\\IPKKNDRewind//...Aag aur Paani... Episodes 21-169 - Page 31

EPISODE Part 86-87

Navratri -----Part 2

Khushi's pain has no limit.She is one selfless person and she knows unintentionally she is the cause of La's pain which she can't bear.Naniji is happy but her words are more hurtful to her.

In GH,Khushi in her kitchen having her monologue with DM and her tea with rusk."agar unhain Shakar ki bimari hai tou yeh zaroori hai keh woh doosron ki zindagi mein bhi karwahat gholain"[If he has problem with sugar it doesn't mean he has to make other ppl life bitter too] Love this selfless girl she knows La loves LG .Just wait until you will see your LG hugging La and your tears will give you an answer my Temptalicious!!!

Payal reminds her about the Navratri.

In RM,Whole family in Mandir for Navratri Pooja where Shyam"Apne moun mian mitthoo"[praising himself] and Anjali in the distress of Arnav and La 's condition as Chote does not want to get marry.He is so right here Anjali Divine forces know the best."Uper wale ne jho bhi kia hai soch samajh keh kia hai na"

He is slipping here to convince everyone so Khushi will be hers as he is saying it for Sale Sahib"a tou aap iss Dil ko nahin jantin ...ya phir Lukhnow ki larkiyon ko nahin jantin"[Either you don't know the heart or Lukhnow's girl]

"Unka Dil apne aap Dadhkane lage ga"[His heart will get his heart beat]

Seriously he is our Cupid with slimy arrows.

I did not like how he got away from Khushi's today.Perfect motive but odd timing in this triangle. Anjali's worries for Khushi shows her sweet nature and bonding in these two souls as Mothers[DM and their moms] know the best in this case.

Anjali is worried about Chote as he needs someone in his life who can love him and care about him she has no idea as Khushi is going to cross every limit with that.OK guys don't know about you but I did not like him touching Anjali today at all.

Kushi calls La but she refuses to deviate from her decision to please Arnav as he did not stop her while she was leaving. Love La here she did acknowledge Khushi and her triumphs for making things better in La's life.Sweet...Khushi plz learn something from La over here...

Then Khushi calls up Anjali to do something to get them back together but amazingly Arnav picks up the phone. Khushi gets scared & disconnects the phone.He damn knows its her.[The same thing happens when she calls during remarriage in Buaji's voice and here comes "shut up Khushi]She calls second time and he stares the phone first and then picks up but she can't be able to say anything and disconnects again.Love stern look of Arnav here. Khushi, "Woh phone peh thora hi na kha jaye ga"[

He will not eat you on phone} Selfless cookie is doing all of this for La.Love her plea to DM .I love Babuji here he is such a sweet father and his love for her is immensely visible through his smile over her childish moves.

ASR with his tone ,"Jab koi baat nahin karni tou phone kar keh mera waqt kyuon barbad kar rahi ho KKG" [if you don't want to speak then why wasting my time]

Khushi jerks up,"How does he know its me"..Bewaqoof girl he always knows ,you are the one taking forever to get it...uhhh...Khushi tries to clear her side to make him understand its all her fault not La's but he is not in a mood to listen any of this.

Khushi and her bright ideas writing a love letter to Arnav from La but this letter is sending wrong signals to Buaji for Slitherwa...yikes...and breaking Payal's ventilation system how can she love ASR. Payal's brian is on vacation and will be resumed when Arnav will patch her up with Akash.She is right at one thing if DM wants them to be together then there is no need of this love letter.

You Paagal Khushi , DM and all the mothers' union of the star world got you your guy and he is right in front of you,your LG.Sheesh...

Khushi goes to RM and Mamiji taunts her but Anjali supports her.Mamiji,"Dair se aye par durust aye ...laut keh stupid ghar ko aeye" So true prediction for future.Naniji and her joy has no limit as she serves the sweets to her which makes Khushi more sad.

Anjali takes her to Arnav for check.When Anjali leaves he gives a smirky taunted look to Khushi ,"So that's why you called ...since when you are ashamed of asking money" Khushi," I am not here for money'

She gives him the letter and the way she describes it that clearly shows how much he means to her as his SORRY really kind a stuck to her.She does not want him to say sorry to anyone.While she is saying this to him his expressions deliver the message if you cares then why do I need La. He reads it and tears it in pieces by giving her this message I don't care she comes or not but at the top he throws at her meaning keep your ideas to yourself.Arnav,"this is the answer of your letter,collect it and give it to the person who wrote it "meaning I hope you got my message.

Khushi's selflessness for La is out of this word.She makes her belief that he is sad for her.Awww...poor girl becomes so sad for her leaving India forever.She blames herself more now. Mamiji also tries her best to stop her as she can see only one around and you know who...

Didn't she do the same during suicide time ,she tried to put herself aside by thinking La loves him and he might have feelings for her.Same here until he will tell her "mein tumhare bina nahin jee paoonga"[I can't live without you]She never completely gave in.

The whole family is trying to make Chote understand his mistake about La.I must say too many women around one man not good.Mamiji is right though its not good to be late in life.Anjali tells him how La changed herself completely for this house and you did not even stop her .She tries to make him conceive the idea he needs someone to be there for him especially when you are alone and no one is around you and when two love ones go separate ways then its hard to breat.He goes to deep thoughts but snaps out of it."Enough Di"

"You all know I don't believe in Love and Marriage so why are you trying changing me."

Sle Sahib listen to your pujiyaji Jijaji ,"when you will get arrested in Love then you will understand the meaning of losing life for your loved one.

Arnav,"La left this house by her consent and if she wants to come she will but I won't go to someone to say sorry"

He leaves for office leaving his Di in tears.

Khushi comes back to RM but finds out Arnav is not home.Second time she missed seeing Shyam with Anjali.Arggg.Shyam is right about one thing "Eik na eik din Sale Sahib Khud Samajh jayenge keh hum sab kitne sahi thay"[ one day he will get our POV]

In GH,Babuji wants to nip this evil from the bud.The Slithery evil is only surviving and thriving through his support system from Buaji but Babuji is not ready for that.His eyes are on his phone which can take him there where he wants to reach and he finds out his Manzil [goal]Rani Sahiba.He jotted down the # in the book but Slitherwa sees him with the phone.Awww A father is trying his best to save his child

His bracelet is so visible when he is up to no good.

In AR office, Arnav is in conference room but phone call reaches there "I don't care job hi hai utha keh bahar phank do"[I don't care who ever is she ,throw her out] The moment he puts the phone down Khushi comes in his room.His antagonism reaches its hike.He approaches her and she grabs her bag straps to gather her courage.

Khushi," I am sorry to say ,you are wrong but what ever happened with Lavanyaji...do you what happened today... She couldn't finish her sentence and ASR by gritting under his teeth,"Khushi Kumari Gupta" grabs her hand and drags her to his office and twirls her around,"What nonsense tum har jagha ghus jati ho apni bakwas ley kar "[you just put your nose in everones business].He does not release her wrist but amazingly this time she releases herself out."Har baat jo aap nahi karte woh Bakwaas nahin hoti"{ it does not mean if u don't do it ,then its nonsense]"I don't care about money but what I am going to tell you that's more important.La is leaving the country for forever.ASR 's expressions changes towards guilty for sometimes.

It does hit him badly but he shakes it off"Haan tou"[then what]

Khushi,"aapko koi Farak nahin parta"[u don't care]She loves you and until yesterday you ...So she thinks he loves her...hmm

Arnav,"Whatever we had it's finished now...It's over ..and you get out now"

Bingo Khushi ,"truth does not change by saying sorry and by saying its over relations don't get over..and what kind of love is this which finishes by saying two words...

Arnav,"You have a habit for training people.Now you will teach me what is love,it's over Dammit ...out"

Khushi,"did you ever love her...No you were lying that;s why she is leaving because it doesn't matter you"

Arnav,"haan nahin parta koi Farak[I don't care]Every word of mine is proving right as La is leaving that two people can't live together for life

Here you go his PAST is speaking here

Khushi,"La was crying as she does not know this side of yours.

Arnav,"yes I don't have heart...aur acha hi hai keh nahin hai ...kum se kum tumhari tarah jhoot bolne ki aur doosron keh samne acha bane ki acting tou nahin karta"[At least I don't lie or act like you infront of people]

OK so he thinks she is acting.Ajeeb hain Dono...

Khushi with painful voice,"aap baat ko kahan se kahan ley aiye"[You changed the topic]

Arnav,"why it is so hard for you listening the truth if it wasn't hard for you saying it...if there is nothing left to say then you can go"

He screams for the security.She leaves with heavy heart and eyes filled with tears by leaving him in remorse pain.

Her tears are his weakness...

So what is he going to do to bring a smile on her Khushi's face????

Episode 88

Navratri -----Part 3

Scared or Sacred ,...Traumatized or clouded, What is this look referring to ,where is he standing at ,..Is his present is clouded with the traumatized past filled with that "other woman" whose shadow is making him scared with his present or the pull of scared love of his mother which got him into this vortex of scared nightmares which is hindering his abilities to differentiate the love from hate.

This confused and bewildered look is clouding his judgment and he is seeing that "other woman" in Khushi's eyes .Why? Why he said,"kum se kum tumhari tarah jhoot bolne ki aur doosron keh samne acha bane ki acting tou nahin karta"[At least I don't lie or act like you in front of people] Who is referring to here?His father or that"other woman".

What ever happened in those moments kind a stayed still in that scream which is making it hard for him to separate Khushi from that "other woman"?.It will be Khushi and her smile which will pull him out of this vortex regardless of its strong roots which are hard to remove from its ground of HATE [as Dadi will be back] but these will be dead without pulling because of the strength of LOVE[his mother + Khushi].

Arnav,"Kyuon uske aansoo mujhe pareshan kar rahe hain...Kyuon mein use rota huwa nahin dekh sakta"[Why her tears are making me uneasy ?...Why can't I see her crying] This is his weakness and her smile is his strength.He knows she is innocent but his clouded mind can't make a clear judgment but his heart is pulling towards of this vortex of LOVE[Khushi+his mother].Her words are like "marham" for his wounded heart but his mind "Dammit" is in constant clashing war with his self imposed beliefs as "aap ne khabi bhi un se pyar kya bhi tha...[did you ever loved her]He closed his eyes to set himself free for her tears for once at least but he can't.The reverberation of her words reminds him her existence in his life just like these plants.

Whatever happened in these moments its did shake him as La's departure is sad for him too,he did not make any commitment but still they have a relationship and they both were comfortable with that.At the top Khushi's entrace is getting deeper in him as her pains and smiles are taking over his heart and brain.Even Akash felt his brother's pain too.

Her tears are always sacred to him unintentionally or intentionally and he accepts that on Bachelor's night.

Khushi selfless cookie ,"Why Arnavji and La pay the price of her fault"..Which fault dear? The one which your tears already did or the one which you are going to do to set those tears free for him again.She is bringing his mother in this matter[Plants as his mother"ub issi keh sahare unko manyenge{I wil make him convince through this}] to help her to convince her son to stop La or in other words His mother along with DM is pulling their strings to come close through La.Just magnificent!!!

Arnav is here to set himself free for her smile and look at his changing expressions of his eyes while seeing Khushi's smile which brings smile on his face.It is evident today he is here for her not for La but La is the reason he will be near to her and that's why I left you with 86-87 with this pondering thought What will he do for her smile...The answer is here...in this scene.

what will he do for her smile?

He is embracing her smile as he always imaging Khushi whenever he is with La and this is one of those moments.His smile is adorable while seeeing Khushi smile as he gor his wish of his unsaid prayer.

The moment his arms wraps her smile while embracing La her tears embrace her along with Sad Raba Ve and at the top its beyond in her control which is more confusing for her.But what is this ,why is she crying ...Why these tears again?He is completely addled and perplexed by seeing her like that and at the top she is in the same state or may be worse than him.Their eyes meets with all the unsaid emotions then She can't face him anymore so leaves with her disconcerted thoughts leaving him with flustered than ever.

Arnav brings La back home ,everyone is happy but Naniji as she already sensed and asked Mamiji about their secret plan to bring La.Shyam calmed her down for Navratri Puja. Arnav's expressions change in the La's response"ASR did not let me go"hmmm ,...Don't go over there sweet heart you have no clue about his and Khushi equation but soon you will start realizing it.

Love this parallel scene two families are busy in Puja.In GH parents's proud their both daughters are joining em in this sacred puja.Bauji and his love and affection towards them made my heart heavy as this father is going to face a lot for saving em.Even Garima admires and respect this man's heart which always reach out for them.

He calls today to find out about Rani Sahiba but our Slither is hissing with his moves two feet ahead as he managed doing deal with "RANI SAHIBA" to make this old guy roam around circles with his sacred mission for his daughters.Today he proved to me a complete Psycho with a complete alibi as She said "Why do you enjoy playing these games with your friends?" means this is not the first time he did that.His BG music is intensifying his character more dark these days.😡😡😡

In future this woman blacks mail him too when Khushi finds his truth at the top of terrace.

Another parallel scene which is the beginning of realizing feelings for each others.If she can't forget his embrace and her tears ,he can't forget her reaction and tears but both don't know the reason.WHY?????

Khushi,"hum preshan kyuon hain ,,,Akhir humare kehne phe tou...humain tou kush hone chahiye...aur jab woh dono saath...[Why am I worry...after he did because I ask for it...but when they were both together...]

Bingo the seed of possessiveness and jealousy is planted in her head as the #0 like her bangles round .Our Dhak Dhak started.First step towards Maturity ... being woman.

Shyam's is seeding another thought in Khushi...hey cupid this is the only reason I spare you these days."Khabi Khabi hum kissi chees ko duniya jahan mein dhondte rehte hain ..aur wog hoti humare ankhon keh samne hai..[Sometimes we seek things everywhere but can't find it right infront of us..]

Khushi's mind is kind a froze at that moment with La and Arnav togetherness"Why am I remembering that over and over and why am I worrying over it?" This is eating her ,Now you feel this...how Arnav couldn't sleep since the day you came into his life ,how is the taste of your own medicine Temptalicious!Nahhh...you are not there yet...

Khushi wants to know what is wrong with her and tries to seek answer from Payal that why seeing some one makes you laugh and smile at the same time...but Shyam over hears her convo and asks her to find out about "Dhak Dhak" near that guy...He is really a Shatir Sly .He is thinking that its all about Him..uhhh.. keep dreaming you Dumbo Jumbo Slitherimbo...You and teaching Love lessons ..wow

"Kawa chala huns ki chal apni chal bhi bhool gayea"....as I said .His BG score is getting stronger these days ...

In RM...After morning Puja.Arnav comes down but Mamiji is right his train does not stop for every station and La's entry will not change anything in his life either .Anjali keep your suspicious the first one "may be" he will get mary with La and Akash Bitwa plz don't spend time on Bahi's llove life and dig in your Dupatta wali.Naniji is skeptical about that too because she is a mother and knows her kid as she is older and wiser than most of you.She does give permission for cleaning Mandir to la but La forgets Rose water and at he top she messed up with Tulsi pot.

Episode 89-90

Kanya Puja ''.PART 1

Dhak Dhak

Shyam Manohar Jha with his dark name is making his life darker by writing his own destiny with impure heart but can you make someone yours by dropping Sindoor and changing Kundalis.Let's see.He is the one who is forcing upon these things for the thirst of Khushi while Fate has something else store in it...

People with weak beliefs like Buaji can stir things up by getting and sending wrong vibes to encourage these Impure thoughts but can't vanish permanent ink of FATE.

Shyam's impurity is getting visible to a pure and loving light ,a star a father for a daughter who is bright and visible because of him and Written Fate is coming hard on them but only because this light has to remove someone else darkness by burning in it.DM is playing very visible and invisible game here for her own beloved child but as Swastika is right side of Babuji in Mandir meaning good fortune and Luck is inevitable for his daughters and its luck that he is being able to see the REAL Shyam behind this Slither one.But at the same time another daughter of Him is also getting blessed by a father [Babuji] (Why do I feel they change the story here and it should be different for Anjali and Babuji).

Fate made Babuji saw Shyam with his wife in the Mandir where he brought them to play God but God [Fate] made him stand in front of his wife for realization of His existence . [How come she sees him and did not remember him during Payesh weddingShyam really is playing high game and taking matters in his own hands.

He is playing slimy games with Anjali just for his own selfish moves. Fate is playing the very opposite for him as Babuji writes down 04-8365...the number to track him

Tulsi,the purity as Khushi is in its poolside, awe, Khushi has to wink...

Love the first wink of Khushi which makes Arnav not only astonished but also makes him stop,turn and give her acknowledgement of her smartness and Trust which made others scared that how can she involve him into this but not only he played along but also enjoyed it too..Anjali was really happy to see this whole equation and his changed attitude.Just loved my Yummilicious !!!,his one foot turn ,and turning back for Khushi.Today he found out about Khushi's Guts and how far she can go.😊

Khushi's Dhak Dhak ,her acidity is getting her closer to LG .One thing is clear she understood that even she comes closer or goes away either way she gets it.Yes Temptalicious this is pure love which is going to make you more unrest when you are away as compared to close .[Just wait when he gets kidnapped].Second she can't see or hear her surroundings as they both were alone and at the top surroundings get dark and only the light remains around em.This will be happening from now on when these two will have their small moments together without noticing surroundings and all but again by the divine powers.

Look at his familiar pic when she is looking at him here and then on SR and Arnav's confused look will change with the most sensual one.

Khushi'"Aapko uss gamle and iss gamle mein farak kya hai pata nahin chala"[I can understand you couldn't differentiate this pot and the other.Big meanings as I explained in 88 he sees other woman in Khushi's eyes and here Khushi is saying that to him you can make mistake in judging others.

Her Dhak Dhak also is available in Yellow and orange flowers while making garland.Just kidding! She stops while he is in close proximity because of her loud heartbeat."Humari Dadkan humari sanso se bhi tez ho jati hai"[My heartbeat goes faster than my breathing] and this loud LOVE BEAT is heard by him too regardless he ignored it as he stopped while talking to Di and first give a sweet look to Khushi's gaze and then annoyance like"ajeeb hai yeh"[she is strange]

Khushi feels Dhak Dhak when he is near by but today HE stops at her Dhak Dhak regardless in annoyance but he did .

."Jo Tum mehsoos karti ho who mein mehsoos karta hoon"[Whatever you feel ,I feel] to Telepathy Khushi,can you hear my Dadkan and Arnav,Hamesha...Always proves it intentionally and unintentionally.

Arnav did feel something today as he is gazing at the stars and denying it in front of All but one connection made by Jijaji unintentionally put him on halt and her words reverberate in his head as this is the most strongest connection ever he has with anyone else and right now it's making him unaware of his surroundings just like she forgets her surroundings around him.Loved his expressions on others views of stars and love.Anjali your Chote is the most romantic Bachelor ever ,"Chupa Rustum ha yeh" I wish you can see some clips of him with Khushi Ahem ahem...'😳😳

Love the transition from him to her.She was cursing at herself for telling him all her most secretive unshared thoughts and still not happy as she forgot to tell him her fav color,food,time of marriage,# of kids and their names lol Khushi is swinging here with full zooming power as this is making her unrest why did she zoom out while he wanted to talk to her.It does bother her for making him upset now and at the top she cares Farak parta hai..."What does he think of me?" ...WOW !Big transformation this side.

Love Payal here she is a real big sister whose care and love is the Lap of Khushi. No wonder why Khushi is ready to do anything for her sister.

In RM preparation of kanya Pooja is in full swing which is swinging La's head with fear and annoyance as Naniji's given assignment is spinning her head with 100 miles per sec with the same speed of girls telling her names.Sheesh...

Other side Poor Khushi's assignment is making her flea from the lion's den as Rakshus hates kids.

Khushi's flea brings her closer to her Arnavji while closed eyes and he found her Ajeeb again with open eyes.Unbelievable! Just too good Sanaya !She scares kids with Tall, Rakshus who eats kids so they won't go to his room but alas everything goes wrong."Sub Kuch Gadbad ho gya"....Khushi prays for three kids and yes Om is listening for her success.She has 6 kids as her sacrificed motherly nature is always there no matter what and during this she gets abused by others too.

Today he had mustache on his pic and she put Black strip by herself but one day Arnav will close her eyes with black strip with mustache [after their Haldi].Today she found Om Parakash is laughing at her that day whole family will laugh at them.Today she is taking measurements of him by finding who is he in hide and seek game..One day he will close his eyes to give her measurements for his suit on his Bday.

Along with Arnav Mamiji is also playing Rakshus I mean Ghost game.Her three reflections meaning success in her Akash Bitwa marriage but as she can't see the behind pic so it means has no clue of Akash and Payal equation yet.

Khushi tried her best to hide the girls but he found them with their loud screams.Arnav again jumps to conclusion and accuse Khushi for breaking his Model and mustache on his photo and at the same time his anger reaches at its high notes after listening his praises from kids.Naniji comes to rescue Khushi and he retreats from there.Khushi is saves the kids from Arnav's wrath.But the beautiful thing is Arnav gets to know her motive and his sweet look at her though in anger and with "What ever"modulation , too cute showing his heart is melting...but at the same time Khushi knows he is hurt because of model and the noise of these kids.Understanding level is moving with its pace...

Episode 91

Kanya Puja ...PART 2

Trust is a thin line in between two people and it takes time to build it but breaks in no time.As George MacDonald"To be trusted is a greater compliment than being loved."The phase of building trust in between Arnav and Khushi is in its initial state.He shadows her character behind his lurking fears of his past and she is clouding his character in his attitude and way of thinking and above all his ways of living behind her set belief system.

Khushi and Naniji has a trust build up in between them which makes Naniji and Khushi go along with each other as she makes her calm down and then goes to Eternal Heaven[pool side] where she can find him to calm him down.Khushi,"Jab chote galati karain tou badoon ko maffi dai daini chahiyeh ...Kyuon keh chote ghalati jan bhooj kar nahi karte...

[when younger seek forgiveness from older then they should forgive them ...because younger don't do it purposely]

Arnav is still mad at Khushi as there is no trust yet in between them ,he still thinks she is the one who is behind all of this.Kids try to make Jijaji with mustache understand but he is just an annoyed kid just like em.

Anjali comes to know the whole fiasco behind his animosity and ferocity for kids.Arnav did not realize this either that in this all he is hurting her Di again by making her aware of this that "this is his house"...but before he be cognizant of the situation the damage has been done.He tries to talk through but Anjali as she is his Di turns her face and refuse to listen and he walks away.

Trust in between Khushi and Anjali is way stronger than ever at this point.Just like Arnav she can feel Anjali's distress and convulsion very deeply the same way she did the other day when Arnav threw her out of this house by yelling at his Di.

Khushi calls everyone for help including Arnav who thinks she is lying along with kids ...There is no trust what so ever but her distress voice did urge his heart to come for her plea but his brain rejects it ...hmmm ..interesting.

Naniji's trust for Khushi does not need any proof.Amazingly Mamiji shows gratitude in her hello hi bye bye style.The seed of discomfort and being 2nd has been planted in La today as she is going to accept that she cannot compare with Khushi .Anjali does not want Chote to get disturbed as Naniji knows her stubborn kids gives Om Parakash an eye to bring Arnav down.

Arnav comes down all concerned and apprehensive but gets surprised and obliged seeing Khushi taking care of his Di.At the top Naniji stresses the issue of Khushi being there for Anjali and he did not even bother at her voice. He mortifies at his absurdity with Khushi and he repeats the same words...Arnav,,"Jub chote galati karain tou badoon ko maffi dai daini chahiyeh ...Kyuon keh chote ghalati jan bhooj kar nahi karte...

[when younger seek forgiveness from older then they should forgive them ...because younger don't do it purposely]which make everyone astonished at him.

Khushi gets confounded and breathless with her cute face and Anjali looks at her first and then Chote,'yeh bol tumare tou nahi lag rahe"[These are not your words.]He gives a very loving childish look to Khushi and then to Di.Anjali holds Khushi's hand,"Apne La ko sikhate sikhate kissi aur ko tou...[you are not just teaching La but someone else too...]

Oh Akhroo smiled knowing that Khushi thinks he looks nice with mustache ...hmmm...Yummilicious!! Its been a while to see him smiling like this.

La's uneasiness was very visible after seeing her man turning into someone she hardly can relate with.Her restlessness was very noticeable during Kanya Pooja and even after that.

Naniji ,"This year kids were very naughty" which reveals another mystery over Arnav that this "Khufia Pooja" is going on every year which brings a laughter among house ladies but Khushi knows at this point her laughing over him makes him angry so she just passes a smile as he was looking at her like always but this time did not get as mad as last time after "Orange Juice" A Slight Trust is right there...

Reverberation of events align in front of Arnav [ how she took care of Di ]when Khushi leaves and His Di breaks his stance for pouring info that Khushi has Varath and did not eat anything.I think who knows better than him how bad she gets when she is hungry.He takes the food from Di and goes after her.

He grabs her right near the door where he calls her twice. She thinks she did something wrong and goes along with her pagalpan.He stops her and tells her with the most sensitive and loving way"Woh Di keh rahi theen keh Subha se tum ne khuch khaya nahin...woh ...Khuch Kha lo"[Di was saying you did not eat since morning ..so...eat something.

Dhak Dhak!!! Is back which she acquainted with her empty stomach and acidity.She takes the food container from his hand and touches his fingers this time which increases his acidity..Bingo!

Last time she got the Ghee without touching his fingers and was careful and this time while taking it who cares attitude...Though scary for her but still...Here is the Trust...She runs and leaves him flustered with his strange attitude.:"Ajeeb hai yeh"

Today definitely Moon rises from the north as Khushi in distress and hungry and food is in front of her and she is not eating it...Buaji is right she is Sanka Devi...Her Dhak Dhak and his caring words."Woh Di keh rahi theen keh Subha se tum ne khuch khaya nahin...woh ...Khuch Kha lo"[Di was saying you did not eat since morning ..so...eat something.

were making it difficult for her to eat ." JiJi uss ne diya hai"[Jiji he gave it to me}Even Payal couldn't convince her there is nothing wrong with the food but she has no clue it's not the poison but It's the "Amrit" given by her Arnavji.

His loving and caring face comes in front of her and her heartbeat goes on with no speed breaker today, so she comes up with the solution for reducing her Dadkan she will not see him or talk to him

".hmmm..Lets see KKG

New day ,new determined Khushi right in front of LG who she does not want to see or talk.He asks her to give it to La ,she keeps walking by ignoring him.He calls her three time{# 3 for victory,ego and masculine one].Third time his voice goes up'Khushi" which presses break oh her feet.He comes closer and her Dhak Dhak goes up..."Don't you listen ...calling you" ...She gathers energy ,"Don't you see I don't want to talk to you or listen to you and want to stay away from you...Bas...

She left him all flustered and confused..."What"...

Babiji tries to find out the owner of this car but gets nothing but seeding another doubt in Slither less Scorpion mind as he is getting promoted by his hinged attacks and back stabbing .

Khushi is baffled over La's worries as she has no Dhak Dhak or acidity.But Khushi Dhak Dhak stops or in other words "sansain ruk gyein " when La mentioned about her marriage with ASR.

Nanital trip is up ,Khushi's plan is up,Nanital Valley Hotel here we come...but as La and khushi both are agreed not a single plan works...so this one sound floppy one too.

Arnav in pool side getting Dizzy for Khushi's ...???Answer plz.

EPISODE 92

Smiling LaadGovernor...

"Aye Kaash Ke Hum Hosh Mein Ab Aane Naa Paaye"

This song came to my mind while watching this epi and I wish these two soul mates just remain in these delusional moments until come back to real senses.

The best thing in life is finding someone who knows all your flaws, mistakes and weaknesses and still think you' re absolutely and completely amazing. But at the same time Incertitude and delusional misunderstanding, two things always cloud your internal voice to judge someone irrationally and that's why sometimes Heart sees what is invisible to the eye and unbelievable to the brain.That's what is going on in our love birds life.Arnav & Khushi[king and Queen] and Akash & Payal[Knights] with their smooth sliding moves are sailing on the waves of Devi Ma's Love despite the lingering storm of hissing danger.Divine Fate which is directing and filling their hearts and brain with budding trust and love.

Arnav in his Eternal heaven [pool side] in the proximity of his mother but feeling dizzy and weak as this is not giving him enough strength for upcoming storm of the life. A mother is always with him praying for him to bring him out of this vortex which is engulfing him and making him delusional about the life and dragging him in it and taking him away from the reason of living "LOVE".He has written his destiny but he is getting lost in it and whatever he has in his heart does not let it come on his face. [episode 30]His mother like Di told him that and now his Mother is going to use all of her forces along with divine powers to bring him out of this vortex so he can taste the sweetness of life and love.

In the kitchen,he went to get some jalaibis, I mean sugar but our Snaka devi with her clouded and delusional Dhak Dhak tells him to go away..

But the sight of him in delusional state snatches her heartbeat ."Sansain ruk jayengi" starts right somewhere here.Sanaya is too good here with her voice modulation .Aa ran..avji

Arnavji,"Aap theek tou hain"[are you ok?]She is relating his hallucination with Varat'so sweet...Her condition is like a fish without water. She rubs his hand and sprinkle the purity, [water] of her Love on his face .Today Khushi's unsaid and unfelt desires were making her not only confuse but also unrest.

Today she is holding his head in her palm as he held hers in his palm in guest house.

He asks for sweetness in his life right from the sweet Khushi and she gives him the taste of her sweetness her "Jalaibi"[sweets brings togetherness].She told La once she will give her "Patti" garm garm jalaibi apne hathon se"when she will grow up"and today she did.Today their oneness has a new twist and taste in it.A twist of love and trust is getting one step ahead towards their closeness.

Today Khushi is feeling his touch , his closeness right close to her heart which is awakening her desires for him abruptly .This close proximity of him is way too much that she wants to detach it right away as its way overwhelming for her but his faint condition needs her closeness ,her "Shakar" [sugar] togetherness to move forward with his bitter life[bitterness as karela as Akash mentioned].Just beautiful.

Khushi always stands by Arnav even in his shaky period where he loses his trust from every one but she makes him stand on his feet with her love and trust .His shaky past will make him lose Khushi but Fate will bring her back to her as always but during terrace scene and forced marriage his broken trust will be resumed only by Khushi's love and trust.

He got fainted today by not having meds and Khushi is feeding Jalaibis but later he will be fainted because Khushi will keep him hungry all day because of her silly Swaminess.But in both cases she is the one who is taking care of him.

The most amazing part is the BG music whenever they come close together was louder than ever.Love the ASR character intact with him the moment he came to senses after splasing water "Hato" [leave me] and then he moves her away and but he stumbles which brings a wave of deep distress and fear in her"Aap theek tou hain na"[are u sure u r ok]Arnav,"I came for sugar because of my low sugar level"She asks twice with perplexity and he made her cal with a slight smile as he sees her worrisome which he can't bear.

He leaves Khushi with desolation of her act.Even Anjali and others can see her anguish but her words are eating her alive and vanishing her sweet smile from her face and even her jalaibis can't resolve this sweet issue.

The only way she can rectifies it to say sorry to her Arnavji.He sees her with astonishment but hey what a big attainment ,she is not afraid as the last time and he is not moody either .Trust level has changedShe brought a smile on his face because of juiceee last time but this time laugh full of joy [sweets-symbol of joy and togetherness] because of "basin"[She rub basin three times on her face meaning success]mixed with Dhak Dhak and acidity.

Khushi is baffled watching her LG laughing without knowing the reason and she is not even bothered about the reason as she is adoring his laugh just like he adores her smile.Anjali couldn't believe seeing her Chote laughing like that as he laughs in years and today Mother got her prayer answered from the Divine powers for her son stepping forward towards happiness and joy.Anjali's joy has no limit either as Mother is keeping an eye on both of her kids .

Khushi,"hunste huwai aap bilkul bhi LG nahin lagte"[you don't look like LG while laughing]She adores his laughing and not only this is encouraging her but she will not rest here either as later many more smiles are on the way especially 'Jiji tere Jaithji dewane"Payesh Sangeet my fav

If this side sweet and murmuring steps of love are progressing so is the other side of Knights' planet.Akash foun Payal in the fruit Market and pinch hiself to come back from his hellusenation known as Payal but Fate is adamant to bring these potatoes together because of Khushi as Potato is her fav vegetable.

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Khushi,"Bayen kar chakar ,dayen ka jadka aur phir Jalaibi wala chakar..." Is busy in making confusing Fate like Jalaibis to bring ASR and La together but by going left or right nothing is going to change in the written Fate as she is coming right in this twisty vortex by herself .Today she brought Arnav from his hallucinating delusion and now she is getting ready to become the eye ,the Dhadkan of this vortex , a part of this hallucination known as "Love of Arnav" because LG is promoted as "Arnavji"for her now "nachahte huae" [unintentionally].

Laad Governor is on the way to Nainital without patrol...

Episode 93

MAHA-3

Naninital Trip-Part 1

"What's done is done" as Shakespeare said and everyone has to move on.

Arnav and Khushi are moving forward putting all behind...

Shyam finds out how Babuji is behind him and have RM connection through the car.His alert antenna is making him realize his mistake bringing Babuji here as he is beating him in his own moves.He choses Buaji as his target to make his move faster through Kundalis.uhhh Buaji is making his move more smoother...Yucky look of this scorpion whose stingy moves are becoming back stabbing kicks full of poison like scorpion . Babuji also finds out his hidden moves through his sister and his wife .He is absolutely not happy with it .He did found out his motive more clear as his janam kundali is screaming itself "He is scorpion" as his bracelet is so visible...😡😡😡

The other side La gets most upset knowing Khushi is with ASR but it does not bother her that much..hmmm interesting...She does not know the difference between tap water and Ganga jal but she surely knows Khushi is a good girl.She rectifies her mistakes by regretting and apologizing with Nani but Naniji does not distribute free acceptance and gives her a new task.This new task surely makes La brain smart as she puts Mamiji at halt when she asks how did Naniji accepted her as DIL when she has no clue of cooking, sewing or anything...Poor girl does not know that is the regret Naniji has which she is rectifying now by teaching you all or get some Bahu who knows it...

Payal calls Khushi but her communication device gets connected with Akash who does not want to hear about potatoes ...Meantime Khushi calls Payal to help La for embroidery as she is not there.Everyone at home gets upset about Payal being there.[I wonder why its OK for Khushi...oh contract thingy ]But Babuji gives her support which puts Buaji at fire I mean anger. Love Babuji and his immense Love and Trust for his daughters.

Arnav is on his way to Nainital with his high charged brain[hey! finally he accepted La is "Bewaqoof"] while Khushi is in his Dickey with her non charged brain in the dark comes to light after finding out where exactly she is."Hum LG ki ghari mein hain"[I am in LG's car] No Khushi DM wants you to be here because"humain Nainital jane ka shoq bachpan se tha par aise nahin..."[I always wanted to go to Naninital but not like this] She complains about noise "LG ki ghari bhi unhin ki tarah hai jab dekho pom pom"[Car is making angry noise just like LG] Love her here.

He hears a voice among all the noise and Then "Unbelievable" in the middle of their angry union BG music...here she is...What the"...His astonishment and acrimony has no end...and so her innocence and livelihood 😆

Love her when she says,'Aap na ziyada What the what the mat kijiye hum aap ko batate hain keh kya huwa"[Don't do too much What the I tell u what exactly happened] Loved his concern mixed with anger when she hits her head.She explained him how her Dupatta got stuck in his car and how she got fainted and all.

She gets flustered finding out La is not with him and at the there is a strike of transportation ."kya.. phir hum ghar kaise jayengey"...[how am I going to home]... Khushi: "Aap akele Nainiltaal jaa rahe hain" ASR " aisa lag to nahin aha hain...

Arnav with worrisome and concerned ,"Jaldi gadi main baitho"...["sit in the car"] seriously the man was totally possessively perturbed and perplexed about her at this point.She looked at him befuddled ,"aap humain choraingey"[you will take me home] Arnav antagonistically,"Aur nahin tou kya tumhain beech sadak chor keh...[so How can I leave you right in the middle of the road...]he couldn't finish his sentence and reverberation of the night brings new layer of regret on his face when he not only threw her out from his car in the middle of night alone but also disrespected her with slushy water by swinging his car swiftly.Today he wants to close that loop by taking her with respect in his car.He can't leave her there in this broad day light in this hustle bustle regardless .She is baffled and bewildered all about this too.Love the way he opened the door today for this silly girl and waited for her.

Khushi and her blabbering was raging his anger as "eik museebat aagyei hai" and the speed of the car which makes her scared .He remembered the night when she poured out all her heartfelt tears along with him.He slows down with deep concerns...and what is this on her face ,an acknowledgement of his gratitude and a soft relieved satisfaction that he does care.

Her distress and fears make him frantic and disarray it did not go unnoticed by her either.Her eyes passed the gratitude to him too which he received that without looking at her.

The Other side his fainting early morning urges her to have concerns for him to eat future sexy pakodas.

Khushi"ghari mein patrol khatum tou romance hi romance hai"[There is romance when there is no patrol in the car] Khushi's silliness is making life more romantic here as LG is ready to push the car towards the gas station.She surely can push it because of her extra tonic Jalaibis.Love her over here.Sanaya as Khushi is marvelous in today's epi,just too good.One thing is so evident she can take orders from her LG without fidgeting and at he top she is worried too much about her LG's health as he was fainted todayOther side he is so protective and worried about her "chup chap steering sanbhalo"...Ok wait a minute didn't she just put him on a deal by instigating unintentionally when he gets tired ..."Aapko kamzori mehsoos ho rahi hogi na"[you were feeling weak right] and he tries to make her nervous in return with his close proximity by taking off and putting his jacket right next to her and yes of course throwing close daggers on her and the way he folded his sleeves up like I am no weak...was too cute.

"jab shakar mana hai tou taqat kahan se ayegi"[how can he have strength without sugar] Khushi with extra sugar is ready to push her LG car while he couldn't do without sugar...love the way he was looking at her. "Gaadi chalane ki zaroorat nahi, kyu ki gaadi hil nahi rahi hai"

Just Yummilicious...Today it looks pure hubby and wifey nok jhonk on the way of crisis...by putting up with each other.😉

Arnav's irritation is worthwatching while he is on the phone with Aman and she thinks he is addressing her..Khushi,"wo tum se ya hum tum se"....Arnav,"khushi Kumari Gupta se" ...[laughing way too much]Love both of these two super duper actors.....👏👏👏

Love his way of caresing her strands of hair and her Dhak Dhak and level of trust and comfort at this close proximity ,none of them stopped.He did it as this is his right and she lets him do it as he has right on her...hmmm interesting

Caressing her hair is the most beautiful thing ever in IPK as Arnav does not leave any chance from Guest house to on ward at many occasions to do so and this one move of him shows his love and care I adore the most.I just love it.

Phone is dead but their strength of nok jhonk is alive ,way alive , actually too much alive.

Arnav,"agar tumne mere saath Naninital chalna hai tou theek hai warna mujhe koi faraq nahin padta hai"[if u wanna go to Nainital or nor not doesn't matter to me].. Really then why it makes you sad that once upon a time you did break her phone Akhroo...

Khushi,"uss LG ko tou apni parwah hai nahin par humain tou hai na"[Lg does not care bout himself but I do] Bingo!Temptalicious is tempting towards her LG in a serious tone...and Yes madam there is no other way but Nainital way...

She follows him like a shadow in the jungle...and one day they both will be shadow of each other.Love the way she pops out of the tree and pours out her innocence in this wilderness.

Khushi is a chatterbox and he wants silence but its impossible for KKG to do so as later in Ma's garden she tells him"Jab hum chup rehtain hain tou humain aisa lagta hai jaise puri Duniya Khatam ho gayei hai"[When I am quiet it seems the whole world is finished]Today he wants her to be quiet and later he accustoms to her blabbering.

Khushi,"ure rukiye naa" what a wifey way of asking LG to have mangoes.[mangoes sexual desires "]Arnav,"chup'bilkul chup....as he is tired of all of her talking...He threatens her to cut her half salary if she will not be quiet for 5 minutes to make her quiet but then he is standing in front of his regret why did he do that[why do I have this feeling he was missing her talking] because her presence her talking was not behind him..."Khushi This is not funny" He threatens her, begs her, orders her,looks for her madly ,screams for her, but Khushi is no where to be found...

EPISODE 94 &95

[Nainital Trip ---Part 2]

Babuji's reflection shows he is unaware of his true motives but because its on glass he does know Shyam is up to no good .He puts Shyam on halt by telling him in the discrepancy of his date of birth and here we go our Scorpion's father put him in the school of disgusting so he can get fully filthy and rich with outsmart garbage 😡...and Babuji agrees with me here.

Akash cancels his meeting and Dinner plans after seeing her Payalji and their BG music adds the melodious harmony into this matter.Soft and gentle .Mamiji and her 007 detective duties on her son are back as she does not want him to fall for a low status girl the way his father did for her.hmmm...hypocrisy..😡

Payal is busy teaching La with no skills and brain as she drops needle somewhere which ends up in Payal foot.Akash who is today peeping tom of the newspaper with news of world policy makers with one eye and with the harness power of his soft love gets worried and helps her in sitting while Mamiji and her scolding makes Payal to leave from there.I must say Akash is not our LG bro as he has no backbone.Arnav is the only one in this whole wide world who can defend and fight for his wife until his last breath.Anjali surely is his sister who can shut Mamiji up for a cup of tea which gives some courage to Akash to apologize from Payal.Again a daughter lies to his ill father to keep him away from worries.Very touchy and always makes me cry.😭

The other side ,Arnav is in distress finding Khushi and the moment he turned around ,her broken bangles put him on halt and under his lips"Khushi" slips like he is alive but without soul.Today her absence is making him to step forward towards "sansain ruk jana" which he does not want to believe but one day he will be out of breath and words when he will see her falling out of clif and have her in his arms without motion.He will also confess to his Di"Khushi hi wo Larki hai jiss keh baghair mujhe lagta hai keh meri sansain ruk jayengi"[Khushi is the girl without whom it seems to me I can't breath]

Arnav."Where do I look for you Dammit?...Khushi,"if 5 minutes pass then I want to tell you I am right behind you"...and he turns as fast as he can as there will be no tomorrow...and regardless he is angry ,her safety is the upmost thing he has up front,"Khushi,"tumhain chote tou nahin lagi"[I hope you did not get injured]

After finding she is fine ,He yells at her for not answering and using common sense when to speak and when not to speak.Arnav,"kyuonke tum mein tou common sense hai nahin"[coz u don't have any common sense]Khushi,:if talked the you would've cut my salary"Arnav,"you are impossible KKG"

Khushi,'iss waqt humain bata dijiye keh hum Kuch bol Sakte hain keh nahin kyuonke aap ziyada samajhdar hain na"[ tell me at this time can I speak or not because you are wiser than I am]...Khushi,"If I could come out by myself then why I prefer sitting here...That is also a common sense too"hmmm...Akhroo now you have any answer..after all you are"Ziyada Samjhdar"..."Nehle peh Dehla"[tit for tat].But one thing is clear he learned about her commitment and her sensibility behind her childshness.

Our "Ziyada Smajhdar" progresses his hand and gets irritate by her childish behavior,.. but then he pulls her towards him...she hits his hard core and slams at his shoulder without realizing it and he held her from her waist...😳.and Raba Ve slides in to join their proximity 😉.Their eyes meet as usual like those are always have a thirst of this moment to adore .She glances his face before stepping back by lowering her gazes but his glares are on but the moment she looks back at him he flusters like someone got him on a wrong foot and when she lowers her lashes his ogling goes back at her.

Then suddenly she gives him a strange look which he tries to get but here Khushi touches him to give him wrong signals but he gets his right one back the moment she says..."Wo ganda ho gyea"[it got dirty]...ok Akhroo was expecting something else and got disappointed .uhhh ...Akhroo don't you remember her Shaadi Lecture ,and without listening those long hrs shehnai and all she can't be yours...

On their way she has KKG wali problem as she has some insect stuck in her shirt .She goes the restroom to fix her weird problem after all "Jaha khushi ho wahan mutiple dhamake tou hongey" Someone steals her clothes [that makes him think she is running with someone .]

She comes out wearing hers as written by fate ,She is in bridal Lehnga Choli and looking like a goddess to him where he can't take his eyes off of this bewitching beauty .Her bare skin and innocent beauty spreading love in the air makes him lose his conscious and makes him forget to blink for a moment with open mouth.

She brings him back to reality"who asal mein humare kapre chori ho gyei"[Some one stole my clothes]

Arnav,this could only happen to you...Khushi," yes but don't know why...She stole mine that's why I have to wear hers..."Dili keh chor kitne ajeeb hain" [Delhi's thieves are strange] He just adores her innocent smile with some annoyance but no anger...Big change [as # 5]She tells him about Dhabba and all .

She knows by now her extra blabbering is making him annoyed so she promised to be quiet for 10 minutes but the mystical breeze of their oneness makes her Dupatta which always go crazy near Arnav falls down in his feet this time...

Khushi's silence gives wind a chance to be mischief here and it takes out her Dupatta her respect with its naughty moves and this time Dupatta goes in his feet to challenge him , to evoke and arouse real Arnav in him and it gets some success too as he looks at her lovingly like this is his right and she steps back with those daggers and then turned around by wrapping her arms around her as being exposed in front of him.

He takes his gazes off for a split seconds but couldn't resist or control to give one more look at her milky beauty.She turns him look by looking at her Dupatta as she is asking him to wrap her in with respect.

He gets the message and gives her respect by lowering his gazes and then which makes Khushi melt in those moments was his turning around so she can cover her up.This time she couldn't take her gazes off of him for split seconds as today she is losing her heart no matter what but her brain is baffled and scared to accept those notions and tingling signals sent by wind which was witnessed and master mind behind all of this mischief.

Her panting and Dhak Dhak indeed reached to Arnav's heart today as he was standing besides the wind losing his senses but brain does not want to give this "ehsaas " any name yet.He gets hold of himself and then turned around to his heart[Khushi] who is still breathing heavily and can't have a courage look at his burning gazes which were blazing her couple of minutes and its smell is still in the air.

He says softly "Chalain"[can we go?] She gives him flustered look and then nods in acceptance.

That night in Sheesh Mahal her Dupatta fell on his feet and she gave him a pleaded look by looking at her respect in his feet but Arnav Singh Raizada ,in his ego not only gave her the daggers of the status but also wounded her soul by ripping her purity by scattering those pearls which she and her family is still picking and the painful pearls which she scattered by her eyes had no effect on him.That day ASR became Rakhshus for her and today that Rakshus is her Arnavji which she is dejecting by stroking her head [before sitting in the trunk as Anita does not like Dicky]but every stroke of her heart is signaling his name with each and every breath.

That night he turned her around after breaking her dori to intimidate her after disrespecting her and today he turned around by returning her respect and giving her respect back.That loop is closing here until next loop of forced marriage.

EPISODE Part-95 &96

Nainital Trip [Part -3]

It's the repetition of affirmations that leads to belief. And once that belief becomes a deep conviction, things begin to happen.The world we see that seems so insane is the result of a belief system that is not working and to perceive the world differently, we must be willing to change our belief system, let the past slip away, expand our sense of now, and dissolve the fear in our minds.Somewhat this message is screaming through these two epis.😊

"Duniya jahan pe ho na ho par humain apni Bitya par pura bharosa hai"...[I don't believe thw whole world but my daughter.Love this father and his trust.Babuji's strong belief on her daughter makes it easy for him to keep his faith intact with him and convey it to others that "even I don't have a belief on this world but I do trust my daughter..."How simply he shuts Scorpion's sting from spreading with his full Trust on Khushi.While others in GH has assumptions about ASR and Khushi that how can she do that without perceiving the reality. Scorpion's belief on Babuji's decision is shaky that what kind of father he is but Babuji's Love and Trust did not develop over night or over lies as "No man was ever so much deceived by another but by himself " and in our simple language"Andhe ko sub andhe hi nazar aate hain".Even Payal's assumptions and beliefs are none more than a speculation.

Babuji's belief becomes more stronger about Scorpion's evilness after hearing his talk with RaniSahiba---as he promises to go for her.He follows Shyam and finds him in Mandir with Anjali which puts him for making assumptions with unanswered questions,Who is this woman---if she is client then why is he here with her...what is her relationship with him?????

His belief gets reality ,all of his assumptions and questions get answers today and Babuji finds out the biggest Truth of Scorpion"He is married "...His bracelet is so visible...Today a father's belief "Vishwas" shook off one more time but worse than first time ...What will be going on in his mind and heart only he knows or his God knows... I literally hated this guy for putting a father with this immense pain and agony----😡

Akash with bearing politeness calls Payal to seek apology for what his mother did whose assumptions and disbelief about Payal gives him courage to tell his mother that "you are impossible" and money does not determine respect or character of anyone as his belief and assumptions are based on true real facts and not on false assumptions or I should say assumptions of her own experience as she did the same with Mamaji as a gold digger.

Naniji really takes this Fox down properly as she knows how Mamiji entered her son's life.So proud of Naniji."Truth is always bitter but always right"

Arnav and Khushi reach at Dhaba and everyone thinks she is a "Runaway Bride"[love that movie I wish I would've done that] and Khushi remembers her Amma Babuji after spitting water on Arnav face being his lovely wife.[Is this a future indication "Maa Baap ki marzi keh baghair ghar se bhaag keh Shadi" as Arnav and Khushi are going to do that]

Arnav's expressions changes with her distress for calling parents.Hmm interesting------Khushi climbs up and so do Arnav's fears and anxiety for her safety and She does not realize by catching higher bars of communication signals that she will be caught by the antenna's angry signals itself "pata nahin mein iss larki keh saath yahan kar kya raha hoonas [I don't know what am I doing with this girl here]...

He throws his glare but interesting part she takes his glaring orders and then returns him her soft look while landing in her arms...😳Arnav catches her before she falls down and they both drowned in each others without noticing the surroundings .This time Arnav seems looking answers in her eyes.Their union BG score is doing Dhamal along with others which brings Khushi to the realization table and she demands to put her down .He gets angry as he was trying to save her but upon her wish he throws her down which he did not like it but he did .Everyone makes him realize to eat more to catch this "do chatank ki dulhan" which brings a smile on her face but her smile brings a smile on this Grinchy Akhroo's face too [as his eyes are true mirror of his expressions and lines on his forehead disappears] which he successfully hides behind his ego and anger.

He catches her in Sheesh Mahal and that day his desires for her are very visible in anger and rage but today these are changed to soft ones along with care and her safety which is the upmost concern of him all the time.Trust,belief,and assumptions have changed their directions .He does not care about anyone in the case of her safety and this stance remains same always in hate or love.As there are many but one of em is during gupta track he falls down along with her by saving her and same as During Suicide .Her safety and "uss keh door jane ka khiyal "makes him crazy

TODAY He dropped her upon her command and and on forced one he does with anger and later on SR he put her down safely upon her stern and anger command."Utariyeh humain" but he refused to do in front of Dadi to show his complete right on her no matter what.

Pure hubby and wifey scene-----Arnav amazes at Khushi's appetite and Khushi,"khayeh na"[Eat] Arnav pouted as a kid,"iss mein dal kam hai aur mirchi ziyada"[It has more spice than beans]very typical hubby complaint.

Khushi spills the beans that she took out the patrol as Happyji's instructions upon inquire about their so called Vivah by Uncle and auntyji .Here we go again ...Arnav's glaring enmity brings her to the realization Dhabba and she cleans his Lassi mustache and his anger is half " Choo Mantar" by [disappears] by her touch but comes right back to its place...Arnav,"tum ne meri ghari se patrol nikala"[you took out patrol from my car] Khushi,"I did this all so you and La can spend some time together"..Arnav,"I told you don't interfere in my personal life"

Arnav does not like her over interference in his life especially La ,him and marriage."Shut up KKG, you have crossed your limit too much but not any more"

Khushi apologizes but ASR with his BG score ready to leave when Khushi runs after him all worried and concerned which did not go unnoticed by Arnav either.

Khushi, "how you are going to go ,your car is not working,--- "

Arnav,"meri fikar karna band karo"[ Stop worrying about me]hmmm interesting so you know she cares about you wow Akhroo Hubby-----

Khushi is not far behind either,"hum apni nahin aapki baat kar rahe hainNaniital yahan se 110 km door hai ----aap chalk eh jayenge kya...humain tou sochna pade ga na kyuonke ghuse mein tou aap dimag ladana hi band kar dete hain

Translation:I am not talking about yours not myself, Nainital is 100 km from here , you planning to fo on foot...I have to think because you brain does not work in anger.

Aapka phone band hai, ghari nahin chal rahi hai, hadtal hai , apne subh se khuch khaya nahin hai-kahan jayenge aap------Nahin hum aapko jane nahin dainge...

Translation:Your phone is off, car is off, its strike ,you did not eat since morning, where will you go----- No I won't let you go anywhere

Arnav gulps down the happiest moment without belief with smirk[his eyes are expressing his joy as she does care about me]..."tum roko gi mujhe"[you will stop me] Khushi with her innocent belief,"aap wahan baith jayeyeh warna------[ You sit there other wise----]Arnav with classic eye brows up in his husky voice,"Warna"-----who told you I will stop with your threat-----

Khushi with her wifey style,"you did not leave any choice-----

Arnav tries to leave by ignoring her...but Khushi's nautaki and belief system works wonders to join the crowd for her help and she gets success too after she is KKG.

Arnav keenly observes her each move while she gives her winner look.The amazing thing is he smiles each time when she smiles,her happiness and childish innocent moves give him relief [as"Tumhare saath bitaye huwey moments yaad rehne lag gaye"] as it takes him away from his bitterness.He hides his smile right away when she notices it -----uhhh Akhroo! and here comes Arnav's naughty brain into action as "aagar Shadi aaj hui hai tou Suhag raat bhi aaj hi ho gi...kyun theek kaha na mein ne"[If we married today then our SR will be today]-------Khushi's fears are at the peak and he enjoys every bit of it.---Tit for tat-" You started this drama ,I'll finish it" He grabs her hand as this is his right and she does not stop him either...He picks her up and Khushi's plea goes down in the noise-----

Arnav always smile when Khushi smiles as he was happy seeing her dancing and the same is during Payesh wedding and same is during their Roca ceremony.

This is Raizadas's tradition to pick up their bride to bring em in the bedroom and he is doing this right now so officially this is their SR#1 lol...

He slams her on the sofa---Khushi,"yeh kya badtamizi hai"

ASR "Shhh"[Why this shhh is so sweet]with loud BG score,"Chup...bilkul Chup--------waise tou tum hamesha se itni badtameez ho par aaj tum ne hud kar di ...

Translation: quiet..you have no manners at all but today you've crossed all the limits..

I never thought that after pulling that cheap stunt you will have guts to tell me that I'm "Badtameez"-He intimidates her by moving forward and she steps backward..waise tou mein tum se phele bhi keh chuca hoon ...par tumhari bhalai keh liyeh dobara keh deta hoon---Badtameezi par tou mein utra nahin-aur jis din-----[Itold you this before and now telling you again I never crossed my limit but if I do-----]

Khushi did not let him finish his sentence ,"par hum ne yeh sab.."[I did all this ---]

ASR,"Shut up! Who told you that I want to listen to you-I don't want to see you, or hear you...just go away before I woke up ...I don't care where you go and what you do-I don't give a damn

He slams the door without listening her.Lights go off and Khushi curls her up on the sofa by wrapping her fears in the dark, alone room with no stars just with her pure pearls, her tears and her DM----"Raksha karna DM"

This is the beginning of her worse Suhaag Raat as today she is sitting abandoned by him outside the room without blanket ,in the dark, without his presence visibly--------During forced marriage she will be dragged outside the room without blanket(first) and will be curled up and this moment will urge him to throw the blanket at her and he will be visible with lights on so she won't be scared .The connection after sharing her insecurities the other night with him only piles up and remains always fresh in his head even in his hate state.

Day starts by refreshing Arnav's memory with one name"Khushi" and last night words make him mortifies with his own actions .He gets relief seeing her in the room but His perturbation and perplexity increases by finding out she spent the cold night alone in the dark and reverberation of her painful words increase his distress .He steps forward to wake her up "Khushi" but her unconscious hot head falls on his hand and his strife goes to uneasiness after finding she has fever.RabaVe rubs in with his pain

He picks her up and brings her to the bed but her hand as always holds on to him ."Hey Hey Raba Ve intimates their moment now with piano tone[my fav]as This does not go unnoticed by him .He removes her hand gently by looking at her regretfully and lovingly at the same time.

She held his collar in guest house incident and now again-----this shows her dependence on him consciously or unconsciously and today he knows that ...it will be biggest realization for him after kidnapping while saving her at the cliff that she is not holding his collar even in her unconscious state which makes his belief shakes that day--

Auntiji increases his vexation by telling him her fever is due to cold which puts him in agony as because of his anger she has to suffer.Now you know Akhroo she was right"in anger your brain does not work"...He wakes her up for meds and she calls for her parents-he gulps down this pain as he truly knows what is she be going through...He helps her getting up and taking her meds with the immense concerns and care while holding her milk[just like a father takes care of his child] did not go unnoticed by her either-------

EPISODE 97& Part 98

Nainital Trip Part-4

Emotions ,feelings, and reactions are the driving forces which are binding humans in the circle of closeness where they find solace in each other.The pearls of emotions which Arnav and Khushi share since the day one are bringing them closer to this vortex ,the magnetic pull of which is not only getting stronger but also becoming inadmissible for them , especially for Arnav.

As in EPISODE 55 He threw those pearls of emotions and desires of khushi's dress which he kept secretly because theseresting in the palm of his hand made him feel her , touch her , hold her , and above all dignify her purity, her beauty, her innocence, her honesty of her heart & smile but yet throwing em away why because the Walls of the great ASR's castle were weakening by the existence of one pure soul known as Khushi...

As ."In jazbaat aur ehsasat ki meri zidagi mein koi jagha nahin hai"[I have no room for these feelings and emotions]."Arnav Singh Raizada itna kamzore nahin keh woh eik larki keh khiyal ko aapne dimagh se na nikal sake"[ASR is not that weak who can't get rid of one girl out of his mind]

Scorpion's true nature has been revealed but again destiny is holding something different here.Shyam always finds out his caging days through a reflection on a glass[two sides image] and exactly this is happening here.His reflection and Babuji's reflection is facing in the same direction as Babuji knows his direction and intention.

Babuji's hand gets into the strong clutch of Shyam as he sends House ladies out of the house and the man of the house in the hospital for his life .Fate and destiny is using Scorpion's slouchy moves to pave the path for this family towards its destiny as Stingy wants to prepare its venom to kill the essence of their life but destiny is preparing a "Masiha" a protector[Arnav] , a shield for this family to live, flourish ,and brandish safely in the form of Arnav.

Anjali and Akash's concerns and affection towards Guptas is reflecting Destiny's moves regardless Mamiji's insecure attitude .Akash is making sure to be in the hospital for two reasons.One to crush the dream of Jijaji along with Arnav Bhai"lagta hai humare dono saley humari itni mehnat keh bawajood humain chain se dobara ghori charne nahin dainge"[My both BIL will not let me marry again]

Second to be a protector of Payal as his looks were showing a determination of a promise which he made today with himself before leaving Payal.

Arnav's solance his hand on Khushi's forhead is just like destiny is showering her with endowment which is here to alleviate every single pain of hers by replenishing her paths with protection and joy.His distress has no limit as this pearl which he tried to throw so many times is resting in the palm of his hand today not only feeling his warmth but also giving him warmth of love and intimacy of hers which he wants to hold with both hands and that is a pure call of destiny.

Raba Ve rubs in where Her touch and brushing breath on his hand not only is evoking his desires for her as he touched her sweetness [jalaibi]through her hands with his lips and but also her lips are touching his sweet protectiveness which is always there unintentionally. Her warm touch is making him regret how badly he threw this pearl around last night . He ejaculates at the sight of her tears ,the pearls of love and care she showered at him unintentionally and today He is holding those pearls [tears] unintentionally again in the palm of his hands which have penetrated deep inside the Shell of ASR completely.Hats off to the creators and the original writers and directors especially Ved Raj and Nissar.[Why do I feel he was removing those tears from her face while thinking about it as this is his deep desire to evaporate those for forever]

Today King is bowing down to her queen upon her touch , her request and her unintentional desire which is melting him "lamha ba Lamha" [every sec] and then the pain ,the agony brings him to the edge of closing his eyes as he indeed hurt her again."I'm sorry Khushi...I'm sooo sorry!" as he is saying it for every reason which brims her eye or gives her pain .His indulgence over this innocent beauty was melting him this moment.

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-Today she is getting this warmth of his love and protection unintentionally but will crave and demand it after kidnapping where he will take her out of the pain of the insecurities forever "Hamesha"

-Today he is bowing down without bowing his head in front of this filmy girl for her innocence and her values unintentionally and later he will bow down intentionally in filmy style for all the good she has.

Arnav,"Khushi...Tum ...Theek tou ho na"[Khushi are you ok] She just affirms as her moment is frozen in the mist of last night's events .His regretful voice tells her that car will be here but she is adamant I will go Delhi by myself which irritates him and makes him unfreeze her from the last night but a jeep of 5 goons stops .Love to see Khushi naturally walks beside and little back of ASR for protection and that speaks of her trust, her comfort and belief level with him.

They both look at each other to understand what's going on as one of them with his wavy hair style sends the non-style threatening signals to Arnav.Khushi connects the dots of her Lehnga Choli...Wavy style pushes and punches Arnav and drags Khushi by grabbing her wrist and when she protests , finally slams her head to the jeep.That is the moment which freezes for him as she is touched and physically hurt by someone else and he roars by slaming down all the others in the way to reach his target.He shoves him, punches him, kicks him, slams his head and has no control to stop as she sees it.."Arnavji bas kijye...bas kijye ...mar daleinge kya...."[Arnavji are you going to kill him]

Arnav in his rage ,"hann Mar daloonga ...iski himmat kaise huee tumhain ...and then her pearly controlled touch not only forces him stop right in the air immediately but also makes him to realize what was he doing...Amazingly she does not remove her hand till he comes to his senses completely ..is there any other proof they need that they are divinely touched soul mates ...

Khushi in her deep dazed state,"what happened to you...he just pushed me and you'..." and my my my what a look he gives her by coinciding with Raba Ve.His possessiveness, fondness, devotion and fidelity is written all over this slow turn of his head along with tenderness, attachment, love , affection and pain in his one look.Seriously Barun is "Chalta phirta ASR" how can he say that anyone can be ASR...impossible

Its impossible for her to inhale blazing glares of him filled with intensity which forces her to bring her gazes down but she can feel his daggers right into her skin as he is no mood to look away...The moment he looks away she gauges him to find answers of her million questions .But as I said he is his protector no matter what as this urge to protect her started from the very 1st epi when she fell in his arms and its never ever going to diminish as "Hamesha sanmbhalata rahoonga"

While driving back Delhi,the reverbration of events and her words bring him to the reality "Why did I react like that"...

Just like her chup ,her silence bothers him the same is with her as the level of trust and belief has been changed.His three hrs constant "placidity"is unbearable for her.Her blabbering.com is filled with apologies and plea to instigate him to speak whether its filled with scolding and taunting.Wow! ...What a journey "jab se aap humain mile hain tub se humari aukad aur haisiat ki yaad dila rahe hain..."[since you meet me always remind me of my status and class] and today it does not bother her at all and all she wants to just hear his voice no matter what to make sure he is alright.But he is having a war of his heart and brain over here as he tries every time to throw her out of his life but she is always there challenging him stronger than ever before...

Khushi's concerns for his wounds and his health are written on her open book face as "Dekhiyeh aap humain daant lo...."Arnav politely, "just shut up"....and that brings a delightful smile on her face which assured her his safety as he is ok

Khushi,"shut up that's good at least you said something after three hrs...you were angry when you were beating those goons , you did good as now they will not see any girl in bridal avatar from now on...

"waise eik baat poochain...unhon ne humain itna sa Dhaka diya aur apne itna mara'agar wo hum par haath uthate tou...[may I ask they just pushed me and you hit them so much if they actually hit me then..]

Arnav clutching his steering while gritting his teeth slams the breaks "get out"

Khushi,"Kya.kyuon...ab hum ne kya kia"[Why what did I do now]

Arnav,"by closing his eyes and calmly "get out"

Khushi,"par hum ghar kaise jayengey".....[how will I go home?]

Arnav by giving her money,"take this and cab and go home"

Khushi in fluster can't open her seat belt when he hastily opens it and throws it on her side.She gets down dissipatedly and he sees her in the viewing mirror by his side eyes but droves away by ignoring her dependence on him...

She walks home and as her protection is off and she is very much vulnerable to get hurt as the news of her Babuji which removes ground under her feet as Her Star Babuji got a heart attack .Khushi's pain has no limit...The pearls[tears] which Arnav kept in the palm of his hand and trying to remove by caressing her face are back as these pearls her tears are not going anywhere..

Arnav comes home in hasty and clumsy way and Om prakash couldn't convince him otherwise to listen to him .Straight to room ,bag is thrown away in his anger filled with beclouded thoughts ,again reverberated moments of beating up goons and her concerned words bringing Lava out of him as he slams the closet door and moves away along with blazing ASR tone

Then "aagar wo hum pe haath uthate tou"...While on his recliner with closed eyes as not only her touch but her concerned words are sedatives for him,"kal tak mein us se pareshan tha. Tou phir aaj kya ho gaya hai mujhe"[I was annoyed by her until yesterday then what happened today]

Episode Part 98-99

Hospital Hug...Part 1

Khushi who is not only Khushi by name but is a reason of khushi ,smile for others too regardless her own pain or distress which no one can ever imagine.Her entrance brings a smile on dead faces of Jiji, Amma, and Buaji.Her solaced hug to her Di is her escape from pain but this is her way of bringing their strength on surface too.Her hug is also bringing a stir in Slouchy Scorpion's venomous brain and his urge to sting her as soon as possible .The only person in his way is Babuji who is fighting for his daughter even in this unconscious state .

While one side Scorpion is entering his venom by reducing Oxygen other side God is entering his immortality [Amrit Gods Nector]through air.[Just noticed That was not Shyam's voice which wanted him to die]"Bhagwan aapko Shanti de aur humain Khushiji"[May God gives you peace and me only Khushi](His bracelet is very visible.)Yes wait Scorpy, God is taking him along with his daughters in Shantivan without giving you Khushi.

Payal,"ab hum saath mein hain na tou sab theek ho jayega"[now we are all together ,everything will be fine] Khushi comes to see her father and Buaji yes its all HIS [God]blessings that Scorpy was on time to cut his life line but don't make him GOD for heaven sake lady . Different colors come and go on Scorpy face when Buaji praises him and rage surfaces up in Babuji whose hand wants to squish him but Fate wants him mute and down from surfacing up and balancing other elements around to squish this scorpy 's slouchy moves forever .

Khushi sees her father's flustered urge to speak and smart cookie figured out Slouchy's name out of his mouth which makes Scorpy breathless but their pain and agony crosses all the limits after finding out their father is paralyzed .Scorpy won this time as he thinks but how far he can go with this success time will tell.

Babuji gives a helpless and debilitated look to Khushi and his handcuffed tongue uses the gazes to deliver the message to her child but teary eyes filled with pain are paralyzing the moment by itself.

Shyam with his Slouchy moves to convince Khushi in Mandir,"you have to protect Masaji and you have to make him Ok"...but Khushi couldn't let him finish his sentence and shuts him up "Don't say like that...I totally believe in DM and She is with me "Sab Theek ho jayega"[Everything will be fine!]

These are the "consoling words" she wants some one to say to her but as always no one understands the depth of her pain but one and he will be regretting for not doing this.She wipes off everyone's tears but hers are not seen by any one as even Payal "Khushi yeh kya ho raha hai"[what's going on Khushi?] regardless she cares for the most and Slouchy Scorpion's glaring eyes at Khushi ...yuck! urging me to do something by sitting this side of the screen.The psycho has guts to see and hear from these ladies who have no clue "asli azab yeh hai"[he is the soul reason of every wrongdoing around you]

He wants to get rid of the soul reason of Khushi's belief system Babuji as Khushiji is Slouchy's soul reason to relish , aphrodisiac and libido .

He and Daiya ho BG joins Babuji to make him sure his daughter will be fine with him .uhhh.Dm and all the divine forces are in deep action which is totally invisible by Shyam Manohar Jha and that is the beauty of it .He along with his cynical moves will fall in his own pit .Hats off to Abhass and his Slouchy moves which made us hate him so much.

Anjali's concerns and desolation about Khushi and her family is aggrandizing . Akash's taking up stand in front of his mother is glorifying him in front of my eyes but also scrutinizing his mothers' doubts .Mamiji has forgotten her "Bita huwa Kal" how did she enter in Shantivan but hold on folks my Bishop ,Naniji [servant Unino Leader]is here to remind her real place and status before being Hello Hi ...bye bye!

Arnav's concerns about Mamiji is commendable .Yummilicious in blue!

Anjali's disclosure of Babuji's heart attack strikes as a lightening attack on Arnav's mind and his conscious throws daggers on his brain to split to remember one FACE who was looking at him with million hopes. Her reflection is reflecting his remorseful act one more time without putting second thought. He is contradicting his own actions here as he has beaten up goons for her, he took care of her in fever and then he threw her out from her car and at the top she did not have money or phone so she supposed to know all of this or reach home .He proved himself an implacable but is he as he is extremely solicitous right now .Sometimes Yummilicious goes too far -----

Anjali and Akash comes to the hospital and Slouchy Shyam finds his way out because of his annoyance over them.Circle of protection is working both ways Babuji is protected by him and he is by everyone being exposed . Its Fate but as "Khuda ki Lathi Beawaz hai" and we humans don't feel that fear in our heart without knowing when this "Lathi" will come on you . Because this fear only keeps you from hurting some one's heart where He [God] resides.

Anjali consoles the poor family and then turns to disconsolate Khushi "Khushiji aap bohat himmat wali hain aap ko tou apne parivaar ko sanmbhalna hai"[you are very strong and you are the one who is going to take care of your family] .

The family's despairing words forces Khushi to run out of the room. Anjali's capitulate words reverberate in her head which made her sit down to hold herself together and who can she call except her Maa and friend DM to give her strength at this moment but today she needs someone more than her DM and DM knows her child needs someone's safe embrace to give her strength and to be with her in her distress moment----Her Strength Her Arnavji-----

MOMENT OF THE DAY