Right now I have no time to be thinking about Raghvi... I’m embarrassed as hell.. Made a complete cake of myself.
So here’s the story... ever since i saw Sai on bike I had this itch to learn riding bikes (I can ride scooty well..) So I decided to scratch that itch today...
Took my brother’s royal enfield classic 350 and rode out in the night (thought i’ll be more easy when there isn’t anyone to watch)... My brother gave me basic information about gearing systems but clearly warned me that the beast is just not right for beginners... But i’m so thickheaded that I decided to ignore him (I mean younger brothers aren’t supposed to be giving instructions to elders)
The ride went smoothl.. I was on cloud nine... But while returning the bike swayed a little I managed to bring it to a halt (wasn’t speeding and thank god for that) but there was no way I could pick it up from there.... Had to let it fall all the way down....
I have never been more embarrassed before in my whole life... just a few blocks away from my house I was lying in middle of road... There weren’t much people but I’m sure I heard my name... Picked up that heavy monster somehow (thanks to adrenaline rush)and little of my self worth that was left... And back to home...
My brother knew what happened before I could narrate it... leaving out the gruesome details...
That a-hole is laughing like a lunatic and I presented a brave front but now since I’m alone I can’t brush it off... I’m literally shivering... For an introvert like me it’s like my whole system has been electrocuted...
I don’t seem to make peace with it... I want the earth to open up and swallow me whole 😭
Sorry if I wasted your time it was so impertinent... but I really needed to talk it out😔
Awwwwwie...just glad you found this a safe place to share! Take care dearie 🤗

