Good morning girls !!!!
Thanks Annie🤗 It is a heart wrenching episode😭. Here goes:
I have nothing to say about the episode. Just please go and watch it, you have to watch to feel😭. Shabir completely owned this episode👏👍🏼❤️, there is no question about it. There simply are no words to describe his mettle today👏 The play of millions of emotions on his face and eyes are out of the world, you understand pretty much each and every thought going on in his mind without him opening his mouth or moving a muscle👍🏼🤗
Do I have to melt for Abhi? Not yet💔. As long as him and the show keep rubbing it in " my wxxx", I am as cold and hard as a wurtzite😲👎🏼 Why is Abhi devastated? To answer your question, Annie, I felt he was devastated because he thought she would never move on, she would be stagnant, rotting away and reeking where he left her. It was only a matter of him going and standing in front of her and she would come running to him and make his life easy for him again😭The FBs are a indication for that " jo mere liye apne jaan dedegi and kisi ka jaan lelegi, kyon degi naa? and those kumkum related lines" gives you a glimpse of the heights of his narcissism. I don't have the heart to blame/criticize Shabir's Abhi, but Abhi really is a self-absorbed guy.
Having said this, there is small glimmer of hope that he actually got to see what she might have felt on that fateful day🤢. He compared and contrasted ( I think this is what they were getting to ) when she comes from behind and hugs him tight in order to stop him from going when he was at fault. Contrast that to him savagely, cruelly, brutally asking her to " get out x 2 " 😭💔the tone you would never dare to use on anybody😭 💔( I am sorry, I flinched as I watched the episode today and flinching as I am writing this, that tone is something I am unable to get over ). And then her face with a devastated expression😭 and her body language, stooped over,🤢 hands by her side, completely wrecked as she walks out. I am guessing they were showing us how he now sees what he might have done to her? I am hoping against hope. If there is no regret and repentance on the part of Abhi, then there will not be a connection with him, he will be just like another 🤬. What good is love without understanding, care, concern, responsibility, trust, and security?
What I liked is the contrast they showed with her. Her above described, defeated, stooped body as she turns away from him to the next scene walking with her spine straight, confident, dealing with the crisis on hand, MILES AWAY FROM EACH OTHER 👏👍🏼This is what I am talking about, my girl is inspiring and strong without being heroic, it is just a way of life for her👏👎🏼. She has a lot of faults in her, falls flat on her face, all bruised up, she gets up, dusts herself and trudges on one step in front of the other. She doesn't wait for anybody's approval or kudos.
I don't still see a need for lies of saying "married for 7 years"😡How in the hell does being a wife or being a manager affect the police guy's decision? Does a wife's word in support of a criminal, carry more weight than that of a manager? How in the blighted world does this make any sense? If anything, a wife would have more of a selfish motive to get the husband out, right? The manager on the other hand would be more objective and so hopefully will not go to the lengths of lying about the guy's character? Anyway, the writers are not thinking that deep, we know this is all for cruel and nasty drama😭😡
Precap is shattering me only because of Shabir's exceptional acting💔. When I think of Abhi, I am kind of torn. I learned today that I can't completely rejoice seeing this guy in pain, because I don't really feel elated now. I guess, if I feel euphoric seeing somebody's pain that would be a bane for my very existence😒. I am totally confused about myself. But I have to say, I feel despondent that he didn't give her a chance to grieve even, thrown out, totally alone with a lot of self-doubt and left to the elements💔 SHATTERED THINKING ABOUT BOTH OF THEM💔 I understand, tomorrow might be a different ball game altogether😭
That is it from me. Watch it if you feel you can handle the emotional onslaught😭
Edited by mili9 - 7 years ago