Barrister Babu Chat Club #9 *Noor E Khuda Hum Teri Meherbani Barsa* - Page 53

Originally posted by: Alexia_Wilson

I know baccha

It is actually scaring me how his death has affected us so much

I cant close my eyes

Whenever I do I see him smiling at me

I am trying to keep myself calm and collected but I am unable to help Suhu

She is in the same situation as you

Guilt and sadness is eating her away

We are all in this constant guilt that perhaps if we asked him if he was fine could have saved him. I know that's insane and very less chance but still, there was chance, there was life.

Originally posted by: Sujz

This is so sad. I never thought someone's death would affect me so much. There's only him, his memories in my mind right now. Every damn moment I am thinking of alternative possibilities.

I'm trying to distract myself but nothing seems to work.

Originally posted by: Octothorpe

We are all in this constant guilt that perhaps if we asked him if he was fine could have saved him. I know that's insane and very less chance but still, there was chance, there was life.

Guilt to mujhe bhi hai

Even though its a crazy thing its there

But for her its a lot more difficult

She has always been sensitive to depression owing to the fact she herself is suffering from it

So for her it feels like she has failed

She feels that she should have done something and its not helping her at all

And the problem is that she bottles it up so well you will feel she doesnt care

But she does and its scaring me

I am scared that I will lose her to once where she was

And one more thing I aint of her age so understanding somethings from her perspective will be harder for both of us

Originally posted by: Octothorpe

I'm trying to distract myself but nothing seems to work.

Same here. Wish if there was something which can make him come back. :(

Originally posted by: Octothorpe

I'm trying to distract myself but nothing seems to work.

His songs ringing in my mind

While his smile is flashing through eyes

Originally posted by: Alexia_Wilson

Guilt to mujhe bhi hai

Even though its a crazy thing its there

But for her its a lot more difficult

She has always been sensitive to depression owing to the fact she herself is suffering from it

So for her it feels like she has failed

She feels that she should have done something and its not helping her at all

And the problem is that she bottles it up so well you will feel she doesnt care

But she does and its scaring me

I am scared that I will lose her to once where she was

And one more thing I aint of her age so understanding somethings from her perspective will be harder for both of us

I understand.

Just be there for her. Hold her hand and never let her sink in that quicksand again. Help her sail through. 🤗

Originally posted by: Sujz

Same here. Wish if there was something which can make him come back. :(

Sirf ye ek shabd kaash

I never had such strong emotions towards a person whom I didnt personally knew

And this is insane that how much he has affected us

Originally posted by: Sujz

Same here. Wish if there was something which can make him come back. :(

If i get to undo one thing, I'll undo this death. How i wish!

Originally posted by: Alexia_Wilson

I cant concentrate on my work

His songs ringing in my mind

While his smile is flashing through eyes

Same. Every once in a while I'm getting his smile and that just breaks my heart.

Originally posted by: Octothorpe

I understand.

Just be there for her. Hold her hand and never let her sink in that quicksand again. Help her sail through. 🤗

Its hard Octo so damn hard

Owing to the fact I am the only one she might talk to

I asked her to message Mishti on WP but no avail

If only she talks to someone she might be a little distracted

Her introvert nature is making it even more difficult