I'm beyond shocked. Still feel like this is some kind of horrible prank being played. Seems unreal.
I have followed this guy so so closely over the last decade. My fangirl-ism ended near 2016 due to few reasons but I've always seen him as such a brilliant promising guy, ambitious, go getter and intent on living life to the fullest. Ours was almost like a torrid love affair, like when you feel cheated and angry with someone you've had few expectations from, never never wished ill of him though, always only wanted the best for him cos he freaking deserved it. But this..this. .. Still seems unbelievable.
Gosh everything can be so so deceptive. Rest in peace Sushant, you've been such a big part of my life and I've made so many friends in the fandom. No other celebrity will ever come close to being what you were, I would probably never involve myself in any celebrity's life as much as I involved myself in yours.
Edited by nikitagmc - 5 years ago
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