Originally posted by: my.2cents
Mansoor is my favorite character of his too...I have been listening to Jaan nisaar nonstop, on loop the whole day...day by day when it's becoming more and more evident that he was murdered and possibly so brutally that he couldn't even fight back...I keep imagining what could have been his last moments where he would have struggled to breath his last...while some monster was taking away all his dreams with him...it makes me keep thinking, he wanted to live you know...he wanted to live! 💔
GOD...why such a tragic end to his precious life?...Even though flawed like all of us...he was such an adorable person at his core that you just felt like showering love at him and I understand why people who were close to him loved him so deeply and adored him...why would anyone even want to harm his pure soul...I can't seem to make sense of any of it! ðŸ˜
@bold 💔💔💔
Honestly, either way it's very heartbreaking... whether it's a murder or a suicide. If it's a murder, god, he's been robbed of so many possibilities... so many plans to contribute to the greater good, to spread wisdom, knowledge and love, and to bring happiness into the world. Maybe his mental health hadn't been good during his last few days but he would have been determined to fight against it so as to fulfil his dreams. He probably would have felt innumerable regrets when he saw his life flashing in front of him in those last moments... things he wanted to do, things that he could have done.
And if it's a suicide, I don't think anyone can imagine the abyss in which this beautiful soul must have sunken in for him to abandon all those dreams and plans he was so passionate about. Which makes me so dubious.
He was a gem in all ways - exactly the kind of person that this world needs. I just wish that he had been valued more while he was here...
It doesn't, it's too, too, too unfair, words will never be enough ðŸ˜
Edited by DushtKanya - 5 years ago
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