Exactly how did she feel?? I think we can never know until we actually get treated the same way, she was treated!! And I never ever, even in my worst dream, want any woman to be treated the way Nandini has been by Rajdeep... She made a mistake, chose the wrong man, and didn't trust her best friend! But by her reminding her parents, it's clearly visible that she grew up in a family, where HUSBAND IS LEBELLED AS EVERYTHING FOR A GIRL... she did one mistake and she had been sent to live a nightmare for 7 years! We don't know whether the abuse started just after the marriage.. a week later.. a month later .. or a year later... what we know is, how extreme it was...
Girls like Nandinis keep silent! Not just because they are scared of the physical torture or that they lose all their confidence, they also try to hide it from the world that they are being ill-treated by their husband! They try to hide the fact that, forget about love, their husbands don't even give them minimum respect! It makes them ashamed of themselves... it makes them feel insulted... and they keep pretending that they are living a happy life, to save themselves from social humiliation...yes! Even now society humiliates such woman! We have come a long way, but still, a big part of our society still humiliates the victims! Maybe that's another reason Nandini wanted to die, the time Mkheeja insulted her! Even after she came to Mouli's house, she didn't tell them how Rajdeep actually treated her all these years! She refrained... "a woman's heart is a deep ocean of secrets ! Maybe she wanted to keep these as secrets too, buried inside the deepest core of her heart! But a huge part of her misfortune came out, that too, at wrong place, wrong time and absolutely wrong point of view! She wanted to end her life, but... Kunal didn't let her! He told her how stupid it is to end her life, because someone else wanted her to suffer! That she should start afresh and LIVE...
YES! They deserve to know! They deserve to know what has happened to her! So she started telling! It was like ripping her heart and womb out at the same time! How Rajdeep sold her, how he vented all his anger on her, how he kicked her in the womb and left her to die on that lonely road... how she tried to save the life inside her, by folding her knees and trying to stop the bleeding... how much pain she must have felt and how she was going through the same level of agony by remembering those things... she was re-living that moment! But she told her... she told her everything and the agony was there...in her eyes, her face, her words...
p.s. I donno how to thank the production of the show enough to let Drashti play this role... She is making us feel Nandini...She is making us relate to Nandini... The one charecter most of the people think is non relatable...SHE has made Nandini a real human being. sitting next to us and not just a character...