I just saw tosay's epi. And even though i wanted a daassu revelation and angry young basu... But i can't say i am disappointed with the epi.
All this while anurag has been looking for the answers outside. He never thought he was the answer. Its like when he found out about the marriage, the aftermath was a raging erupting volcano that was furious to reach its destination and would burn anything in its path. But the moment he got to know the truth, the volcano has turned into an inferno inside him. He's burning now in rage and guilt.
Rage that someone took advantage of her situation in her weak moments. Guilt that not just he couldn't protect her from the inevitable but also he was the reason behind her misery.
I cudn't help but notice tht when he got to know the truth he flipped for prerna. The anger for bajaj came later but his initial reaction was his love and concern for prerna. How could she do that? Why did she endure this?
He had done it too... But just like her, if its his life thats more important... for him its her happiness over himself. He was hurt coz she was hurting and all this while he was blind to her pain. It pained him that she loves him so much... just like her admission of pain coz of his love and longing for her.
Though both anurag and prerna made a similar sacrifice... Prerna's sacrifice was harsher. She had no support, no family, no hopes. And he was quick to realize it. When he confronted bajaj, he was like I wud never do that. The goodness is anurag couldn't fathom how could someone ever do something like this to an innocent soul like her. And bajaj was an absolute stranger to her as compared to komo who was atleast an acquaintance. Who proposes marriage to a stranger? He couldn't foresee his professional rivalry could transverse into his perasonal life like this.
He has been too naive and foolish to deny that someone could be so brutal. And so he was disappointed with himself that he couldn't direct his anger on bajaj.
It pained him that she was suffering all the while when ppl cursed her and he was so self absorbed in his pain that he couldn't protect her either. He knows he failed her.
And now that he has seen the holistic picture, there is an undeniable resolute in his eyes. The inferno thats raging inside him will be darted constructively at the one to who is responsible for his and prerna's torment.