# 2 Milke bhi hum na mile # 2 pt 22 on pg 69 on 3/4 - Page 14

Part 15

Raman walked out of the house, toshiji went to kitchen while ishita went to her room to get ready . After sometimes Raman returned with the needed things while ishita too was ready wearing her marraige red kanjiwaram saree,she did some touch ups with her makeup and was ready when toshiji entered her room . She handed ishita's marraige jeweliers to her and instructed her to wear it ,ishita denied saying that she can't take them as she don't have any right on those jeweliers but toshij insisted and finally ishita got ready like bride wearing the saree and jewelleries which she wore in her marraige.

Soon toshiji along with ishra were on terrace doing karwa chauth puja ,ishita saw the moon through sieve then saw Raman ,did aarti of moon then Raman and completed all the rituals . Then went to touch toshiji's feet for blessing when toshiji signalled Raman to take blessing along with ishita as a couple, Raman did same . Ishra took toshiji's blessing together then she instructed Raman to broke ishita's fast by feeding sweet and making her drink water. He obeyed his mother and soon the puja got completed ,the trio come down from the terrace and toshiji took ishita happily to dining table and said " come puttar I will serve food for you ".

I- thankyou mummyji but you must he tired ,aap jaao main khud le loongi .

T- no puttar I m serving you na .

Saying so toshiji was going to kitchen when Raman stopped her and said " ma aap please ja kar rest karo ,I will feed her ."

T- main kar rahi hoon na .

R- ma you go I there na .

T- ok ,lekin trek se khila dena ,she hadn't eaten anything from morning ,pahle pata hota to main sargi bhi deti but she didn't told me .I hadn't gave her even a saree .

R- ma you can give this later ,now go and sleep .

Toshiji nodded and went to her room ,while Raman went to dining table to serve ishita but she has already served herself . He didn't spoke anything just settled down beside her and let her eat while his eyes were on her . Though he had already seen her in bridal attire but today he got a chance to admire her ,last tone she had changed before he came to room . She was looking too beautiful in her bridal attire ,she has a big doe shaped brown eyes with long lashes , her cheeks were already she don't need blushes for them, she has a beautiful thin rosy lips , her jeweliers were adding glory to her beauty.Raman was all lost in admiring her while ishita was being conscious as she thought he was watching her . She was eating slowly when Raman spoke " why aren't you eating ,you had fast na ".

I- you too go and sleep I will complete my food and go .

R- no you have you food ,I wanna talk something to you .

I- aap bolo .

R- no atfirst you have your food .

I- no you say I m listening .

R- I told you na ,complete your food .

I- I can't eat while being watched, you go to your room ,I will come after completing.

R- ok .

Saying so Raman went to his room while ishita had her food . After completing her dinner she went to his room wondering what he wanted to talk ,she knocked the room before entering ,he called her in . She walked in and asked " you wanted to talk something ".

R- yeah .

I- boliye .

R- ishita you know ,our marriage was a big blow for ma . She has been sick and on bed for many days after you left. She was not getting over the guilt that she has chosen a wrong girl for me .

I- I m sorry for that .

R- no ishita you don't have to say sorry everytime as it's already over .

I- then .

R- I wanted to tell you that this was not needed .

I- what ?

R- keeping Karwachauth fast for me .

Ishita looked at him with hurtful eyes for sometimes and then said " I know you will surely say this ,that's why I don't wanted to tell anything ,you shouldn't... shouldn't had waited for me ."

She completed herself with moist eyes and sobs . He felt bad for his words, and said " I m sorry if I m harsh but I just wanted to say that ma is unwell and this time if you will go she will not he able to take that . I had only her , I can't afford to loose her ".

I- even I don't have anyone except you two , amma appa had already abandoned me .

She spoke trying to control her cries .

R- sorry ,please don't cry , I just wanted to say , ma is getting close to you and started expecting from you don't you dare to broke her heart .

I- is it for mummyji or you .

R- I had stop expecting anything from anyone .

I- why are you being harsh everytime .

R- I m giving what I had received .

I- I just wanted to say ,let me try . We are still husband and wife and non can change this fact. You brought me here and told me to leave ashok Khanna job with a authority of husband and I did as you wanted without raising my voice ,now let me do my job as a wife . When you were performing your duty of protecting me I let you do ,so now it's my turn . I don't want to you to reciprocate just request you to let me try ,shaayad koi aisa samay aaye when you will broke the walls of your heart and will accept me . I know you do care for me and it's not only care but somewhere it's a sense of belonging ness . I accept I had done mistake but I hadn't done it intentionally, it just happened. You can't always mock me for that ,main waisi nahi hoon jaisa aapne dekha . I was not that ishita, main ye hoon ,who want to live a normal life with her family .

Saying so she started crying ,Raman too felt its genuine but ye don't know how to pacify her . He finally raised his hand with much hesitation and wiped her tears . As if she got the courage , she hugged him tight and started crying bitterly while Raman was shocked to see her crying like this.He caressed her hair and spoke " ishita stop crying ,ok you do as you want ,I will not say anything to you . It's late, now you go and sleep .we will talk in morning ".

After much time she teared herself from him and went from there , while he still stood in his place and was thinking about the happening. He ruffled his hair and spoke to himself " what's happening with me , one side I m mad at her and other side I can't see her hurt . Why it seems that something is pulling me towards her ,that girl whom I married was different ishita and this is totally different ,don't know which is real which is fake but I can't hurt her any more ,what should i do . "

Thinking so he went to bed and slept late still thinking about ishita only ,finally he decided to go with flow but being careful.

Next day was a nice day in bhalla house as ishra were normal ,ishita was doing work as normal housewife while toshiji was being a loving mother in law and Raman was also normal .Neither he was too sweet not mad while ishita was too happy that finally she got chance to behave like his wife. Ishita and toshiji were in kitchen ,toshiji was making breakfast while ishita was helping her, that's when toshiji's phone rang ,she saw the number and picked the call . Toshiji weng oug while talking over phone ,signalling ishita to take care of the paratha, she nodded and started making the rest if them .

Soon all settled for having breakfast ,in the mid of breakfast toshiji said " Raman pammi ka phone aaya tha ".

R- what did she said .?

T- they are coming for marraige shopping to Delhi and will stay with us .

R- kaun kaun aa raha hai ?

T- everybody ,pammi ,ger husband ,both son and her daughter in law .

R- everybody? Ma we don't have space, I mean we only have two guestrooms ,ishita is living in one and only one is left ,kahaan rahenge wo log . Hadn't you denied .

T- pagal hai ,she is your bua, how can I deny .

R- then how we are going to manage them in one room .

T- I will settled pammi in my room ,amardeep and his father can sleep in one room and ..

R- and the other couple .Rajiv and his wife .

Before toshiji or Raman can say anything ishita said " I can shift to my PG room for somedays ".

T- what if they ask about Raman's wife.

I- tell them that I went to my parents house .

T- pammi will create fuss saying that how can I send you to your parents house when I know that they are coming .

I- humm wo to hai ,to aap kah dena ki I was not well or sag amma was not well ,that's why I had to leave and if she wants to meet me I can come to meet her anytime in day .

T- haan ye kuch theek lag raha hai .

Ishita and toshiji were talking like this when Raman said " no need to do such stunts ,you shift to my room and Rajiv along with his wife can stay in the room you are staying. "

Saying so he got up and left while ishita looked at him shockingly opening her mouth still trying to register that he actually said her to shift to his room .