Ishra TS - Phir se jeene ke bahaane tum bane, pt 6 on pg no 33 on 2/4 - Page 23

Part 6

Ishita thought for a while then said " I will only take one dress from it ."

R- along with those beautiful lingeries, wear the match .

He teased,winking at her while she blushed on his teasing and turned her face to other side to hide it . He smiled and said " go on".

Ishita nodded and walked towards the room while Raman got busy in his newspaper, checking ishita in between, peeping from it . Ishita reached the room and opened the closet. She saw all the cloths he bought that day hanging nicely , she looked at those cloths and thought that she had never ever imagined herself wearing those expensive clothes though she was surrounded with them all the day . She stood there for sometimes thinking about her situation, she wanted to be excited that she is experiencing good things ,being with Raman but at the same time she was feeling sad and ashamed of herself thinking about the cost she is paying him for his help and these perks . She was still standing there when she heard him clearing his throat . Her trance broke and she looked behind, only to find him leaning on the entrance . Ishita saw him and was about to ask when he himself cleared " I thought to tell you my favourite among them so that you can wear it for me."

Ishita gave him a look ,as if saying ",why I wear your choice " but before she can open her mouth he cleared " ofcourse if you want to thank me ".

Ishira couldn't deny listening to him and moved a bit so he can took out the dress . Ishita was super sure that Raman would pick some sexy dress or lacy nighties, thinking of so she already closed her eyes feeling embarrassed. She was still closing her eyes when she heard him " ishita why are you closing your eyes , didn't you slept nicely in night ".

Ishita slowly opened her eyes , he handed her a beautiful red designer saree ,making her surprised. She looked at the saree and asked to confirm " you want me to wear saree? ".

R- humm , you don't know how to drape saree .

I- ofcourse I know .

R- ten why are you looking surprised .

I- (looking down )- I thought you just he choosing some those types of cloths .

Raman understood her and spoke " naah , I had seen all of those girls in those sexy dresses but non of them wore saree for me . I want you to wear it for me , a different outfit for a different woman ,will you ."

Ishira smiled listening to this and nodded taking the saree . She went to washroom and started her chores . She got dressed in saree , did a lil makeup with the things she had in her purse and came out of the room . She knows it was wrong but still she wanted to flaunt herself to Raman and ask his opinion about her. She reached the hall but he was nowhere which made her disappointed. She sat in the couch and thought to wait for him as she don't have any other work . It was much time she was waiting for him but he hadn't showed up yet , she was feeling lone and bore ,sitting idle doing nothing . She thought to check Raman in his room, thinking so she walked slowly to his room and knocked the door . Soon she listened him calling her in , listening so she opened the door and entered . She scanned the room , it was too beautiful and big , sort of double in size of her bedroom, back in her husbands house . She checked the decor which was decent and affluence was oozing out of it . She turned her face little more to explore the rest of room and the walls were big picture of him, beside it was a cute pic of him kissing a elderly lady which she assumed is his mother and it got confirmed when she noticed the next pic of him with the same lady and a man . It was a old pic ,may be some 10 to 15 years back but all of them were looking too happy and contended. She looked at him and noticed that he is actually a very handsome man and hadn't change much from his younger days . She looked back to his large pic and couldn't stopped herself from admiring him . Her trance broke when she heard his deep voice " hey ishita, you don't need a permission to enter my room.".

She immediately removed her eyes from his pic and looked at him ,only to find him dressing , she closed her eyes and turned her face saying "oops " making Raman chuckle. He smirked and said " you know, you are only girl who had turned her face after looking me like this ".

I- correction , woman not girl , I m a married woman and mother of two kids .

R- correction ,you were married , now single and you are still a human being, who had desires which don't changes with your marital status .

I- should I start making breakfast .

R- yeah sure ,I m almost done .

I- no you take your time .

Saying so she closed the door and walked to kitchen . She looked for the pasta and veggies , soon ahe found it and started preparing the dish . She was doing her work but her mind was on Raman , she was trying a lot to keep her mind off from him but it was not happening. He was looking a totally different side of him and was liking it , not only that but she was liking his attention on her , even she was liking his little teasing and flirts . She has even started comparing her husband with him. Every time she does that ,she always find that her husband has never given her such attention . He never told her that he wanted her or desire her ,just took her and she never denied as he was her husband . She recalled last some days of her in his house and her eyes got teary ,she recalled how he use to insult her and told her that she could never satisfy him. She got sad and nervous recalling it , thinking that what if Raman too find her unsatisfying. That's when she realised what she is thinking , she shook her head to take his thoughts off from her mind and chided herself for having such thoughts for another man.

She shrugged the thoughts and tried to concentrate on her work . Ishita was in mid of her cooking when she felt his someones presence and looked towards the kitchen entrance. As she expected she found Raman looking at her ,leaning on the door . She looked at him for sometimes thinking he will say something but he was like lost in his thoughts and was smiling . Ishita cleared her throat and said " it's almost done , just 5 minutes ".

Her voice bring him back and he walked to her with slow steps , ishita thought that he is coming to check the dish and said with bit nervousness " have a look , it's looking good na".

Raman didn't answered her, till now he had reached to her . He stood behind her making her conscious, she got stiff feeling his hot breaths on back of her neck , her eyes automatically got closed . Ishita opened her eyes in a jerk when she was turned to him , she looked at him and asked being nervous " M.. Mr bhalla , whaatt are you..."

He shushed her in mid keeping his finger on her lips and said " shush ishita, I m not doing anything ,just admiring you from close . You know your simplicity is your beauty , you don't need those expensive makeup shit to look beautiful rather you look angelic in your natural look . Ofcourse this saree is lovely but you made it more beautiful by wearing it ."

He cupped her face ,lifted it a bit and spoke " ishita look at me ".

She raised her eyes slowly and looked at him, they shared a beautiful eyelock which was broken by the strand of hair which came on her face and blocked his view . He tucked it behind her ears and she closed her eyes feeling his soft touch . He looked at her for sometimes then pressed his lips on her , her heart skipped a beat but she couldn't push him , he took it in a positive way and deepend the kiss while she held his shoulder for support as her knees were giving up . He pushed her teeth with his tongue demanding entry in her mouth and she without any struggled opened it . He relished all her flavour exploring her mouth and broke the kiss when felt in need of oxygen . He smiled looking at her flushed face while she downcasted her eyes in embarrassment while he came closer to her and spoke softly " ishita you may admit it or not but you too want me like I want you ".

She closed her eyes listening to him and felt very much embarrassed with his words, but can't even blame him when she is the one who is encouraging him by giving him access over her . She shook her head negatively and said " no Mr bhalla ,nothing like that ..."

R- then why didn't you pushed me ishita .

I- it was so sudden that I couldn't react .

R- wrong , I kissed you for more than five minutes you had enough time to think but you went otherwise because you were liking it .

I- no I was not .

R- look into my eyes and say ,you were not liking it .

I- it shouldn't matter to you when I had agreed to fulfil your condition .

R- ishita for God shake ,don't always jump on it , I agree I want you but that doesn't mean I will force you . Ok enough we are not talking in this topic further if you are uncomfortable. I m going out ,you bring the breakfast .

Saying so he was going when turned and say " waise ishita, your husband has already moved on and now its hard time that you should also move on."

He didn't waited for her answer and left the place leaving ishita in thoughts . After a while ishita showed up with their breakfast and hot coffee.They completed their breakfast in silence , Raman noticed that ishita is avoiding talking to him , so to make her mood change, he said " we are going for shopping after this ".

I- I m so sorry but I hadn't shopped men cloths ever ,so I won't be helpful, you can go alone while I will back to my place .

R- not for me but for your kids .

I- my kids ?

R- yeah ,don't you want to welcome them with some gifts and cloths for them.

I- I want to ,but I can't take it from you , I will do it slowly when you will pay me for my job .

R- have you lost it , if you want your kids to he happy with you ,you must be ready with more resources than your ex husband ,so that kids never miss their father's house . M I right.

Ishita realised that he is right ,though adiru loves her a lot but she don't even have cloths for them ,leave any other things. Realising that he is right ,ishita nodded and spoke " ok as you say ,but it will be a loan . I will be paying it in instalments every month . "

R- as you wish .

I- thankyou .

R- you need not to thank me for everything I m doing for you ,as I m doing it because I feel like doing it not that you are asking .

I- I know but still I m very much grateful to you for your help .

R- if you actually want to thank me then answer me truly , did you liked it when I kissed you .

Ishita was shocked as well as surprised listening to him , she had never talked so openly about these things ,forget asking about her likes and here he is asking it again and again . Though she was bit uncomfortable but was liking his flirts and his attention . He asked again " tell me ishita ".

I - why are you so eager to know about my opinion .

R- because if you like it we can try again and if not I will try to stay away from you .you got your answer now answer me .

She blushed and nodded looking down not meeting his gaze due to shyness ,while he got up and hugged her ,she hided herself deep in his chest ,so that she couldn't see into his teasing eyes .

That's all for now , hope you are liking the pace of story . Enjoy reading and do comment.