Why silenced is here in IF - Page 2

Right now I have no time to be thinking about Raghvi... I’m embarrassed as hell.. Made a complete cake of myself.

So here’s the story... ever since i saw Sai on bike I had this itch to learn riding bikes (I can ride scooty well..) So I decided to scratch that itch today...

Took my brother’s royal enfield classic 350 and rode out in the night (thought i’ll be more easy when there isn’t anyone to watch)... My brother gave me basic information about gearing systems but clearly warned me that the beast is just not right for beginners... But i’m so thickheaded that I decided to ignore him (I mean younger brothers aren’t supposed to be giving instructions to elders)

The ride went smoothl.. I was on cloud nine... But while returning the bike swayed a little I managed to bring it to a halt (wasn’t speeding and thank god for that) but there was no way I could pick it up from there.... Had to let it fall all the way down....

I have never been more embarrassed before in my whole life... just a few blocks away from my house I was lying in middle of road... There weren’t much people but I’m sure I heard my name... Picked up that heavy monster somehow (thanks to adrenaline rush)and little of my self worth that was left... And back to home...

My brother knew what happened before I could narrate it... leaving out the gruesome details...

That a-hole is laughing like a lunatic and I presented a brave front but now since I’m alone I can’t brush it off... I’m literally shivering... For an introvert like me it’s like my whole system has been electrocuted...

I don’t seem to make peace with it... I want the earth to open up and swallow me whole 😭

Sorry if I wasted your time it was so impertinent... but I really needed to talk it out😔

Originally posted by: Mihika

Ok I am back....done with dinner...ab kaha gayab ho sab😕

Blessy

Went to watch my other show🤣, all show following same trends😵..ml screaming🤣, misunderstanding😵😵, FL in her own dilusional world about ML being bad🤣..& ML ego problem🤣, & last go to hell to FL😵🤣, I don't care what u think about me 😂

Originally posted by: samarp2

Went to watch my other show🤣, all show following same trends😵..ml screaming🤣, misunderstanding😵😵, FL in her own dilusional world about ML being bad🤣..& ML ego problem🤣, & last go to hell to FL😵🤣, I don't care what u think about me 😂

Originally posted by: Mihika

sab pagal ho gaye hai 🤣 COVID time ke side effects

Seriously🤪🤣, not a single show dhaang ka🤪😆

Originally posted by: samarp2

Seriously🤪🤣, not a single show dhaang ka🤪😆

Originally posted by: Mihika

pandemic ke baad we will be in mental asylum🤣

Yaa that is only left now🤪😆

Originally posted by: __VIHU

Right now I have no time to be thinking about Raghvi... I’m embarrassed as hell.. Made a complete cake of myself.

So here’s the story... ever since i saw Sai on bike I had this itch to learn riding bikes (I can ride scooty well..) So I decided to scratch that itch today...

Took my brother’s royal enfield classic 350 and rode out in the night (thought i’ll be more easy when there isn’t anyone to watch)... My brother gave me basic information about gearing systems but clearly warned me that the beast is just not right for beginners... But i’m so thickheaded that I decided to ignore him (I mean younger brothers aren’t supposed to be giving instructions to elders)

The ride went smoothl.. I was on cloud nine... But while returning the bike swayed a little I managed to bring it to a halt (wasn’t speeding and thank god for that) but there was no way I could pick it up from there.... Had to let it fall all the way down....

I have never been more embarrassed before in my whole life... just a few blocks away from my house I was lying in middle of road... There weren’t much people but I’m sure I heard my name... Picked up that heavy monster somehow (thanks to adrenaline rush)and little of my self worth that was left... And back to home...

My brother knew what happened before I could narrate it... leaving out the gruesome details...

That a-hole is laughing like a lunatic and I presented a brave front but now since I’m alone I can’t brush it off... I’m literally shivering... For an introvert like me it’s like my whole system has been electrocuted...

I don’t seem to make peace with it... I want the earth to open up and swallow me whole 😭

Sorry if I wasted your time it was so impertinent... but I really needed to talk it out😔

I can empathize.😭

Embarrassing myself amongst a bunch of people(which my family is a recurrent witness to) has become such an unusual hobby.

I am pretty sure I have enough memories of these awful experiences to sustain a lifetime of cringe.

I send you love and my shoulder to relax and cry on...❤️

ok... but now enough with feeling sad ok... because I need my shoulder back at some point.. 😊🤗

Once the adrenaline has left your system, just think to yourself:

what is the worst that happened today? and what is the best?

You felt inspired... overwon your fear and did it! So, you fell with that heavy bike right?

But for a first timer you did extremely well.. you did not kill anyone, and you are still alive.

You brother had a nice laugh and you have an experience you will never ever forget and which will be tied to Sai and us forever and ever.

Dont feel embarrassed, as this moment will pass and soon nobody will even remember it, but embrace you showed balls and did what you did.. and I hope you keep the courage to hop on that bike again. Just go get lessons! Some bikes are just to heavy in power and all.

You are always welcome to share anything here with us. And even you will smile about this at this some point. we cannot have only smooth rides in life right?

And a little secret.. I admire you.. I also wish to ride bike, the heavy monster bikes (one day)

My new hero ❤️ but no... I still daydream of Raghav alone 😆❤️

Originally posted by: __VIHU

Right now I have no time to be thinking about Raghvi... I’m embarrassed as hell.. Made a complete cake of myself.

So here’s the story... ever since i saw Sai on bike I had this itch to learn riding bikes (I can ride scooty well..) So I decided to scratch that itch today...

Took my brother’s royal enfield classic 350 and rode out in the night (thought i’ll be more easy when there isn’t anyone to watch)... My brother gave me basic information about gearing systems but clearly warned me that the beast is just not right for beginners... But i’m so thickheaded that I decided to ignore him (I mean younger brothers aren’t supposed to be giving instructions to elders)

The ride went smoothl.. I was on cloud nine... But while returning the bike swayed a little I managed to bring it to a halt (wasn’t speeding and thank god for that) but there was no way I could pick it up from there.... Had to let it fall all the way down....

I have never been more embarrassed before in my whole life... just a few blocks away from my house I was lying in middle of road... There weren’t much people but I’m sure I heard my name... Picked up that heavy monster somehow (thanks to adrenaline rush)and little of my self worth that was left... And back to home...

My brother knew what happened before I could narrate it... leaving out the gruesome details...

That a-hole is laughing like a lunatic and I presented a brave front but now since I’m alone I can’t brush it off... I’m literally shivering... For an introvert like me it’s like my whole system has been electrocuted...

I don’t seem to make peace with it... I want the earth to open up and swallow me whole 😭

Sorry if I wasted your time it was so impertinent... but I really needed to talk it out😔