Originally posted by: Ash_Smash
I don't think she still understands what's she is really feeling, as we know she is super scared of giving these feelings a name. She is still covering her own feelings with guilt, so much so that she is not feeling anything but guilt
Yes I feel her guilt has clouded her feelings, like remember the way she turned pale once Fakeera told her that he left forever, that forever was emphasized and Mahi’s reaction was a visible heartbreak of not being in his vicinity anymore. That can’t be just guilt!
Also, when Sahiba asked her that why’s she not annoyed at him or she’s not pissed but her tone was more like his suffering has to end, Mahi couldn’t face Sahiba and she literally said that she’s not Feedi’s Mahi whom he fell for in Lahore. So all that conversation and the vulnerability was just guilt? That moment he didn’t even give baddua, so what was her entire turmoil about?
I still feel Mahi will never comprehend the fact that she fell in love with someone out of her league, that entire thought traumatizes her. On top of that his death news scared her just as soon as he cursed her, so it’s more like a collective effect on her thoughts.
On the other hand she’ll just go to the train station to apologize, to get free from baddua I think, that’s probably the reason he was in disbelief and completely stunned. And it’ll break him some more.. sighs!