Where is my Sun, My breeze as I freeze with my Birdie.
(Too many things happening! And as I told earlier my pen has already broken since my dude vanished in thin air!!
Living on Mai WU as though I am liking the fresh air (Raaghav) but honestly I read on WU that he went with a dancer (!!) and Nikki told she was touching him etc etc, I am like NO NO... even if he is Raaghav or my Suraj none to lay hands on him whatsoever!)
Was coming to work this morning by bus, it was cloudy, felt the gush of fresh air!!! It was good but suddenly I felt suffocating as it was too forceful and suddenly I was remembering about my adories...
I have not seen the last two episodes as I am having hectic time at work with CEO and Leaders meet, running like a headless chicken and seeing the show at the current state my head feels all the more heavier... the vacuum of my dude is becoming more and more... And the tears of my birdie is cringing me to freeze..
So many things going in my mind...
Why was she at all created by God only to suffer the maximum, the best life of hers would have been the day she was celestially married and the day she blossomed and the few months of happiness together... They would have remained happy for an year or two out of the technically 14.5 years (approx.). But the way they have loved each other became soulmate not even a couple celebrating 25 years of togetherness would have loved so.
He was created only to love her, nothing else just love her... and in that he promised himself to give her everything she wants, maan, sammaan, pyaar. Never allowed a drop of tear to fall, never allowed her face to go dull, she was his pride, his soul, none to see her wrong or lay their hands on her. She was precious to him...He changed completely into her!
But why was the Sun eclipsed! Why was he made to vanish into thin air!! He Promised not to leave her...But...did he leave because his symbol of love was with her? Did he have plans to stay with her by any other ways? I was tearing myself, my eyes closed.
He is there but not there, Is he there as Raaghav but Raaghav is not my Suraj. Is he?
After 15 minutes I, felt the breeze, my eyes were tearing, closed but suddenly I felt a light, the sun light on my face, normally I close my eyes to the rays but today I opened with a smile filled with tears... Hope my tears turn into happy tears soon!!!
Why should my birdie suffer and just because he loved her should he also suffer?
My Sun, My Suraj, I have indeed frozen, waiting for you to rise, incubate my birdie as her wings are wet due to her incessant cries, also me too, to thaw me in your rays and make me feel your breeze...
I rest!!! But not in peace
I will pen again when My dude, Chakor's Suraj rise again to take her in his arms. If god forbidden the makers make some hell then I would like to rest my pen in peace...
Shiv Shakti
Ye Hai Mohabbatein
Arjun
