Author's note -this part is specially for lavsusername aka lavu, who want me to write an os on Ishra convo after raman gaining his memory back. I didn't write the os but clubbed that in this story, hope I will do justice with it, enjoy the part.
SHOT 5
Ishita -kya kar rahe hai raman??
Raman pulled her closer and said kissing her shoulder -wahin joh main hamesha se karna chahta tha, I know tum vishwas nahi karogi but I always feel attracted towards u. Always want to hold u tight in my arms and love u madly. Though simmi always tried to provoke me against u, aur main gussa bhi ho jaata tha tumse but this feeling of touching u always prevailed. Everytime u fall into my arms, I just wanted to hug u tight but I couldn't. But as today I remember everything, don't stop me. He said and kissed her shoulder sliding her blouse.
Ishita closed her eyes feeling his touch and said -even I don't want to stop u, kyunki bahut lambe intezaar ke baad yeh pal aaya hai, and i just want to live it fully. I want to live in ur arms raman, just love me and make me urs all over again. She said and he pulled her more into himself. He hugged her from back and caressed her orbs over her blouse while his lips were busy in showering wet kisses on her shoulder and neck line. She tilted her head to give more access to him over her while he unhooked her blouse and slide it away, he start caressing her orbs over the undercloth while she was just melting in his arms. He picked her in his arms and took her out of the washroom switching off the shower knob.
He placed her gently on the bed and adjusted over her removing his shirt. He bend and took her lips in his and start kissing her softly. Ishita too wrapped her arms around him and start kissing him back with equal passion. They kissed for long while his hands were busy in exploring her body removing her undercloth. Ishita was moaning high in pleasure while Raman was busy in covering her whole body.he open the string of her petticoat and slide it away. She pulled him closer and both got lost in pleasuring each other .
After a long, he adjusted himself on her and entered into her. She pulled him closer and both rocked in sync. Finally he fell on her feeling his release while she wrapped her arms around him.
Both were laying feeling happy and contented together when Raman raised his head and pecked her temple.
Raman -i love u ishita.
Ishita -love u too raman. Aaj main bahut khush hoon, finally I got u back, in my life, in my arms. Aaj mujhe duniya mil gayi.
Raman -aur meri duniya saj gayi tumhare aane se. He said rubbing his nose on hers. Ishita smiled and hide into him and soon both slept.
After an hour or so, Raman wake up feeling ishita's touch on his face. He opened his eyes and saw ishita was laying next to him touching him, feeling him when he asked -kya hua ishita, kya kar rahi ho??
Ishita -kuch nahi, just feeling u next to me. Pata nahi kab se wait kar rahi thi iss pal ka. Pata nahi kya kya jhela iss pal ko jeene ke liye. Aur jab tak sach mein yeh waqt aaya hai toh jaise vishwas hi nahi ho raha ki sach much sab thik ho gaya hai aur aap mere saath ho. She said while her eyes turned moist .
Raman got up a little and pulled her closer .he adjusted her head on his chest and said -haan actually I too wanted to talk about it and say sorry to u.
Ishita -sorry?? For what??
Raman -for what, tum nahi jaanti kis liye main sorry kehna chahta hoon. He asked to which she just nodded in no.
Raman -but mujhe pata hai, and i will surely say u thanks and sorry too. Kyunki ab mujhe yaad hai hamara rishta, aur yeh bhi yaad hai that how I behaved with u, how I hurt u everytime.i do remember that u went through alot for getting me back in ur life. Main soch bhi nahi sakta tumhe kaisa lagaa hoga jab maine tumhe chaanta maara tha, just because u told me that u r my wife. Hamare rishte ka sach bataya tha tumne and what I gave u, I slapped u.
Ishita -jaane dijiye Raman, woh sab baatein mat kijiye. Mujhe aap mil gaye, mujhe aur kuch nahi chahiye.
Raman -but I want to talk and apologise too ishita, kyunki yeh zaruri hai. I behaved very badly with u. Tumhe itna insult kiya, tumhe har baar hurt kiya. Tum mere liye ladhti rahi, hamare bachchon ke liye ladhti rahi and what I gave u, just insult. Har baar tumhara dil toda, simmi ne liye tumhe hurt karta raha. Even tumne romi aur mihika ko rishta bhi joda and what I did, I agreed to marry mihika. I don't know what u have felt when I agreed to marry mihika. Aur kaise kiya Maine aisa, sochta hoon toh sharam aati hai khud par. I agreed to marry mihika, jab ki woh mere bhai ki biwi hai. She is just like my little sister. Pata nahi kaise itna gir gaya tha. He said feeling guilty when she kissed his chest and said -let it be, Raman. I know u were doing all that just to throw me out of ur life.
Raman -still I was wrong ishita.aisa karna chahiye tha aisa. Tumne mujhe kitna pyaar kiya, hamesha se and I always just hurt u. Main soch bhi nahi sakta tumhe kaise jee hogi woh pal, Kaise bitaye honge woh pal jab jab maine tumhe ignore karke mihika ko preference diya hoga. Kaise har pal mari hogi tum meri insult seh kar.i am so sorry ishita for letting u feel all the pain.shayad agar main tumhari jagah hota toh mar jaata. he said looking at her.
Ishita -aisa kyun keh rahen hai, Raman??
Raman -kyunki yahin sach hai ishita. Agar Kahin tumhari yaaddasht chali gayi hogi, aur tum woh sab karti joh maine tumhare saath kiya, trust me main mar jaata.main Mar jaata ishita, main nahi jee pata tumhe kisi aur ke saath dekh kar. He said holding her hand tight.
Ishita don't know what to say when he said -tumhe gussa nahi aaya mujh par kabhi. Maine tumhare saath itna bura kiya, infact karta hi raha. Tumhe kabhi nahi lagaa ki let me go through this hell coz I deserve this, let me die coz I was trusting simmi not u. Kabhi nafrat nahi hui mujhse, ishita.
Ishita smiled listening to him and said -nafrat aur aapse, yeh karna toh shayad main seekh hi nahi paayi aaj tak, Raman. Aapse sirf aur sirf mohabbat kiya hai, Itni jyada ki nafrat ke liye koi jagah hi nahi baaki rahi. Aur kaise chod deti main aapko, jab mujhe pata tha ki aapko pata nahi ki sach kya hai. Aap hamara rishta bhool gaye the Raman but mujhe sab yaad tha. Mujhe yaad tha ki aap mere Raman ho, aur mujhe pata tha ki simmi aapko drug kar rahi hai. Aur mujhe vishwas tha ki aap kabhi naa kabhi mere ho jaoge dobara. Toh main kaise aapko akela chod sakti thi, nahi chod sakti thi, kyunki aapko kho dena is like loosing myself. She said hugging him tight while he pecked her temple softly.
Raman -sach ishita, tumhara pyaar mahaan hai. I don't know when I got such lucky to get u.mujhe yaad hai kaisa paagal jaisa ho gaya tha main iss Raina ke case mein, khud par aitbaar kho diya tha maine, my family gave up on me, even I gave up on me, pagalkhaane jaane ko taiyaar tha but u were the one, who fought for me, against everyone, even against me aur last mein kya hua, u have u give ur eye sight to get me back. Tumhe pata hai agar tumhe kuch ho jaata toh main khud ko kabhi maaf nahi kar paata. Nahi jee pata,mar jaata. Log kehte hai naa ki koi kisi ke liye nahi marta but main sach mar jaata yaa phir shayad paagalkhane hi chala jaata.
Ishita kissed his cheek and said -aise kaise Mar jaate, main marne deti tab naa. Main badi chipku hoon raavan Kumar, Itni asaani se nahi chodne wali aapko. She said smiling.
Raman pulled her closer and said -even I don't want u to go away from me coz I love u alot.
Ishita -i love u too my raavan Kumar. She said and both hugged each other smiling.
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