Raman smiled hearing ishita's words and said -kya main itna bewakoof hoon ki ishita ko desire samajh nahi paaya.yeh nahi dekh paaya that she really started desiring for me. Usse meri chahat ho gayi hai,how can u be so idiot raman. He said smiling and continued watching the video.
Ishita -bolo naa shefali, Main kya karun ki yeh sab mere dimaag se nikal jaaye. I don't wanna think about all this and make myself embarrass infront of raman. Agar unhe pata chal gaya ki main unke baare mein itne gande khayal rakhti hoon toh woh kaise react karenge.she said all worried.
Shefali -bhabhi relax, pehle Aap relax kariye, phir hum baat karte hai. She said giving ishita a glass of water.
She gulped it in a go and then said -tum kuch karogi naa mere liye??
Shefali nodded and look at her.
Ishita -kya, do something. Give me some injection or anything, to take it off my mind.
Shefali -main jarur aisa karti, agar yeh galat hota. She said making ishita look at her all confused.
Ishita -what do u mean??
Shefali -yehi ki yeh galat nahi hai, having desire for ur hubby is not at all bad. This is the base of every relationship that both of u not only, love and care for each other but also desire for each other.
Ishita look at her and said -u mean, aisa feel karna galat nahi hai??
Shefali nodded in no.
Ishita -u mean to say ki agar main yeh feel karti hoon to kiss him,to hug him, to grab him and do something with him, yeh sab galat nahi hai.
Shefali nodded in no and said -if u think like this about someone else, then it will be wrong. But if u feel like this for raman bhai, who is ur beloved, who is ur husband, then it's not at all wrong.
Ishita -matlab agar main aisa feel karti hoon toh yeh galat nahi hai. I can feel anything for him.
Shefali -first of all, Aap yeh sochna bandh kijiye ki kuch bhi galat hai, aapki soch mein. Aapke rishte mein.kuch bhi galat nahi hai bhabhi, naa aapki soch, aur naa aapki desire. Aapka raman bhai ke liye feel karta is not at all bad. Hum sab feel karne hai, apne pati ke liye. Jaisa Aap raman bhai ke liye feel karti hai, Main bhi feel karti hoon apne husband ke liye. In fact every husband and wife feels the same way for their partner. Aur Isme kuch galat nahi hai, kuch bhi nahi. All u have to do is to acknowledge this feeling and share this with bhai. He will surely understand u ,and will help u in every manner.
Ishita -main unhe yeh sab bataun??
Shefali -kyun, Aap bhai se apni baatein share nahi karti. Bhabhi, u r very lucky. Bhai bahut achche hai and he really loves u alot. Tabhi toh itna hone ke baad bhi, he is so caring and sweet. Warna itne par toh sach divorce ho jaata hai. Men just can't think beyond physical pleasure. But he is not like this, he truly loves u and care for u.
Ishita -main jaanti hoon, tabhi yeh sab unse kehne mein mujhe uncomfortable feel hota hai.
Shefali -what do u mean??
Ishita -actually mujhe darr lagta hai, ki main unhe yeh sab bataun and he start feeling good, and if he try to come close, what if I disappoint him again. Maim unhe disappoint nahi karna chahti, I want to his in all means. Main nahi chahti ki mere kareeb aane mein unhe darr lage, yes yeh feel ho that I may feel uncomfortable. I just want to be his, tum samajh rahi ho naa, what I am trying to say.
Shefali nodded in yes and said-yes bhabhi, I do understand what u wanna say. But trust me, aisa kuch nahi hoga, bhabhi.kyunki ab aap chahti hai ki yeh duriyan mit jaaye, and when u urself want it none can stop it. Aur waise bhi aap jab tak try nahi karengi how u r going to overcome ur problem.u have to do it urself bhabhi, isme koi aapki help nahi kar payega.
Ishita -matlab??
Shefali -matlab yeh hai ki aap jaante ho ki sahi kya hai, what u have to do is to voice ur feeling and close the distance between u and bhai. Yeh kaam sirf aap kar sakti hai bhabhi, none can help u in this. Even bhai will also not take a step ahead in this, only u can take this step. She said making ishita think and then the video got over.
Then there was a message from shefali,
Though it's wrong to share personal video of my patient but sending this to u, so that u can know what bhabhi is going through and think about how can u tackle with it. Bhabhi is in a dilemma, whether to step ahead or stand still fearing her insecurities. U have to help her in getting out of it. Hope this can help.
Raman read the message and thanked her for sharing the video. He start thinking how to get over her insecurities as it is in her only.he is ready to do everything as per her comfort.the fear is in with herself that she can't fulfill his desire.
Raman thought for long and at last thought to help her in encouraging her by his love gesture.
Raman -kya hoga, bahut hoga thoda uncomfortable feel karegi and if she feels so I will stop right there. But I have to do this, warna woh kabhi aage nahi badhegi.and whatever will happen, it will happen for our best only. Main uska pati hoon, agar main usse help nahi karunga toh who else will.he thought and get busy in his work.
Soon it was evening, Raman gathered his belongings and left for home.
On the other hand, ishita was busy in making tea and snacks while her mind was still on shefali's words.
Ishita -aisa sach hota hai kya, I can really feel every kind of emotion for raman coz he is my husband or should I say he is the one for me. Shayad yahin sach ho, I think I should talk to Raman about it. But kya kahungi, that I feel like kissing u. Kahin unhone yeh bol diya toh that he too felt same for me but I never responded to his feelings. Kya karun, unse yeh baat chupao. But he told me once to share everything what I feel for him. Toh kya Karna chahiye mujhe ,unhe batana chahiye yaa nahi. Dil kehta hai bata doon par dimaag chup rehne ko kehta hai. Hey bhagwaan yeh kaisi problem hai, I am not able to think anything rationally, she was lost in her thought when she heard door bell ringing.
Ishita -lagta hai raman aa gaye, she thought and went to open the door after checking herself in mirror. She opened her hair and give herself and quick comb and then went to open the door.
She opened the door and saw him smiling.
Ishita smiled and welcomed him in. Raman came inside and locked the door. He put the bag and she was going to kitchen when he pulled her to himself and said -apne pati ko aise welcome karte hai??
Ishita closed her eyes feeling his fragrance and got lost in him. He smiled and tucked her hair behind her ear. She inhaled his fragrance and moved close to him. Her soft petite body move close to him while she took her lips more close to his face like inviting him to grab it.
Raman smiled and rubbed his lips on hers making her shiver in pleasure. She held her saree pallu tightly not able to take the pleasure. Seeing her all lost in him, he pulled her closer and took her lips in his. For a second she got stiff, Raman felt her discomfort and was about to break the kiss when she slide her fingers in his hair and start kissing him back. For a minute he got surprised but seeing her all lost in the kiss , he too closed his eyes and start enjoying the kiss,kissing her back with equal passion.
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