Hi friends ,back with new update .Part 21
Ishita talked to toshiji for sometimes , toshiji asked about her wound and also told about some remedies . After that ishita hung the call and passed his phone to him . He called the room and ordered breakfast for themselves ,soon their order arrived ,they had their breakfast and was thinking what to do now that's when he received a called from his office .Raman took the call , his manager informed him about his upcoming meeting ,for which he told him to cancel further meeting for two more days as he is not able to reach till tomorrow. The manager told that these meetings are important ,then Raman told him to continue the meeting while he will join them on through video conference .
The manager agreed and hung the call , Raman asked ishita if she had her medicine ,she shook her head negatively . He shook his head in disbelief and spoke " don't you think you have become more careless ".
She made a puppy face looking to him he smiled a bit and passed her medicine to her . She had her medicine , he didn't spoke further and started applying medicine on her sprain ,she didn't spoke anthing just admired him . After he was done with his work ,he informed her " ishita I m going to attend a video conference , till then you rest ".
She nodded and he went to do his work ,soon ishita slept .
After about one hour she wake and saw him ,he was still working . Ishita saw him and thought .
Ishita POV
Raman now a days cares for me a lot . He even canceled our tickets because of me , didn't even go anywhere,leaving me alone in room,unhe office ka kaam bhi yahin se karna padh raha hai . Has he started liking and accepting me as his wife. humm seems like he is accepting me ...(then she shook her head negatively)- no Ishu don't keep any hopes ,don't you dare to forget ,he is khadoos Kumar , did you forget how he behaved earlier with you . ...(again thinking for sometimes)- no he was rude but never behaved badly with me but still its so soon to reach on any conclusion as he is still not over with shagun ,that day itself he shouted on me because if her (she became sad recalling that day and thought again )- to kya hamari life hamesha aisi hi rahegi ,won't he accept me ever . kya hum kabhi normal couple nahi honge, won't we will have any kid or any family ever ."
Her eyes became moist even with the thought itself ,she wiped the unshed tears and thought to talk to him finally to know his answer ,she will stay with him if he will ask for sometimes either will move out from his life if he says that he can't forget shagun ever .
Thinking so she got up from her place and walked to him ,she settled beside him while he saw her for once then again concentrated on his work . She saw the meeting was still going on ,so thought to talk him after sometimes . She didn't spoke anything and just sat beside him for long . Finally the meeting got over ,he closed the laptop and spoke " uff these Sharma's are so irritating ,kitni queries hai inke paas, thaka diya ekdum . "
He spoke and saw ishita ,she passed him water and spoke " rest for sometimes ".
R- thinking of same ,tum bolo how are you feeling now ,how is your pain .
I- abhi thoda aaram hai .
R- bhookh lagi hai ?
I- not now you rest for sometimes then we will have lunch together .
Raman agreed and went to his bed ,he lay down and slept in no time. Ishita was still sitting in her place ,she saw him and thought again " should I talk to him or let it go like its going . lekin aise kaise chalega , kitne din tak we will live like this ,with awkwardness ,shyness and without love . I agree I always loved him but never wanted to confess my feelings to him due to fear as we have much difference between each other but now we are married ,we are living in same house , sane room ,aakhir kab tak aise ajnabiyon ki tarah jiyenge . I too have some dreams about my life but non of them is fulfilled rather I had now stopped dreaming about a happy life , aise kaise chalega . humm I have to talk to him.(she thought for sometimes then spoke again). haan yahi sahi rahega ,I will move out of his life . "
She decided this and looked towards him , unwillingly tears made their ways from her eyes ,she wiped the tears and spoke " no I shouldn't cry ,aise rone se kaam nahi chalega ,I have to become strong . aise loveless marriage mein rahne se achcha hai ,I should live alone. but what should I do ,mujhe rona aa raha hai ."
She said and wiped her tears again but they come again and again ,finally she cried her heart out and spoke " I love you Raman ,will you never love me the way I love you ".
She spoke to his sleeping figure and cried more ,after much time she stopped crying when her heart felt bit light . She just had wiped her tears and was going to wash her face but before that Raman got up and came out from his room stretching himself ,he saw ishita and spoke " arey ishita you are still sitting here ".
She looked at him ,he saw her red eyes and puffed lips ,walked to her and asked concerned ,cupping her fave in his palms " hey ishita what happened , why are you crying ".
She got startled with this sudden act of him ,she so wanted to compose herself and deny that she wasn't crying but didn't get any time . She was still thinking some excuse when he asked touching her feet " is it still paining ".
Getting no excuse she nodded ,listening to which he scolded her " pata tha mujhe , its all because of your morning stunts ,yahaan maine ticket cancel kar do and this madam is walking on her feet when she can't ,ek din shanti se nahi baith sakti ,chidhiya ki tarah phudakna zaroori hai ".
She looked at him and tears started flowing from her eyes ,he saw it and spoke wiping them " arey you are my jhansi ki raani ,Roz to ladti hai aaj kya ho gaya ".
She shook her head negatively and spoke pushing him a bit " no I m ok , aap jaao ".
Raman pulled her into him and spoke
" ishita you are behaving weird ,kuch hua hai kya ".
I- (again pushing him )- nahi its nothing ,you go and order food ,I m hungry .
R- no I m not going to do anything else without talking to you ,tell me what's it .
I- mujhe bhookh lagi hai Raman ,go and order the food .
R- no I m not going anywhere till you tell me whats going on in your mind .
I- bola na its nothing .
R- ishita I want to know .
I- I m telling na kuch bhi nahi hai .
R- then why you were crying ,why are you behaving weird .
I- I m not behaving weird ,got that .
R- you are behaving weird .
I- no ,I m not .
R- yes ,you are ,tell me what's it .
I- nothing of your concern ,so stay away from me .
R- I will not stay away from it ,bolo what's it .
I- nothi...
R(clutching her hairs)- don't tell that again ,I just want to know the reason .
I- Behave Raman you are hurting me .
R- of course I m hurting you because you are hurting me by not telling the reason .
She freed herself from his hold and shouted " I m hurting you ,I m hurting ,no Mr bhalla I m not but you are the one who had hurt me again and again ".
Raman made a confused face and asked softly ,coming closer to her " ishita what happened suddenly ,you were ok till sometimes before,Maine kuch kiya kya ,why are being so angry with me ".
I- this you are asking to me , you should ask this question to yourself .
Raman thought for sometimes then asked " did I took shagun's name anytime ".
She saw him and spoke " dekha still your mind goes to her only ".
Thats all for now friends ,hope you like this . Enjoy reading and do comment .
PS - Though till now shagun is dead in my story but many of you had wrote in your comments that Raman will change once shagun will return ,some has said that shagun should be alive but fooling Raman ,wanted to know that do you people want shagun back or let the story go on its way .
Do respond .
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