28th november

Hope you are all doing well. Annie❤️, as usual, you hit the nail straight into the head " dude, you drove her away" is precisely what it was. I got excited reading your snippet yesterday, and I got my lesson, AGAIN🤢 Three things mark today's episode.

1. Abhi is going to throw himself the grandest pity party EVER👎🏼.

2. Disha will continue to preach, prod, poke, shame Pragya as if she is somebody who is afraid of commitment.

3. Kiara proves herself to be a 100% Mehra for chanting " superman" 1001 times, but not even remembering the ONLY dad she had known since her birth, the ONLY dad who kept her and is still trying to keep her safe, clothed, fed, sheltered, the ONLY dad who was present for her to take her out of all of her hardships, her growing pains, who catered to her whims and fancies😭. WHAT A MEHRA?😡😡 Here goes:

I was a tad bit sad looking at that small family at the outset😭. Mom and daughter caring for each other's emotions, well being while the dad stands apart, aloof and ALL ALONE behind the curtain, at arms length witnessing their interaction😭. But as soon as Abhi opened his mouth, all of that went out the window, my molten heart is back to being a cold stone pressed in dry ice😡👎🏼. We are invited to witness and sympathize how bechara Abhi is being trampled by villain Pragya, how an innocent, pure souled Abhi is decimated by a vile, vicious Pragya, how a holy, gentle father was betrayed by a evil mother, how a loving Abhi is deceived by savage Pragya😡👎🏼💔. That was the gist of today's teary Abhi and his monologues. Not even once did he ever think " what have I done to my family? How could I have thrown out my wife, never even thought if there is a pregnancy involved? What must she have gone through, what she would have had to endure, how would she have supported herself, how she went through with her pregnancy and God forbid any complications that came with that? How did she go through her delivery, when my presence was the most needed, I was absent, MIA? How did she manage to physically and emotionally take care of herself and a growing life within her when I left her with no hope, when I pulled the rug from underneath her feet ? What must she have felt to seek shelter for herself and our child with another man, when I am very much alive but washed off all my responsibilities? What did I bring my wife and my child down to? What hardships did she face to bring up our child all by herself when I removed myself from the picture?" NONE OF THAT, guys. NOT EVEN A SINGLE, DAMN THOUGHT.😭👎🏼. Dude lives in his world of amnesia " that HE drove her away, HE didn't care about her existence or possibility of a pregnancy, HE kicked her out and banished her to be dead, HE cursed her to grieve without him, HE married and closed the door on her face, HE shunned her from his life once and for all"😭💔. But he expects her to come back and lick his feet, give him all his happiness as SHE knows that he is craving a child. Well, in the same token, didn't HE know that she wouldn't have lived a life without him and that her relationship with him is something that she had held above everything, everybody EVEN HERSELF? 🤢 Talk about hypocrisy, and there we have it in Abhi, all of 200 lbs and 6 ft, give or take👎🏼Where is your remorse, mister?

Coming to Disha, I just needed her and Purab to buzz off today😡. Disha gave a lot of gyan to Pragya as if she is a child who had committed an atrocity, the ultimate betrayal, the worst possible treachery against her husband. I am sorry, my dear, WHY WERE WE NOT PRIVY TO YOUR PREACHINGS TO JIJU, GOD ABHI? 😡 Why did you and your husband keep quiet when Pragya was unceremoniously thrown out, when Abhi went on to mxxx vxxx, when none of you even cared about her existence or well-being? Got a rip-roaring headache having to hear all her sacred preachings about family, father-daughter bond, blood relation, blah, blah and blah💔. If the blood is so thick, why didn't the dense father ever have any paternal instinct when his child is being molested and physically abused by the vxxx and Nikhil in his own house, under his watch? 😡 Is donating blood the ultimate sacrifice or the ultimate offering a parent can give to his child? Is this something that had to be lauded as an out of the world act of selflessness? I don't get it. Purab's line made no sense. Till Abhi, Pragya unite, vxxx will continue to have hopes of getting prize Abhi and will continue with atrocities and so we should unite them fast😡😡 Is dude even listening to what he is saying? Abhi, Pragya WERE together, but Abhi always kept the vxxx hopes alive that she could have Pragya's place and therefore the atrocities. Why only hope, HE ACTUALLY GRANTED HER THAT WISH😡💔👎🏼, So what is he talking about? In order to not have anybody else sacrificed by the vxxx, they need Pragya pronto in MM, so she could be sacrificed instead😡👎🏼🤢. May God never bestow anybody with such a brother and sister😭

Kiara's superman x n irritated me to no end. What did superman do to her? What responsibility of her's did he take? Apart from getting her a school seat by mistake, unintentionally, did he do anything else for her? What security did he ever provide for her? WHAT DID HE PROVIDE FOR HER? He broke her small family even before she was born. He made others as his priority in lieu of her. He is sulking now, instead of hugging her and her mom and never letting them go even for a minute😡 As they say, thoughts are more romantic than the reality. He will never choose her and her mom over anybody. He will never work for their trust or love. He will never worship the ground King walks, for keeping his small family safe. HE WILL GO ON A EGO TRIP😡 How is he going to make her understand why she and mom are with some other man as a family? Where does her REAL DAD factor into all of this? I am so sad for King😭, they will break his heart by taking away his only child, without even a second thought.

I have to say this before I end today's rant. Does love without responsibility have any value? Let me try to explain by giving an example. I keep saying, I love SRK, Kajol, but I have no responsibility towards them. I don't care what they eat, whether they eat or starve themselves, whether they get their health taken care of, whether they are in danger or not. May be if I hear that they were in some problem, I might feel bad for half a day. THAT IS IT. But love with responsibility is a beautiful thing, an invaluable feeling❤️ I love my 8 month old puppy. I make sure he is safe, secure, fed, get his shots, is dry, has a warm, comfortable place to sleep and will stay awake comforting him if he is sick and I get equal responsible love from him back. He gives me unconditional love, his innocence, his essence, he makes sure I am protected from what he perceives as threats within limits of his capabilities. What I mean to say, is Abhi's love is meaningless towards Pragya, a love with no responsibilities, a name sake, a lip service. Like what Pragya said recently in her angry outburst on that Diwali day" when the going is good, you love me , but when takleef strikes, how does love become one-sided"😲😭 What a thought provoking question👏? Unfortunately, they buried it under a mile load of crap, under Shabir's phenomenal acting for jerk Abhi and his useless histrionics🤢

Sorry to disturb you guys. But I want to see something different this time. A proactive Abhi who fights, protects and provides for his family i.e: wife and child👏It is about time, he opens his eyes. I know I shouldn't bring this in here , but can't help it. If you guys' have watched the Pakistani series Humsafar, that hero gets sick to his stomach, nauseated and almost throws up when he realizes how grave of a sin he had committed towards his wife and child, confronts none other than his MOM😭 and makes earnest efforts to right the wrong👏 That is my idea of a protagonist, not somebody who is always right, but who understands and corrects his mistakes👏⭐️. This is why Pragya appeals to me, even though in some ways she is stupid.

Thanks for reading. That is it from me. 210+ days, NO REMORSE😭