The below piece of writing is purely fictional and meant only for the purpose of entertainment. Please read it as a story and do not take it seriously.
Please ignore if you find it akward or uncomfortable.
I have written few parts, dialogues in Hindi just to get the right feels.
This story is mostly from Preesha's point of view.
Background.
Rudraksh is aware of Rajiv- Mahima's love story and Saransh being their son now.
Rudra - I am proud of you, Preesha. Jo tumne kiya hai, shayad hi koi kar pata hai iss duniya main. I promise yeh humare beech hi rahega. Saransh will never know the truth.
He is OUR son. Woh humara hai.
Preesha (im) - I am very lucky to have him. Mere dil main tumhare liye izzat aur bhi badh gayi.
I couldn't stop looking at my man. He is mine. Just mine. I took a deep breathe while looking at his well built torso. I can see those tiny water droplets slipping down from his shoulders.
I want to be in his arms right now.
I skipped a beat in my heart.
I am lost in him.
Rudra - Preesha.....
He snapped me out of my world of thoughts.
Rudra - wifey, kaha kho gayi?
He asked.
Preesha - tumne shirt kab pheni ....?
Rudra - what?
Preesha (im) - shit, what are you doing, idiot?
I mentally slapped myself for asking such a stupid question.
Rudra - wifey? Aabhi kya pucha tumne mujse...
Preesha (im) - oh no. He heard it. Isko pata chal gaya ki main kya soch rahi thi.
Rudra - Preesha, kya hogaya hai tumhe, tabiyat toh thik hai na tumhari.
Preesha - Haan, Haan muje kya hona hai.
I chuckled like mad to hide my embarrassment.
Rudra - I don't think so. Tum thik nahi ho. Koi tension hai kya? Aakhe padh raha hu tumhari.
Preesha (im) - Hey Venkateshwara, aab yeh bhi meri aakhe padh sakta. Aab toh isse pakka pata chal gaya hoga ki main kya soch rahi thi.
Preesha - nahi, kuch bhi toh nahi.
I faked a big smile to convince me
Rudra - cool, I'll make a move now.
Preesha - tum kaha ja rahe ho?
Rudra - kal bataya tha, recording hai aaj.
Preesha - oh yes. Have a nice day.
Rudra - you too.
He kissed my head before going. I closed my eyes in satisfaction.
Preesha (im) - Thank you Venkateshwara, bacha liya aapne. Rudra ko nahi pata main kya soch rahi thi.
I mentally congratulated myself for my mini victory.
As soon as I turned back I bumped into someone, it was him.
Preesha - Rudra....
Rudra - aagli baar, aagar muje shirtless ghur ne ka maan kare, toh bol dena. After all, haq hai tumhara....muje ghur ne ka.
He winked.
My mouth open in perfect 'O' shape. I was stunned, amused, shocked, happy and embrassed. All at the same time.
Rudra - Bye, wifey.
He placed a kiss on my cheek and left.
Preesha (im) - oh no, isse kaise pata. Hey Venkateshwara, kyu kiya aapne aaisa? Aab kya soch raha hoga mere baare main.
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In the evening.
Preesha (im)- Rudra kitna understanding aur caring hai. Kitna sochta hai mere baare main, meri feelings ke baare main. Kitna kuch karta hai mere liye aur main uske liye kuch nahi kar pati.
I want to make him feel special. He doesn't say but he must be having expectations for me. He is my husband. I am just so into myself. I don't care for his feelings.
This is wrong, Preesha.
Yes, I am at fault, I should do something for him.
I was busy blaming myself when he arrived.
Rudra - Hey, wifey? How was your day?
I looked at him. He was putting his phone on charge.
Preesha - when did you come?
Rudra - when you were lost in your thoughts.
Preesha (im) - I hope he doesn't know. Preesha go for it.
I motivated myself and rushed in to his arms.
As expected, he was shocked.
Rudra - Jaan, kya hua, you ok?
He asked.
I could feel his concern for me.
Preesha - I am sorry, very sorry.
I am selfish. I just think about myself. I am very bad. I should have thought about you and your feelings.
I literally started blabbering.
Rudra - Preesha, what's wrong?
He broke the hug and made me look at him.
Preesha - sorry.
Rudra - for what?
Preesha - I don't know but I am sorry.
Rudra - will you stop saying sorry and tell me what happened.
Preesha - I myself don't know, I am just sorry. Please samaj jao.
Rudra - kya samju? Tum kuch bataogi bhi.
Preesha - please samajona....
Rudra - aare par kya? Tumhe kya hogaya hai.
Preesha - tum meri aakhe padh sakte ho na, toh padh lo....
Rudra - kya padhu, tum khud confused ho. Main kaise padhu tumhari confused aakhe.
Preesha - huh, tum itna bhi nahi samajte.
I pushed him back and left the room.
Rudra (im) - Kya hogaya isse? Itna weired kyu behave kar rahi hai? Khud toh pagal hai muje bhi kar degi.
*********************
At Preesha's hospital.
Bubble couldn't control her laughter.
Preesha - don't laugh na, bubble. Muje yaha itni tension ho rahi hai aur help karni ki jagah has rahi hai.
Bubble - toh aur kya karu? Preesha tu sach main doctor hai na? Why don't you just go and tell me what you feel....
Preesha - it's not easy.
Bubble - it's not hard too, in fact you are making it hard for yourself. He is your husband. Tu uske saath kuch bhi share kar sakti hai.
Preesha - main janti hu par, woh kya sochega.
Bubble - pagal, woh khush hojayega. He'll be happy, trust me.
Preesha - Nahi yaar muje darr lag raha hai. Usse directly kaise bolu.
Bubble - tera sach main kuch nahi ho sakta. Ok, listen to me now. Tell him indirectly.
Preesha - like what?
Bubble - tell him through your actions. Usse baaton main uljha kar.
Preesha - hmm, I'll think about it.
Bubble - yes, please. Poor Rudra. Tadap raha hoga bichara.
Preesha - Tu meri friend hai ya uski.
Bubble - dono ki....
Bubble and I had shared some laughter and had a long chat.
**********************
I came back from Saransh's room only to find Rudra with his headphones and guitar.
Preesha (im) - aabhi baat karu ya nahi? Busy toh lag nahi raha...kya karu?
I was lost in my thoughts.
Rudra - Saransh so gaya?
He asked me and it brought me back to real world.
Preesha - Haan. Tum busy ho kya?
Rudra - Nahi toh, tumhara hi wait kar raha tha.
Preesha - kyu?
Rudra - kyuki raat hogayi hai, sona nahi hai kya? Good night bolna tha.
Preesha - itni jaldi sona hai?
Rudra - tum kaho toh puri raat jaag sakta hu.
He winked
Preesha (im) - Hey Venkateshwara, meri har baat isse kaise pata chal jati hai.
Rudra - bol, jaagu kya?
Preesha - umm, nahi. Main toh bas aaise hi...tum so jao.
Preesha (im) - Tu bewakoof hai, Preesha. Bubble sach kehti hai, mera kuch nahi hona.
Rudra - ok, good night.
Preesha (im) - aare yeh toh sach main sone ja raha hai.
Preesha - Rudra....
He turned and looked at me.
Rudra - hmmmm.....
Preesha - Kuch baat karni hai....
Preesha (im) - finally, Preesha. Aab please plan barbaad mat kar.
Rudra - bolo.
Preesha - baitho na pehle.
We both got settled.
Rudra - aab bolo....
Preesha - Rudra, please don't misunderstand me.
Main bas aaise hi casually puch rahi hu....
Preesha (im) - bol Preesha bol.
Rudra - Yeah, go on....
Preesha - mere aane se pehle toh tumhari bohot girlfriends thi na.
Rudra - what?
He busted in to laughter.
Preesha - haaso mat na tum. Jawab do na.
Rudra - aacha, ok I am sorry. Haan bohot girlfriends thi, toh?
Preesha - toh? Woh kaisi girlfriends thi?
Rudra - kaisi matlab? Jaisi hoti hai vaisi...in fact aadhe se zyada toh yaad bhi nahi.
Preesha - Nahi, mera matlab hai....
Rudra - kya matlab hai tumhara?
Preesha - matlab woh tum kya kya karte the unke saath.
I can see his eye brows going up in amusement.
He took a deeper look at me.
He wasn't expecting this from me, I know it.
Preesha - bolo na....
Rudra (im) - Aab iske maze leta hu.
Rudra - wahi, jo ek girlfriend - boyfriend karte hai.
Preesha - kya karte hai?
Rudra - tumhe nahi pata...
I nodded in NO.
Rudra - bohot kuch karte hai. Aab kya kya batau tumhe....
Preesha - thoda toh batao....
I tried my best to hide my embarrassment.
Rudra - kya janna chahti ho, thoda specifically batao.
Preesha - muje kya pata, kya hota hai. Tum batao na....
Rudra - yeh raat khatam ho jayegi baatane main.
Preesha - tum hi keh rahe the na...ki puri raat jaag sakte ho.
Rudra - bilkul, par kya tum sunne ke liye ready ho?
I nodded lightly.
Rudra (im) - oh, man. Is she hinting at....? Oh my god. This girl, is driving me crazy.
Par aagar aaisa kuch na ho toh? Main kuch zyada hi nahi soch raha na ...
Preesha - bolo.
Rudra - aabhi mood nahi hai, bohot neend bhi aarahi hai, phir kabhi, bataungi fursat se....
Rudra (im) - her face fell instantly. I can see her fuming. Oh my god, is it going to be like this. This is cute.
I mentally laughed at her. Of course, can't laugh in front of her otherwise she would be embarrassed.
Preesha (im) - Isko sach main kuch samaj nahi aaya ya isne mera popat banaya? Vaise toh bada smart bana phirta hai. Huh, duffer!
Rudra - good night, wifey.
Preesha - good night.
I made a face at him.
Rudra (im) - pagal ladki.
*******************
Next day.
Bubble - oh my god, you are so innocent. Usne tera popat banaya.
Bubble laughed at me.
Preesha - has mat na, Bubble. Aur tu itni sure kaise hai ki usne mera popat banaya. Shayad usse sach main neend aarahi ho.
Bubble - pagal. Usse sab samaj main aagaya tha. Girl, you have him a hint when you asked him indirectly. Ek girlfriend - boyfriend kya karte hai.
Preesha - aaisa kuch nahi hai. Woh toh maine casually pucha tha.
Bubble - aacha, casually pucha sirf? Toh itna sad feel kyu kar rahi jab usne batane se maana kar Diya.
Preesha - main kaha sad hu? Main normal hu....
Bubble - Tu bohot bholi hai.
Preesha - Tu yeh sab chod aur bata ki aage kya karu? Tera indirectly bolne wala idea toh fail hogaya.
Bubble - hmm, Rudraksh zyada smart nikla. Ok, so now you try to tell him through your actions.
Preesha - means?
Bubble - wear something very sexy, like night gown. Usse instantly pata chal jayega.
Preesha - no, no, no....no please no.
Bubble - yes, you have to do it, Preesha.
Preesha - yaar,Bubble main kabhi nahi pehna aaisa kuch.
Bubble - toh aab pehen le.
Preesha - nahi yaar mujse nahi hoga. Tu aur kuch bata.
Bubble - yahi best hai. Come on go for it.
Preesha - Nahi yaar main kabhi nahi kiya aaisa kuch. Aur kisine dekh liya toh.
Bubble - tuje main woh pehenke pure ghar main ghumne ke liye nahi bol rahi. Raat ko sone jaane se pehle....
Preesha - Bubble, Yaar please na....
Bubble - tuje Rudra ko batana hai ki nahi...
Preesha - batana hai....
Bubble - then do it....
Preesha - ok....
Bubble - that's like my girl, now meet me in an one hour.
Preesha - kyu?
Bubble - shopping karne. Nighty toh tere paas hogi nahi na....
Preesha - Haan, nahi hai mere paas.
Bubble - chal phir, tere liye nighty lenge....
I disconnected the call.
I turned back only to see him standing near the door.
Preesha (im) - Hey Venkateshwara, kahi isne sab sun toh nahi liya.
Rudra - Preesha, busy ho ?
Preesha - nahi, mera matlab haan. Haan bahar ja rahi hu, Bubble ke saath.
Rudra - Bubble ke saath?
Preesha - haan usne kaha usse kuch kaam hai toh bas mall ja rahe hai.
Rudra - oh, great. Main bhi chalta hu, Bunty ko bhi wahi bula leta hu. Phir dinner karke hi aayenge. Bohot time hua hangout nahi kiya.
Preesha - Nahi, nahi, nahi, tum nahi aasakte aur na Bunty.
Rudra - kyu?
Preesha - Woh main nahi bata sakti. Bubble ne maana kiya hai.
Rudra - oh, I see. Toh tum logo ka girls hangout hai.
Preesha - Haan.
Rudra - fine, then. Enjoy.
Preesha - hmm.
I quickly made a move.
Preesha (im) - baal baal bachi. Thank you Venkateshwara.
Rudra (im) - chal kya raha hai iske dimag main. Kahi kal ki baat ko lekar toh...Kuch...
Baat karni padegi isse.
*******************************
At mall.
Bubble - Preesha tuje doctor kisne banaya woh bhi gynaecologist? Aare log tere paas iss phase ke baad aate hai aur tu khud ke case main itna soch rahi hai.
Preesha - yaar, bubble. Aaisa Nahi hai. Main bas.....
I had tears in my eyes.
Bubble - aacha I am sorry. I can understand.
Preesha - it's ok, yaar. Sorry mat bol. Tu pehle hi mere liye itna kuch kar rahi hai.
Bubble - tu meri dost hai, come on yaar.
Few minutes later.
Preesha - Nahi yaar, yeh dekh. Yeh toh strapless hai.
Bubble - toh kya hua? Night gowns aaise hi hote hai.
Preesha - Nahi, yeh nahi. Hum kuch aur dekhte hai.
Bubble - aacha yeh dekh. Color bhi aacha hai.
Preesha - Bubble yeh deep neck hai, yeh nahi.
Bubble - toh aacha hai na, Rudra ek hi nazaar main flat.
Preesha - Bubble!
Bubble - aacha hum jacket wali nighty dekhte hai. Uss main tuje uncomfortable nahi lagega.
Preesha - Haan yeh sahi rahega.
Bubble - go and try.
Preesha - ok.
I opened my eyes to see myself in mirror. I was wearing a red colour night gown
I took a sharp breathe imagining his reaction.
Bubble - size is ok?
Bubble knocked on the door.
Preesha - Yes.
I blushed profusely.
**************************
At night.
Rudra - Jaan, are you in there?
Preesha (im) - oh, no. Rudra aagaya.
Rudra - Preesha....
He knocked the door again.
Preesha - Haan. I am in.
Rudra - Come out na, I have an exciting news for you.
Preesha - what?
Rudra - you come out first.
Preesha - I am fine, here. I am listening, you tell.
Rudra - Preesha, seriously. Tum bahar aao varna tumhe baat kaise bataunga
Preesha - main sun rahi hu na
Rudra - tum bahar aao varna main nahi batane wala.
Preesha (im) - Preesha kabhi na kabhi toh bahar jana hi padega na. Andar kitni der rahu.
Rudra - Preesha..
Preesha - aarahi hu par tum pehle room ka door bandh karo.
Rudra - bandh hi hai, Preesha.
Preesha - pakka na?
Rudra - tum aarahi ho ya main jau.
Preesha - aarahi hu.
Preesha (im) - chal Preesha. Good luck. Venkateshwara saath dena.
I finally opened the door of washroom with trembling hands.
My head was low.
I had clutched the gown tightly from both the sides.
I was shy. I was embarrassed.
Rudra (im) - oh my god.
I took a deep breath.
Is she is my Preesha?
I asked myself.
She looked gorgeous.
I couldn't stop myself scanning her from top to bottom.
Rudra (im) - Is she my....?
My jaws dropped in shock and amusement.
I couldn't take my eyes off her.
I took a step forward while she took a step back.
Rudra - Preesha....
Preesha (im) - oh my god. I hope he doesn't....
Rudra - look at me.....
I didn't reply.
He came forward and tapped my chin up.
Our eyes met.
I could read his eyes. He can read mine.
Truly, words aren't important always.
Rudra - Yeh, kyu?
Preesha - Bubble ne kaha...
Rudra - Bubble ne kaha aur tumne pehen liya....
He teased me.
Preesha - Woh main....tum, main....hum....
I fumbled with words
I was too shy to look at him.
Rudra - bohot beautiful lag rahi ho.
I looked at him instantly.
Preesha - sach...?
Rudra - jhooth nahi bol raha, chaho toh aakhe padhlo.....
I blushed.
I could feel my cheeks burning.
My heart had started beating faster.
Preesha - aab?
I asked shyly
Rudra - aab, tum batao?
Preesha - aakhe padh lo....
Rudra - kabse wahi padh raha hu....
I smiled.
Rudra - jitni khoobsurat lag rahi ho na, usse zyada.... uncomfortable lag kar rahi ho.
My heart skipped a bit.
He took my hands into his and kissed my fingers.
Rudra - jao, change kar lo.
I looked at him.
Preesha - Rudra....
Rudra - go and change. Ok.
He said and kissed my forehead.
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I came and settled next to him on bed.
I was too shy to utter a word. I know I am under his gaze.
Rudra - toh yeh jo tum do din se weird behave kar rahi thi...woh isliye....?
I nodded.
Rudra - muje khud kyu bataya nahi?
Preesha - Nahi bata payi, bohot try kiya.
Rudra - tum doctor ho na, toh itna shy kyu feel kar rahi thi.
Preesha - aaisa nahi hai, Rudra. Maine aaj tak kisiko aapne itne kareeb nahi aane diya hai. Tum pehle ho....
Preesha - mere liye yeh sab naya hai. It's very new. I have never experienced this before. I am scared.
He took my hand into his.
Rudra - I know, I understand. Isliye toh maine tumse kaha hai na, jab tum chahogi, tum comfortable hogi, jab tum ready hogi tab hi.....
Preesha, main usse moment ko bohot special banana chahta hu, humare liye.
You need to be equally involved tabhi woh moment beautiful banega.
I nodded.
Rudra - I am glad you are thinking about it, I'll wait.
I looked at him in awe.
I fall for him everyday. I fall for him harder today.
Rudra - aur aage se, aaisi koi baat hai toh khud muje bol diya karo. Itna sochne ki zarurat nahi.
I nodded and smiled.
Rudra (im) - I think yeh aabhi shy feel kar rahi hai.
Rudra - Preesha, woh uss din tum kuch puch rahi thi na...
Preesha - kya?
Rudra - aare yaad karo? Kuch jaana chahti thi na....
Preesha - kya?
Rudra - main meri girlfriends ke saath kya karta tha....
Preesha (im) - oh god, isse aabhi yaad hai woh....
Preesha - Nahi, Nahi...muje nahi jaana.
Rudra - aare kyu? Suno na...please.
Preesha - nahi, muje nahi sunna....
Rudra - aare suno toh....
Preesha - Nahi.....
I quickly covered myself and my head under the duvet to avoid his questions.
Rudra - aacha suno toh...
Preesha - Nahi, good night....
Rudra - Suno....
He pulled the duvet off my face.
He pushed the hair locks away from my face. Like he always does.
Rudra - suno....
Preesha - kya?
Rudra - Woh girlfriends thi par TUM WIFE HO. Tum special ho aur humesha rahogi.
I smiled brightly.
Rudra - good night....
He kissed me good night.
Preesha - good night.....
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At Preesha's hospital.
Bubble - oh my my. I can't believe, Rudra.
Preesha - Mera Rudra hai hi aaisa. Caring and understanding.
Bubble - Mera Rudra? Sahi hai....
Preesha - Kal usse baat karke I am feeling better. Bohot light feel kar rahi hu.
Bubble - I am glad. I am very happy for you both.
But Preesha I think you shouldn't waste time.
Tum dono pyaar karte ho usse, shaadi hogayi hai tumhari. I think you should just go for it.
Preesha - you are right, Bubble. Kal ke baad toh main Rudra pe khud se zyada trust karne lagi hu....
Bubble - I can understand. Pyaar karti hai na usse, trust karti hai uspar....toh aab zyada mat soch.
Preesha (im) - I love you, Rudra.
*************************
Day turned into night.
I was waiting for him impatiently.
Preesha - Kaha ho?
Rudra - on the way....
Preesha - kab tak, aaoge?
Rudra - bas 10-15 minutes. Kya hua? All ok na?
Preesha - yeah I am fine, I am writing.
Rudra - I'll there....soon.
He didn't disappoint me.
As promised, he came in 10 minutes.
I flew in his arms.
Rudra - Jaan, what happened....
Preesha - I am ready....
I closed my eyes tightly.
I could feel warm of his touch.
He took me into his embrace.
Rudra - You sure?
Preesha - Yes....
I replied firmly.
Rudra - You trust me?
Preesha - I trust you....
He kissed my head.
I hope it helps us to survive the current track 😆
Let me know how it is....🤗
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