Originally posted by: Midnight_Sun1
Episode 98- Anirudh sent Bondita home.
Sweety
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Finally we got some time to discuss this episode.. thanks for penning down the long review :))
I agree with each and every word you said about episode 98. I don’t know ani from the initial episodes so I can not relate that ani in this episode . So I would only say things which I noticed in this episode. Like you said it was all wrong for him to shout on an 11 year old girl for whatever the reason. Yes, he was wrong there . He needed to show little maturity there. But I guess the main reason for him to get angry at her was the trust!! He trusted her blindly that Bon can never do anything wrong knowingly (here also he didn’t know that Bon didn’t do anything knowingly!!). She herself was used as a puppet of bw’s play! And if we put ourselves in ani’s shoes we can understand how it feels to be betrayed by your closed ones!! Not even in your dream you can think that this person could do something wrong. He was hit by a rock .. that too very badly!! he couldn’t think straight . And I would say that Bon felt the same...she in her innocence didn’t know what is she doing.. she must have felt numb in that moment when ani shouted at her and her helplessness of not giving him an answer!! and how much a child can take that? So at that moment she was also chup chap. I know ani also must have felt terrible for shouting at her and making her cry.. don’t know how many times he must have cursed himself later for doing that ! He might have listened to her.. I think he was listening to her when she started talking to him through coco phone.. but ani lost it when she took bw’s name!! It reminded him that she has broken his trust because of that person!! Bon was definitely scared of him that time.. she is after all a kid... and once they get scared they can barely utter a word!!
then comes the scene where ani wrote a letter for Sumati.. he was literally shaking!!! His grief, turmoil, the feeling of getting betrayed, anger and the taunts he had to listen... all these emotions were piling up in his mind like a volcano.. he didn’t want to send Bon away but at that moment he just didn’t want to listen to his mind or his heart!! The way his hands were shaking writing that letter was speaking his inner turmoil 
he was forcing himself to do a thing which he didn’t want to do.. his heart his mind didn’t want him to do.. but he ignored everything.. it was like he had gone mad or something thinking why this happened ? Why Bon did this? And then when Bon came to see him last time, like you said he didn’t stop her from doing anything or speaking anything.. he must be holding up himself, he would have just stopped her if she had asked for his forgiveness one last time !! I felt he was waiting for that.. but Bon didn’t say anything .. for her, at that point his words were like an order which she can’t deny and anyways her guilt also.. she must have thought she is being punished for her lie and she deserved it.. so she didn’t ask for forgiveness! Like you wrote.. when Bon closed the door, his expressions showed that he must have felt like some part of his soul is gone.. that’s when he reacted on listening the door closing noise.. and a tear dropped!!
I don’t know what else to say about these kiddos.. both were awesome.. I don’t have words Sweety.. and I don’t know how many times I can watch this episode... 
I am not sure what I really wrote... I agree with your each point... I have just added my two cents :)🤗🤗
