Barrister Babu Chat Club #9 *Noor E Khuda Hum Teri Meherbani Barsa* - Page 54

Originally posted by: Alexia_Wilson

Kaash

Sirf ye ek shabd kaash

I never had such strong emotions towards a person whom I didnt personally knew

And this is insane that how much he has affected us

Truly it is!

Unknowingly my mind wanders to the wish, of being there for him if I could go back in time. I don't know how can I but I wish to.

Originally posted by: Octothorpe

If i get to undo one thing, I'll undo this death. How i wish!

I still can't accept it whole heartedly. I don't know why. I just can't.

Originally posted by: Octothorpe

Same. Every once in a while I'm getting his smile and that just breaks my heart.

What if we met him?

What if he talk out with us?

What if I understood his pain before this?

And each what if results to him being alive and that breaks my heart

Originally posted by: Alexia_Wilson

Its hard Octo so damn hard

Owing to the fact I am the only one she might talk to

I asked her to message Mishti on WP but no avail

If only she talks to someone she might be a little distracted

Her introvert nature is making it even more difficult

I know it's hard but surely not impossible.

I understand her feelings. I totally do. And sending her lots of love. ❤️

Originally posted by: Alexia_Wilson

His smile haunts me in my dreams while I am imagining of possibilities

What if we met him?

What if he talk out with us?

What if I understood his pain before this?

And each what if results to him being alive and that breaks my heart

True! All these possibilities makes me so much more guilty

Originally posted by: Sujz

Truly it is!

Unknowingly my mind wanders to the wish, of being there for him if I could go back in time. I don't know how can I but I wish to.

If ever I get this chance to ask for anything then I might ask him to comeback

Not as an actor but as an normal person away from stardom leading his life peacefully the rest of his life

Originally posted by: Sujz

I still can't accept it whole heartedly. I don't know why. I just can't.

Neither can I.

Originally posted by: Alexia_Wilson

If ever I get this chance to ask for anything then I might ask him to comeback

Not as an actor but as an normal person away from stardom leading his life peacefully the rest of his life

True. Maybe as a person who got everything he deserves, his astronomy dreams, everything! His death was the most untimely I've ever seen. I feel this wasn't the time, this just wasn't. Maybe time made a mistake.

All of this doesn't make any sense but nothing stops me from thinking all these.

Originally posted by: Octothorpe

I know it's hard but surely not impossible.

I understand her feelings. I totally do. And sending her lots of love. ❤️

I know its not impossible but I know how hard its to make her speak out

She doesnt speak out and that scares me a lot

Originally posted by: Octothorpe

True! All these possibilities makes me so much more guilty

He had a lot more to achieve

He had a lot more to do

Coding and learning astronomy