Originally posted by: 9SakthLaunda4
Well, i had an accident and back of my head hit the road pavement. I lost consiousness and i knew that i felt void but when i woke up people placed me on the steps of a shop. š I still had the plastic cover with food ingredients in them in my hands. I can say void was not painful but when i woke up the way my head hurt was painful. That guy who hit me with his bike whilst i was crossing the road, was soothing his wounded leg and people were cursing him for hitting me. Death is not painful but life surely is. As soon as i opened my eyes it was chaos and pain.
I value my life the least. I am not some Einstein or Newton, who would bring about a change in the world. We born or die , doesn't make any difference. We are just going to do what anyone else does for our strings of attatchement we made with our parents and loved ones.
I too was expecting for the world to explode in 2011. I ate pani-puri to my hearts content but nothing happened .
Oh wow! You're a fighter!! šš¼Do you remember anything about what you experienced? I read someone's account where they had survived a massive bike accident when they almost got crushed under a truck's tyres and they talked about how their brain kept on replaying the accident again and again like a reel and then at the point of excruciating pain, the brain totally shut down...and yet played that reel over and over till they passed out exhausted from reliving the trauma!
I know..we're living in our own self-created little units and are only valuable to others in terms of what we do for them..and its the same for us..like who's even going to cheer or even know...but losing consciousness..that's most frightening I dont deny and its not even about the loved ones..its about losing yourself..
Its not like I dont value my life...actually I'm not sure if I do or not..Because I live in my own inner world you know...like my inner world is so much richer than this outside world...I've only like a flimsy connection with the real world..that's why I guess I care less about life and living. And then I was sorta bullied badly in high school that sucked the spirit out of me and I used to sleep whole days and hardly went to school because life was so painful...And girls bullying is another level...there are no visible scars or fights..its all mental and you dont even know..š¤But I wont say that..I consider myself only a couple notches below Tesla and I'll prove it..š soon
I had so many plans for 2011 lol. I've now started survivalist lessons..šI realise its best to have a plan in place if one is to have an eagle eye view of things. So less pani puris and more foraging for me lol.
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