She stood there looking at the setting sun and the calm peaceful ocean while the breeze brushed her cheeks as if planting kisses blowing away her long hair . Tejo he called she turned towards the voice.
He stood there with hope in his eyes and pain in his voice .she looked at him and the moment she saw him, she wanted to run towards him and pull him into her embrace kiss away his tears and tell him that it's all going to be fine. She took a step towards him but refrained herself from doing so. No she said I can't fall weak and and cannot allow myself to fall back into the darkness I've pulled myself out off.
She had been having this feeling for awhile now a sense of awakening, a simmering rage that was getting stronger as time passed by. She wanted to hold on to it nurture and let it grow . She had now decided to use it as a fuel to move on and finally let him see the real her. Not just someone who could climb mountains but move them if she willed.
She didn't regret loving him but just wished that she would have been wiser. Sometimes you cannot choose who u fall in love with but can always choose who u are in a relationship with. It's important to love ur self enough to know ur worth. Somewhere between a heartbreak and waiting comes another chance to be found by someone who can show u that ur not an option but the only choice. It was not that she didn't love him anymore but knew there would come a day when she no longer did and that she would one day meet the man who would give her the love she deserved. Until then she decided to hold on and watch the tide pass by.
Fateh she said how are before she could finish he broke down and fell onto his knees .He began sobbing and crying and said I am sorry for hurting u and using u as a bait to get back at ur sister . I know all the hurt I've caused is unforgivable but I just want a chance to redeem all that I did. I'm willing to ask for forgiveness my whole life if it means that u let me stay by ur side. I'm so sorry for making you feel u where not worth it and for abusing ur love and ur feelings.My heart always knew u where the one for me but I was so blinded with my infatuated and wounded heart that I looked passed it. I was so damn convinced that Jasmin was the love of my life that I let my mind win over my heart each fcking time. I even stooped to a level where I used u to get back at her. And I succeeded at doing so but the outcome of the victory was a painful void which got larger each passing moment. Ur absence and silence began to kill me until it dawned upon me that I'm in love with and only you and that what I felt for jasmine was infatuation and obsession which I mistook as love. I know it may sound weird but ur the reason my heart beats, the reason I breathe the reason behind my resonated laughter that leaves even me surprised.
She looked on as he confessed his love there was a time when she was dying each moment waiting for him to confess and reciprocate the love she had for him but today they just seemed like blank words recited by a man who no longer had any importance in her life.
Fateh she said I respect ur feelings but I'm sorry I don't feel the same way I don't love u anymore. He looked up in suprise and began saying stop pretending I know you do I can see through ur facade. U love me and always will.
She had now begun to feel irritated with the nonsense he was spewing. Listen fateh I don't love u and never will not today , nor tomorrow and neither will even in the future OK so get this into ur thick skull and let me live in peace. U think u played me but guess who lost its u my dear ex hubby she snickered. I only lost a boy who played with my feelings and did not appreciate what I did for him but u my friend u lost a girl who would do anything just to see u smile and laugh. Who stood by u through ur thick and thin . I loved you despite ur flaws and God bless my soul there are plenty! So good luck with finding a girl who would put up with you like I did.
Saying that she walked away smiling leaving him shocked crying his heart out refusing to believe that he had lost her forever and now could only hope that she forgave him one day. She felt at peace as finally a bird who had been bonded and prisioned in her cage was free to now fly in the open sky. She again looked at the dipping sun as she walked and thought Yeh sham bhi dhal jayegi , kaali raat diya ka roshni ka sahare Kat jayegi, phir savera hoga khushiya hogi kyuki kal phir subha hogi......❤❤❤
The end
I too love fatejo but Tejo has my heart we are always taught to take care of and attend to wants, needs, likes dislikes of our loved ones but never even once are we told that before u rush around providing others all that u have it's important to cherish and understand ur own likes dislikes and dreams. U are and will always be somebodies daughter, wife, friend ,sister or lover but before all this u share a bond with ur individual self that comes before everything else and is what binds u too the rest of ur relationships.
Ye Hai Mohabbatein
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