Hi guys!
Last letter from zara will be a short os
Os
Kabeer
Asalam o Alaikum
I know you are doing good so no need of formalities
Till last night i thought you hate me for what i did but meeting you after eleven long years,today iam sure you dont hate me.Though you dont know the whole truth but you still care.Last night i was too tensed and couldnt comprehend your gestures and questions but today while lying on the hospital bed ,yes hospital bed,dont panic please today iam going to tell you the whole truth so patience please,later on i joined all the dots.Last night the way you asked me about my adress and the glow on your face after knowing that iam still single told a lot.You are still the same kabeer who used to destroy the thing which would hurt me.You are still the same as far as care for me is concerned.I left you eleven years back but a small part of my heart is elated knowing you still care.
Kabeer ek baat bolon:you really look handsome and sexy with those few grey hairs hehehe crazy me
You know riffat didnt recognise you
She asked me and when i took your name she was shocked to know that it was you,kabeer.
She think i look younger much younger than you lol
Last night your eyes and your actions screamed out your feelings
I kept you away from the truth thinking that you might develop sympathy for me which would trigger your deep burried feelings for me once again but after meeting you last night theres no need of hiding the truth anymore as now i know you still feel for me.Dnt worry kabeer iam not going to lecture you on being faithful to your wife and all as i knw my kabeer loves her and is loyal to her.
Btw last night you thought anabiya to be my daughter when you saw her in my arms..hahahaha
Do you remember the day you announced about us in front of the whole class and i was shocked ,beautiful memories.
Our beautiful world crashed down when mehreen came and told me that you had left your house after having a fight with your parents as they were forcing you to marry the girl of their choice,you fought them for me for our love but i failed you.
You tried your best but you failed to convince your parents and you left your parents for me.
I knew everything kabeer, mehreen told me all.
Do you remember i fainted in class and after being admitted and going through tests i was diagnosed to be suffering from fatal diseases.
Kabeer after knowing the truth i thought and thought and i decided to move away.To unite you with your parents.
That day i lied that i dont love you
I lied that all the things between you and me was just a mirage
I wanted you to hate me
I succeeded in getting you married to that girl but i failed in erasing the love for me from your heart.
Last night you did notice my ill health but i dodged you.
Your love is epic kabeer,you love your parents,your wife,your kids and you still love me
While sitting under the shade of plum tree i told i love u and you replied that you love me more
Yes today i admitt you love me much more than i thought
Iam proud of you
Today your zara is proud of her kabeer.
Now i can embrace death with much more happiness and contentment
Promise me you gonna love me forever like this..iam selfish kabeer.
You will find this letter only after i leave this world
Allah Hafiz
Yours zara
Kabeer..ca third stage..lymph nodes involved..my body aches are beyond my control ..hug me kabeer ,i need you
Edited by ...Seema... - 7 years ago