Hi friends back with new update .This update is for sanjana_nanda who demanded this update . Sorry dear I m bit late.
Part 35
Raman started feeding her while she looked at him with so much love thinking how much loving and caring he is . They were busy in themselves when toshiji entered the room , she has come to check ishita , she saw ishra happy together and thanked matarani , sending quick prayer . Raman turned and saw toshiji , he called her to them and spoke " come na ma why are you standing so far ".
T- nothing puttar , I was admiring you two , you people can't even think how much I m happy , looking you two together . Matarani ne meri mannat poori kar di , it seems now I have to go and visit all four pilgrims .
R- nothing like that, I m not going to let you go anywhere without us .
Toshiji smiled and walked to them , she sat beside Raman and spoke ruffling his hair " now you have to take good care of ishita , you had done much of work all these years, now take a leave for somedays and take care of your wife nicely ".
R- aise kaise , I mean I will be there to take care of ishita but I can't take leave from office , you know Romi is not there .
T- wo to hai , but Romi will be coming in two days , after that you can take leave .
R- ok , will take few days leave then .
T- ok you two spend sometimes together, I will leave.
Saying so toshiji left and Raman turned to ishita , he can see , she was bit upset . He made a confused face and asked " you are mad at me as I m not taking leave from office ".
I- arey nahi , I m just thinking that I have to see that mihika's face again .
R- She is your sister and now your sister in law too then why do you hate her so much .
I- (sadly)- you won't understand Raman , you mother and siblings loves you a lot
that's why you will not understand .
R- why I will not ishita , I understand every damn thing then why I will not understand your problem .
Ishita looked at him with questioning eyes while he nodded assuring her .He sattled beside her , she rested her head in his chest and spoke " I was very small when I lost my mother , appa has to earm for us along with taking care of me , he was not able to manage both , so some family friends brought Amma's alliance telling appa second marraige will solve his problem .Appa too thought that it's a nice idea and married Amma , at first she was ok but the time she gave birth to mihika , everything changed , her love , care everything . She even started scolding and beating me on petty things , at first I was confused that why everything changed suddenly but then one day when Amma was talking to her mother I listened that she don't love me a bit as I m not her daughter. I cried a lot that day and slept , in the evening appa came to check me and asked why I m like this . I cried and told everything to appa , he didn't asked anything to Amma and told me not to worry as he will give me both Amma and appa love . Mujhe bahut gussa aaya , why appa didn't scolded or confronted Amma, then he told me later that he has seen step mother's harnessing children's, at least she is not doing that but if appa will confront her she will start doing that also in appa's absence that's why he didn't confronted her ."
She stopped at looked at Raman , he wiped the tears from her face,pulled her more into himself and asked " then ".
I- then mihika grew up , she was replica of her mother , she always hated me , never thought me as her sister . She has always hated me as if I m her enemy.Aapne dekha na, what she did when I was getting married in nice family,she interrupted in it and got me married...
Ishita spoke in a go without realising that she is talking about their marraige which can hurt Raman .She stopped before she could say that their marraige was a mistake but Raman could understand her unsaid words. His face fell listening to her while ishita made a scared face and spoke stopping his face in her palm, Raman we had now moved on you can't be always sad on past . I agree I was not happy or say I was too disappointed with this marraige but now we are good , we too are together, so you should forget that ".
R- should I ask something .
I- humm .
R- you were getting married to Romi, he was perfect , good looking , smart, well settled , nice family backgrounds .
I- humm .
R- didn't you had any feelings for him , I mean you two were getting and generally people grow feeling towards their would be partner .
Ishita thought for sometimes and spoke " I guess our pair was already decided, that's why I never had any such feeling for Romi and even he never tried . I mean he never use to spend time with me, because of which I never got any feelings about him haan but I won't say lie , I was not sad but excited for marriage ."
R- and all your excitement ruined when you saw me as your groom .
I- truly saying , yes . I was disappointed , I felt suffocated thinking how I m going to spend my life with such elder husband .
R- then .
I- then ma , simmi all convinced me that you are good , nice and caring person , I too started seeing your good qualities and my heart automatically started accepting you but somewhere I was stopping myself due to our age difference .
R- then how do you finally decided that we should be together.
I- when I started liking you and started searching excuses to be close to you or talk to you I googled about a married relationship with such age difference.
R- and .
I- and it answered that our marraige can be a lovely marriage their don't be any problem in it rather it would be better than normal ones .
R- ok you mean to say that your love is based on Google's decision .
I- no I was into your love but was suppressing it , Google gave me assurance to accept it .
R- you didn't have trust on me .
I- we never talked so much, I don't know much about you .
R- I don't have much in life , earlier my work and my family was my life , now you are also included .
They were still talking when ishita received her father's phone , she licked the phone to talk to him only to know that he is coming to her house for giving some gifts . Ishita asked why gifts when he reminded that tomorrow is varalaxmi vrat . Ishita got excited and told him to come , then she hung the call and told same to Raman for which he denied straight.
R- nope , not at all , how do you even think that I will allow you for this .
I- please Raman , I do this every year .
R- haan but you were not sick every year.
I- correction , I m not sick but wounded.
R- haan to wounded is equal to sick .
I- nothing like that , I won't leave my years puja for this little wound .
R- achcha you almost died and this is little wound . No you are not doing this .
I- I will , mujhe ye karna hi hai .
R- not you , if you want I can do this for you
I(laughing)- he he he , how funny you will look doing varalaxmi puja .
R- then also I will do not you. Got that .
I- please na Raman , you are my cuteipie na.
R- thanks for complement but then also you are not going to do that .
He denied straight while ishita was form to do it .She made him look at her and asked " yes ".
R- no .
I- ( kissing his temple ) - I will ..
R- no
I- ( kissing his one eye)- I will .
R- no
I- ( kissing his another eyes)- I want to do it .
R- never .
I- ( kissing his one cheek)- please.
R- no .
I(kissing his another cheek )- you are my jaan na.
R- no
Ishita looked into his eyes and asked trying to press her lips on his " I will do it ".
Before her lip touch his he kept his hand between their lips and spoke " ishita your these tricks will not work , Maine mana kiya na, then you are not going to do it ".
I- and I have said , I have to do it .
Saying so she turned her face to other side and tried to sleep , Raman saw her and went saying : good it's better that you should rest for sometimes rather than doing these stunts .
That's all for now , hope you like it .Enjoy reading and do comment
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