAVE TO GO TO USA IN JANUARY!" She couldn't react, she was stunned, her brain stopped working, voice refused to come out.


****THUD****


Her body gave up in tremor, her hands couldn't grab the receiver any longer, the phone fell from her hand onto the floor.


"Hello...Anokhi...Anokhi", Shaurya screamed with worry. "What happened Anokhi?????Anokhi...Anokhiiii." When he didn't get any response he cut the call thinking he would dial again.


Anokhi was sitting at the same place in the same position like a statue with tears involuntarily swimming down her cheeks. Soon her silent tears converted into loud sobs as if she had lost everything.


After the flood of tears came out, her chest got some air to breathe, her brain slowly started to function again, she started recovering gradually from the shock and her sanity came back to reality. Her own sudden behavior made her confused, her mind got filled with questions…'Why am I crying?? Why am I feeling suffocated? Why am I feeling sad instead of being happy for him, it's a big opportunity for him! He is so competent to get this opportunity. He must be very happy! But why is this making me sad, very sad?? I should be happy for him, I wanna be happy for him...but then why am I crying???' Anokhi was unable to understand her own reaction.


'Stop crying!' Anokhi scolded herself. The more she tried not to cry, the harder it became to stop.


Her mind started flooding her with many more questions. 'Will I ever see him again?? Will he remember me?? No, why would he remember me?? I am sure he will forget me after some time. But, why do I want him to remember me??' She questioned herself.



Shaurya thinking


'It has been 20 mins and still her phone is busy! How can it be busy? She was talking to me just now and suddenly it went blank...what could have happened?? Maybe she is sad because I am going. Does she also have feelings for me? No no...I shouldn't think like this! Vipul said 'see how she reacts to this news, you might get the hint you are looking for!' But I don't know how she felt when I told her. Maybe I should have waited and told her face to face. But would I have been able to do that?? Telling her on the phone was difficult enough for me, let alone face to face...besides she asked me today so I kind of had no choice but to tell.'



Anokhi thinking


'Why is the news of him leaving, hurting me so much?? He was not gonna be with me forever anyway!! Do I want him to be with me forever?? Yes I do! But...but why do I want him to be with me forever?? Do I love…' she couldn't finish her thought!


'No no I don't, I can't! He is my teacher...it's not possible!' She was horrified.


'I just like him...A LOT, yes a lot but other than that nothing else is possible!! I like his company, our daily phone talks, I like waiting for him on the stairs before every tuition class, I like sitting next to him during tuition class and right in front of him in class! I feel like talking to him all the time, staying near him! I always did things to make him happy and proud of me but WHY do I want this and like this so much???' She had so many questions but no answers.



Shaurya thinking


'It's been 40 mins now and still I can't get through, her phone is still busy...now I am getting really worried...what should I do?? Where are you Anokhi?? Please call me back, please.' He pleaded silently.



Anokhi thinking


All the questions were still repeating in her mind over and over again, she had no answers for any of the why's!


The only thing she could conclude was that she likes being with him a lot.


But somewhere deep down she realized that she loves him a lot...she didn't realize it earlier while doing all the things she did, but now she realized it! She was scared of her realization so she didn't wanna say it out loud that she has fallen in Love with him!!


Now instead of tears she had a big smile on her face, as she finally realized how she truly felt about him! She kept thinking of all the times she waited for him hiding near the stairs, how many times she made up excuses to call him just to hear his voice, how she loved sitting near him, how happy she felt every time he praised her for her work, for her highest marks!! Suddenly she remembered the happiness on his face when he saw her giving the presentation at the science fair. "That was the happiest I have ever seen him, ever!" She said aloud.


Suddenly it dawned on her that all this does not matter, because what she feels has no importance...this is an impossible thing to happen and there can be nothing between them, soon he will leave and forget all about her, she will probably never even see him again! All these thoughts made her extremely sad and her big smile suddenly vanished, she had tears in her eyes threatening to come out again. She put her head between her knees and started crying once more.


She was overwhelmed with her feelings for him and the realization that soon he would leave and she would never ever see him again.



Shaurya's condition was not much different from her. He was worried sick. 'I have not heard from her for almost an hour now, what happened to her?? I can't imagine what would have happened??' He was pale, dreaded with concern, but he had no option other than to wait to hear back from her. He was going insane with each passing minute, the wait was slowly killing him from inside, his stomach was in knots, he didn't know what to do?


After crying her heart out Anokhi finally stopped!


'I have to think rationally, I already know nothing can happen between us! I must keep my feelings to myself, I have to behave as normal as I can with him, I cannot let him find out my true feelings for him. What will he think about me if he finds out?? OMG He might think I am crazy or worse he might get mad at me and stop talking to me. No, no that's not good, maybe I should just stay away from him...avoid him as much as I can. Yes, that's what I will do.' She decided!


'But since he is leaving in January anyway, do I wanna stay away from him before he leaves? Can I stay away?? Am I capable of staying away?? No...not really! I don't think I will be able to stay away nor do I want to stay away. I know there is no future for us but for now I can at least enjoy whatever time I do have with him. Besides, what would he think if he noticed that I am avoiding him. What if he asked me about it, what would I say then?? I guess it's better if I just behave as I was behaving earlier!'


'The only thing I need to take care of is not revealing my true feelings to him! It's not gonna be easy, it will be very difficult.' Once again her eyes were filled with tears but she wiped them and tried smiling. 'I have to do it for him, for his happiness...if he is happy going to the USA then I am also happy for him. I should congratulate him!'


When she looked at the phone she realized the receiver was on the floor, she quickly picked it up and put it on her ear, the line was dead! 'Oh God, he must be worried sick, I cut the call without saying anything, he must be wondering what happened to me? What will I tell him?? He is surely going to ask...I have to think of an excuse, I definitely cannot tell him the truth!!'


While thinking about all this she put the receiver back and as soon as she did, it started ringing!


'Woah, who could it be? Oh no, is it him??? Was he calling me the whole time??? Uh-Oh I haven't even thought of an excuse. Anyway, I have to pick it up.'


"Hello," said Anokhi cautiously.


"Where were you?? What happened to your phone?? I have been calling for more than an hour!! I was so worried." Shaurya said it frantically all to her in one breath.


"An hour?? It has been an hour??" Anokhi asked, surprised.


"Yes" Shaurya said exasperated.


"What happened?" He asked again worriedly.


"Nothing, I am fine!" Said Anokhi.


"Why did your phone go blank and then busy for so long?" Shaurya asked, all confused.


"Oh that, um...uh...my phone was uh" what should I say Anokhi thought.


"Your phone what?" Shaurya asked worriedly. 'Now she is scaring me', thought Shaurya.


"Oh ya my phone uh...uh it went blank because umm...ya the electricity went out, ya thats why." Anokhi sighed thinking she got away with this excuse!


But, Shaurya was Shaurya "What does electricity have to do with the phone disconnecting??" He asked, confused.


'Uh-oh what should I say now??' Thought Anokhi.


"Woh actually my phone is cordless na so it doesn't work without electricity." Anokhi said nervously. 'Did he believe it?? I really hope he did!'


After a few seconds of silence Shaurya said "Oh okay."


Anokhi breathed a sigh of relief! 'Thank God bach gayi.'


"By the way CONGRATULATIONS!" Anokhi spoke, trying to sound cheerful.


"For what?" Asked Shaurya confused.


"For your new Job of course" Anokhi said, surprised by his question.


"Oh okay!" Said Shaurya depressingly.


"I am very happy for you," said Anokhi cheerfully.


"You are??" Shaurya asked, surprised.


"Yes, aren't you?" Anokhi asked, in confusion.


"NO...I mean YES, oh I don't know..." Shaurya said confused and depressed.


"Huh?!" Anokhi said, confused.


Both were now confused and thinking quietly.


Anokhi was already having a hard time hiding her feelings and now on top of that this confusion. 'Why doesn't he sound happy? I was trying to be happy for him, trying to be happy in his happiness! If he is not happy then why is he going??'


'She is happy for me! But that means...she...she has no feelings for me. It doesn't matter to her if I leave or stay, it makes no difference to her.' Shaurya thought sadly.


'What was I expecting? Didn't I already know what I want can never happen because it's just a dream, a dream that can never become reality. Who was I kidding? Of course she doesn't have feelings for me, why would she?? Vipul also gave me hope but now all of it is gone. No hope left anymore.' He was heartbroken.


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THE JOURNEY OF OUR LOVE HAS NO DESTINATION.


Quote: "It hurts when you have someone in your heart but can't have in your arms."



Hope you all liked and enjoyed reading the chapter.


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Posted: 4 years ago

Oh no!! Please don’t separate them! I hope he doesn’t leave. No leap for sure. I want them to confess their love as they are now overcoming obstacles!!


Please tell me he won’t leave!!!

Mira❤️

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Posted: 4 years ago

Oh god no! Separations and misunderstandings💔 hope they confess their feelings❤️ beautiful chapter, looking forwards to the next one👍🏼


Thanks for the tag😆

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Posted: 4 years ago

Awwww...that realisation was well done💖...poor shaurya haihhh he should really talk to her openly i guess but the teacher part is holding him back i guess...i have hope that our bubbly innocent Anokhi will blurt out the truth...dont let him go!!!😅

Nice one Preet😊💖🌹...

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Originally posted by: kyunki_iloveu

Oh no!! Please don’t separate them! I hope he doesn’t leave. No leap for sure. I want them to confess their love as they are now overcoming obstacles!!


Please tell me he won’t leave!!!

Mira❤️


Oh my, don't worry so much.


U will enjoy what I have planned, i promise.


Love Preet ♥️

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Originally posted by: tangledlass

Oh god no! Separations and misunderstandings💔 hope they confess their feelings❤️ beautiful chapter, looking forwards to the next one👍🏼


Thanks for the tag😆

Thank you so much Anjana❤

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Posted: 4 years ago

Oh no they should confess their feelings, 😭

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